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    There are too many variables in the process of growing up. Maybe you have come all the way, and you even forget the original intention of why you came here.

    ? In the year when I first entered the entertainment industry, I had a lot of ups and downs. I don¡¯t know how many losses and grievances I suffered. If it wasn¡¯t for Yan Liang¡¯s ruthless words, I might still be unknown until now.  During that year, my protective wall was constantly broken, and then I picked it up bit by bit and glued it again, and then broke it again, and I glued it againuntil it was so strong that no one could threaten it, I did not  I found that I had lost my way in this endless darkness.

    After I released my first EP at the end of the year, I withdrew from the celebration banquet that was only halfway there, hid in the car alone, looked at the door leading to an unknown intersection in the dark, and suffocated for a while.

    Those flattering or arrogant faces at the celebration banquet kept flashing in front of my eyes, one by one like pieces of mud, covered with dirt all over the world.

    Looking back on the bits and pieces of the year, tears will also flow to the apex of my heart.

    Everyone in front of you can only see the brilliance of you standing on the stage and calling the wind and rain. Who cares about the blood and tears behind those glamor?  At that time, I applied for a job with a resume that had been fired, and no company was willing to try me out. I still remember that when I went to a company to apply for a technician, the woman at the reception gave me a very disdainful look and said, You said you are  Students of University Z, where is your degree certificate?  What about the diploma?  There are a lot of people who can't find a job these days, don't say you are not a student of Z University, even if you are a student of Z University, we don't necessarily want you

    Xia Shu asked for leave from school at that time, and had to go back after staying for a week. As soon as Xia Shu left, there was no one around me again.

    I have never dared to call Feiran, because I was afraid that Feiran would point at my nose and call me cheap like Hanru.  I think if that's the case, I'm going to have a breakdown.  I didn't call at home either, I was afraid that my mother would be sulking if she found out, although this old lady no longer scolded me by the ears like I did when I was a child, but she is especially sneering and sarcastic, making you feel worse than slapping you twice.

    I dragged on like this every day, Yan Liang let me stay at his house temporarily, and went to work on his new album by myself, I just lived under the fence like this, every time I thought of my situation, my green shirt was wet with tears, until a month later  Feiran came back suddenly, and the moment I opened the door, I saw her standing at the door with a livid face, pointing at me and yelling, as if you didn't tell me about such a big fucking thing, when I thank you  Does Feiran not exist?

    In one sentence, she scolded all my grievances for the whole month. When I hugged her, I cried until the sky was dark and the sky was dark. She patted me on the back and said, "It's okay, I'm back."

    After crying, she pulled me aside and sat down and asked me solemnly, Xiao Ru, why don't you follow me into the entertainment circle.

    When I was in the drama club before, I was the backing voice. I recorded the tragic and majestic music for the narration myself.  At the beginning, when I introduced myself, Yan Liang looked at me in surprise and said, thinking of you, you really have an advantage

    Fei Ran has been working part-time since she first entered university, and met many people in the society. In her sophomore year, she somehow got her eye on the brokerage business, saying that it would not delay her studies, and the money she earned would be good.  many.  In the end, she was really lucky to meet someone with good qualifications, she had a good eye, and she was very good at dealing with things. As soon as that person passed her hands, she became popular in a play.  So when she told me about this, she was very confident, she patted her chest and said, Xiao Ru, just wait for fame and fortune!

    To be honest, I was moved by her words of fame and fortune, but what moved me was not the content of the words, but Fei Ran herself.  She didn't point her nose and scold me like I imagined, but appeared in front of me when I was most depressed, and gave me a shoulder to lean on, so even if she dug a hole for me, I was willing to jump in  .

    After planning, I moved out with Feiran. Before leaving, I put the key Yan Liang gave me on his desk. At that time, I wrote a letter, which was not sensational. Later, before I left, I changed my mind and put the key on his desk.  The letter was sent back.  I didn't tell Yan Liang about this, I thought we would meet in a few days, and I would surprise him then.

    Who knew that things were different from what I thought at all, when Yan Liang saw me in his company, he was almost furious, he didn't care about the weird eyes of a group of officers around him, grabbed me and rushed out of the office, dragged me and threw me into the bathroom  , and then I yelled as soon as I closed the door, "Xi Ru, you're out of your mind, aren't you?"  Go blind and drill here!

    I was also very angry at the time, thinking that I was still thinking of giving you a surprise, but you were lucky enough to start cursing directly, no matter how violent your young master is, you will not be able to block my future path, not to mention you dragging me with a black face  Come out, what is it for Diu Feiran to face those officers alone!  Thinking of this in my head"Hot, yell at him too, I like it, I'm happy, I love it, can't I?"  How I choose the direction of my life is my own business, can your young master control it!

    Yan Liang's entire face turned green, and he yelled at the top of his voice regardless of his image, I'm fucking nosy, do you know where this is?  You fucking came in and this circle can eat you up to the bone. I kindly remind you that you still scolded me!

    At that time, my brain was also hot, and I yelled directly, even if there are no bones left, then I am happy, you love to remind you to go by yourself, don't block my avenue of starlight!

    In fact, this remark was absolutely out of intention, and I regretted it a little after I finished speaking, Yan Liang was completely annoyed by this remark, and her eyes were red.  Damn, I'm fucking mean, I'm blind and I'll take care of you, Ru, I'll take care of you in the future, I'll write my name upside down!  Just continue to be vain!

    After finishing speaking, he slammed the door and went out without looking back, leaving me alone in the bathroom.  He slammed the door so loudly that it knocked me out of my wits, and it took me a long time to come back.  It was very uncomfortable at that time, my nose was sore and I almost cried, I yelled at the door in the bathroom, what the hell are you dragging, you treat me like a rarity!  Tears flowed uncontrollably as he spoke.

    Yan Liang really did what he said, not only never helping me, but also mocking me every day.

    It is the most difficult time for a newcomer to enter the company before debuting. Not only do they have to practice all day long, but they also have to be slaves to those seniors.  Especially those female artists who are somewhat famous but not particularly famous, as long as you look better than her, they will immediately regard you as a strong enemy, and look at your eyes and wish they could kill you alive.

    I linger in this environment every day, and I have to suffer from Yan Liang's poisonous tongue at every turn, and come over to despise me when I have nothing to do.  Talk about me during practice, look at your crying and howling like a dead father, and look at your figure, no matter how good you are, you can dance like that just like I used to praise my voice  Beautiful people are not like him.  When I was enslaved by those artists, he looked at me with his arms folded and looked at me with a disdainful expression, didn't you use to be arrogant, why are you so flattering that you don't even want your face now  The softest part of my heart stomped my self-esteem and pride on the ground, as if he was going to collapse if he couldn't break me.  Every word is sharp and straight to the point, and every sentence is more vicious than one sentence, which makes my stomach twitch.

    Suffering in this kind of life, using self-esteem like a shoe, it is really worse than death, I also thought about giving up, but every time when I am about to give up, I can think of Fei Rante's trusting appearance  , Said, Xiaoru, I believe you will definitely be popular, you are a phoenix, only one short of nirvana.  I gritted my teeth and swallowed my tears, blood and sweat.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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