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Chapter 31 It's time to leave?  2

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    So I can only smile at the teacher, and then leave with my things.

    Thinking about it now, the teacher and I were a little embarrassed at that time.

    It's just that I feel embarrassed because I used to be too bad, and I can't do anything well

    And the teacher is embarrassed, I think maybe it's because my reputation is not very good among the teachers in the department, so I don't know what to say to me

    However, it is impossible to know what the teacher was thinking at that time, and he will never know again. After all, after leaving, you will be just an outsider if you enter again.

    Perhaps the Department of Gastroenterology will become the most memorable one in my internship career, I guess in my heart.

    ?Because the former self also really learned and saw some things that I must see clearly when I enter the society in this department.

    And although I don't like the profession of nursing, when I first helped patients pull out needles, when I helped patients measure blood sugar for the first time, and even when I was called a nurse by patients for the first time, my  I am happy in my heart.

    Just when I remembered that I was stared at with a frown because I couldn't understand the dialect

    When I don't even know how to register specimens

    When I experienced another teacher taking away the specimen bottle that she had handed to me because of my daze

    When I hear the call from the patient to check the infusion pump that keeps making noise and I don't know how to solve it

    When I face the patient's request and look around for a teacher who has time to help the patient

    Those memories that made me feel sad, now I don't want to mention them at all

    Perhaps the time spent in the Department of Gastroenterology will be an unforgettable memory in my internship career, but it is also a memory of sadness and self-blame rather than happiness

    Later, my first teacher always said to me: It is normal to make mistakes in practice.

    Although I also understand this truth

    But after such a long time, I still can't let go of those bad memories.

    I am really stupid than others.

    This is something I have always wanted to know in my heart.

    But my self-esteem does not allow me to admit it.

    It's just that I have been in the hospital for too short a time, and I am still unfamiliar with everything

    I always comfort myself like this in my heart.

    It's just that even in other departments, I still made mistakes again and again, so I had to force myself to admit it.

    I might drive myself into a lunatic.

    I told myself in my heart.

    Obviously knowing that it is an internship, knowing that there are many things that I don¡¯t understand, I will naturally make a lot of mistakes, and I know that other interns will also make mistakes.

    But I still can't easily forgive the self who always makes mistakes.

    Just blindly blame myself after doing something wrong, what about when doing something?

    Why can't we take everything into consideration when doing things?

    Why is it so rigid?

    This is an issue that I always emphasize in my heart that I must pay attention to.

    But no matter how many times I remind myself in my heart, when I do things, I still deal with things like "going my own way".

    Maybe I'm destined to be so stupid?

    I gave up on myself in my heart.

    Otherwise, how could I have regressed from the first place in the class of the first year of high school to the 30th place in the class?

    If I'm not stupid

    If I hadn't been learning all of the time

    Maybe now I will not go to the current university, I will not study this major, and I will not always be looked down upon by others

    It turns out that the Department of Gastroenterology has made me see myself more or less clearly (Remember the website of this website: www.hlnovel.com
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