But now, after being admitted, I am still yearning for a better university, and I am not satisfied with my "results"
However, during the preparation period, I thought that I could persist, and I thought that I could get a score much higher than the 2020 nursing admission score (315) of Chengdu University of Traditional Chinese Medicine, but in the end, the facts still slapped my face.
?Because in 2021, the school line of Chengdu University of Traditional Chinese Medicine has increased by five points, and I still deviate by one point
Maybe it's God's will
In the face of failure, I can only comfort myself like this.
Even if I was lucky enough to be admitted in the last four days of the 2021 postgraduate entrance examination and adjustment, even if I can still enter one university after another, as long as I read "Chengdu Traditional Chinese Medicine" on the Internet or The words "University" also make my heart feel sour.
Even that sour feeling is stronger than that of Soochow University, the school I saw that I always wanted to take the exam at first.
Maybe it's because I tried my best to get into this school, but failed, so I feel more lost than seeing Soochow University
It is also when I see or hear that other students are admitted to a good school, I always use the phrase "I must be admitted to a graduate student!" in my heart to cheer myself up.
But when I reacted and told myself that I was already a prospective graduate student, I would be stunned for a few seconds.
If I am already a graduate student, if I still want to continue to motivate myself, how should I tell myself?
Say: "I must be admitted to the Ph. D."?
But neither I nor my brain has developed this habit for the time being.
right!
Habit!
Perhaps I still like to use the phrase "I must be admitted to graduate school!" to motivate myself, precisely because I used it to motivate myself for more than a year in the past.
I have survived those days, and I can¡¯t remember how many times I said to myself silently in my heart, "I must be admitted to graduate school!"
Maybe a lot!
Otherwise, how come I can still use it to motivate myself inadvertently?
Although "I must be admitted to graduate school!" This sentence really works for me, but I still don't want to spend another year preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.
Because on such a day, one time is enough. As for the matter of taking the doctoral exam in the future, let¡¯s talk about it later.
However, the unknown still makes me full of confusion about my future
What can I do after graduating from a major in medicinal chemistry?
I often think like this in my heart.
Could it be that after three years of postgraduate study, my salary is not as high as that of my classmates who have entered a tertiary hospital as a nurse after graduation?
There are too many thoughts in my head, but there is no one to talk to, so I feel depressed.
Perhaps in the eyes of others, as long as you are admitted to a graduate school and have a good education, everything will be fine.
But I'm always used to thinking long-term.
I still remember when I changed my major at the end of the first semester of my freshman year, because I had no plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination, so in order to find a better job by myself after graduation, I chose nursing as a major amidst the entanglement and doubts of others.
Although the more I studied, the more I found that I didn¡¯t like nursing as a major, but when I entered the senior year and saw that it was harder for students from other majors to find a job than our nursing major, I couldn¡¯t help but feel a little lucky for my original decision.
Before, whether to study pharmacy as a major made me suffer from the same entanglement as before.
But now (2020-6-3), it is almost a foregone conclusion that I will go to graduate school in pharmacy.
Lack of knowledge of pharmacy, just spend more time in the next three years to make up for it.
After all, I am not the only one who has crossed from nursing to pharmacy.
It's just that "I must be admitted to graduate school!" How long will this sentence affect me? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com