In the first semester of my freshman year, I was quite well-behaved and peaceful.
After school in the afternoon from Monday to Friday, I will not stop at school. I always go back to the place where my mother and I rent early, because when I was in high school, I went to school on time and came home on time. , I can't change my three-point-one-line way of thinking for a while.
Not to mention Saturdays and Sundays, I will definitely stay in the place where my mother and I rented and will not go anywhere. On the one hand, I donĄŻt want to go out to play, and on the other hand, I dare not go out to play.
When I was in the room rented by my mother and I, I lived the life of a pure otaku, chatting on QQ, listening to the radio, reading, doing homework, reviewing homework, as boring as possible, fortunately, there is QQ to treat strangers The girl is talking about sao, and when I was in the third year of high school, the tape recorder with antenna that my mother bought for me was convenient for me to listen to the tape recorder with radio in the English level 4 listening comprehension. Otherwise, this kind of house life would be monotonous. But itĄŻs okay to get used to it. IĄŻm used to this kind of monotonous and boring home life. IĄŻve read a lot of books, and I enjoy the feeling of taking notes while reading. When listening to the radio, there are not many choices, just a few FM radio stations in Xi'an, listening to music and news, it is very pleasant.
Not long after the first year of freshman year, my mother and I rented a room on the third floor in the yard of a family in Lijiazhuang. At this time, a beautiful girl living in the next room pushed open the door of the room my mother and I rented. The beautiful girl stood at the door and asked my mother if she had washing powder. She wanted to wash clothes. But the washing powder was gone. I asked my mother if I could borrow some washing powder to wash her clothes. After my mother learned about this situation, she poured some washing powder into a plastic bag for the girl. During the period, the girl saw me there. While reading so much, I asked my mother if I was taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and my mother told the girl that it was not the postgraduate entrance examination, and that I was only a freshman. My mother asked where the girl was from, and the girl said she was from Shaanxi Fu. Shaanxi clothing is the Shaanxi Garment Engineering College next to our school, which was called Shaanxi Garment Art Vocational College at that time.
During the final exam of the first semester of freshman year, I met Bao Caiqin on QQ, and then we fell in love with her for a year and a half. My attitude towards Bao Caiqin was half that of licking a dog, and half that of a domineering president. divisive attitude.
In the second semester of my sophomore year, I started smoking cigarettes. At that time, I smoked Huangshan brand cigarettes for five yuan a pack because they were cheap. At the beginning, I stipulated that I only smoked three cigarettes a day, and later I stipulated that I only smoked four cigarettes a day, and the maximum was five cigarettes. Such self-restraint is mainly made from the perspective of saving money. When smoking a cigarette, the lit cigarette is sucked into the mouth, then swallowed, and then sprayed out from the hole, which feels very domineering, unlike Xie Xu who smokes the lit cigarette and sucks the lit cigarette into the lungs. The main purpose of my smoking is to make the girls around me feel domineering when they see it. But do other girls really think that I am domineering while walking while smoking? This is just what I take for granted. Even if girls see me and think I am domineering, so what?
What you get is vanity, and what you get is your own health.
When I smoked for about a week, once when I went to sleep in the room my mother rented for me, my coat was left in the room my mother rented and I didnĄŻt get it back. I found out early the next morning that my coat pocket There was a box of half-smoked cigarettes, and when I got up in the morning to get my coat in the rented room of my motherĄŻs mother, I found that the half pack of cigarettes in my pocket was gone, and my mother saw that I was in my coat pocket What I was looking for, I asked me if I was looking for the half pack of cigarettes she found in my coat. I was a little scared because my mother found out about my smoking, but my mother didn't scold me, but said to me: "You I can't control you if you smoke now, but someone will control you in the future."
In the second semester of my sophomore year, I started smoking for a week, and I drank the 52-degree Taibai liquor that Zhu Dan bought in a small gourd-shaped bottle. The small bottle was about two taels, and I drank half of it in one go.
When going down the stairs of the dormitory, my legs didn't work and it was difficult to walk.
? After going down the stairs, I walked to Lijiazhuang, where my mother and I rented. When I reached the west end of Lijiazhuang Road, I felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to fall down, but finally walked back with difficulty.
After returning to the room where my mother and I rented, my mother talked to me, but I couldn't listen to a word. I felt that my mother talked too much. Usually, I don't think my mother talked too much.
I feel sick to death, when I sit on my mother's bed, I feel sick to death, and when I lie down, I feel sick to death. After a while, I sat by my mother's bed and vomited, and then the room my mother rented smelled of alcohol, and my mother knew that I had been drinking. My mother didn't care about me, she just scolded me a few words. Then after drinking baijiu that time, I never drank baijiu again, because after drinking baijiu, I would feel as uncomfortable as dying, and that feeling was more painful than motion sickness.
Tell me about my personal hygiene habits when I was in college.
When I was in college, I didnĄŻt like bathing, haircuts, or shampooing, because I felt that bathing, haircuts, and shampoos were annoying, so I didnĄŻt like bathing, haircuts, or shampooing, and itĄŻs still the same.
Then at that time, my body will have the smell from not taking a shower for a long time, and this smell mainly comes from my underwear, so a person who doesn't like bathing is not suitable to wear underwear, not nei Wearing pants directly is a relatively hygienic thing, and it is also a relatively unrestrained thing. I just wear pants without underwear now, so although I havenĄŻt bathed for a long time, there is almost nothing on my body. The smell, on the one hand, is not wearing underwear, on the other hand, after shitting, use a part of dry paper to wipe off the shit there, and then pour half a bottle of mineral water on the second part of the paper to wipe the buttocks. After the second part of the steps are done, use the remaining dry paper of the third part to dry the water on the buttocks. It doesn't matter if you maintain such a good habit every day and don't take a bath for a year.
Let me talk about my personality when I was in college. For example, once, I was angry with Jia Fuliang and ignored Jia Fuliang. After two days, Jia Fuliang got used to my anger at him, but I returned to the usual way To his smiling face, Jia Fuliang couldn't stand my hot and cold attitude, he said to me: "Brother Jingshan, why are you like this?"
At that time, my obsessive-compulsive disorder was not severe. It was mild. For example, after the exam, I often struggled with what to do if the name on the test paper was not written, or the teacher who collected the test paper messed up one or two sheets of my test paper with the front and back tables What should I do if I get mixed up so that my grades are low. Also, what should I do if the multiple-choice questions painted on the answer sheet are not read by the machine during the CET-4 exam? Is the order of the answer sheet painted in the wrong way? Anyway, as long as I finished the exam every time, I was struggling with this kind of mild obsessive-compulsive disorder.
This kind of obsessive-compulsive personality is also reflected in my playing on QQzone. At that time, I always liked to express my presence in QQzone, just like the current U.S. President Trump, who likes to tweet about his presence In terms of feeling, and then using digital dating and chat tools to brush up the sense of presence, I am the same as Trump. When I described my classmate Zheng Yang, I mentioned this situation of mine.
Then from the second semester of my sophomore year until my graduation from my senior year, I forced myself to write a prose poem or an ancient poem in QQ space almost every day. If I didnĄŻt write one day, I would feel unbearable. In the process of writing poems, I suffered from searching and racking my brains, just like what a poet in the Song Dynasty said: "Young people don't know how to feel sad, love to go to the upper floors, love to go to the upper floors, and force the words to write new words." worry."
Then after spending an hour or two to finish writing, I temporarily felt relieved, and then the day passed, and the cycle of self-binding the next day was repeated. This is not just to satisfy my own vanity, but to be unable to extricate myself under the control of obsessive-compulsive disorder. Just like Emperor Qianlong of the Qing Dynasty forced himself to write many poems every day, my state is the same as his.
After my sophomore year, I like to walk around Xianyang and XiĄŻan on foot. On the way to Xianyang and XiĄŻan on foot, I walk thirty or forty miles back and forth without rest, food, or water, and I donĄŻt feel too tired. Very happy. Then because I don't look clean, I wear dirty clothes, walking on the street like this, as if I have not changed my clothes after work at the construction site.
Then in my senior year, because I often rode my old mountain bike to go out, and I was tall and the bike was short, so when I rode the bike, my body had to bend forward, plus Last winter, it was freezing cold and the icy wind was biting, which caused my left shoulder to be sore, and I probably had frozen shoulder.
Finally, as for my jealousy, stinginess, psychological biantai, arrogance, yelling at my mother, narrow-mindedness, etc., not to mention, they are all fully reflected in me, not only then, but also now. The same is reflected vividly in my body. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com