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"Speechless"

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    "Speechless"

    Text / Daoyuan

    Just now, at 11:30, my mother left, perhaps it should be said that she was relieved.  I don't know if she has nostalgia?

    The mother's life is sad.  Worrying and exhausting, no one cares no one loves.

    Both parents died when my mother was five years old, and she was raised in an orphanage.  Started working at the age of fifteen, married at the age of twenty, and was abandoned by her husband after giving birth to five children.

    A strong mother who raised five children.

    Probably because she suffered too much, she gave all her love to her children.

    The children who are extremely doted on don't know how to feel sorry for her, they only know to ask her without bottom line.

    The oil and water on the mother's body were squeezed dry.  Paralyzed on the bed for three years, unable to speak or take care of herself.

    The children left her one by one, for her real estate, and what's more, they said that they severed the mother-daughter relationship with her, and they were so heartless that they never went to see her again.

    Fortunately, the second brother resigned to take care of his mother wholeheartedly.  This also followed the wishes of the mother.

    The poor mother endured the pain of loneliness and longing. Every time I went to see her, she said she was thinking about this and that.  let me call them.

    However, I hate that I am incompetent, and I can't satisfy my mother's wish every time.  I called them, but they didn't answer, and some answered the phone and scolded me.

    In this way, my mother has been suffering for more than three years, looking forward to it every day.  Think about it every night.

    I am guilty. I am an unfilial daughter who failed to repay my mother's love.

    The last time I saw her was in July this year, and she was skinny.

    Every time I offer incense to Bodhisattva, I ask Bodhisattva to bless my mother to live well. Last week, I offered incense to Guanyin Bodhisattva. I don¡¯t know why I asked Bodhisattva to bless my mother from suffering.

    Perhaps, this is the best ending.

    Mother!  There is no love in the world, you go all the way, go to heaven!

    Mother, at this moment, I don't know whether to cry or laugh.

    Mother!  My daughter is guilty and was not able to stay by your side. Now that you have gone, she has not been able to see you off.

    Mother!  My child knows your wish, you still miss the man who failed you, I will do my best to wait for him a hundred years later, and bury him next to your grave.

    Mother, you have agreed, you will wait for your favorite grandson to see you with his great-grandson in his arms.  Why are you willing to leave without seeing it!

    Mother!  Mother!  Mother!  farewell.

    Mother, a glass of loess cannot cover you.  You will always live in my heart.  I am your relic, and I will protect myself well.

    O mother!  You love me the most, I know, everyone knows, I am ashamed of your love.

    Mother, I love you too, everyone has their own life, and you are here to pay off your debts and suffer.  Well now, it's all over.

    Mother, my daughter is one step late, I will only see your remains tomorrow.  You should be at peace because your sons and daughters will visit you.

    Don't complain when you're alive, who will show it to you after you die!

    Mother!  farewell!  I hope we all have an afterlife, I will still choose to be your daughter, will you want me?

    ? At 1:28 on November 14, 2020 (remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com
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