This bad perception first came from my biological father. When I was young, he often said to me with disgust.
"Stay away from me, is that dirty smell on your body trying to kill me so that you can inherit my inheritance?"
This man didn't give me a chance to inherit his inheritance. The reason why he married my mother in the first place was because my mother was not only good-looking, but also good-looking.
? On the other hand, it was because his family was too poor to marry a daughter-in-law, and my mother was not very good at marrying because of her taste, and because my mother had a taste, my grandmother's family felt guilty and brought a lot of dowry.
This man took my mother's dowry to start a business, and later made a small fortune, and then found a woman who had no taste outside, and decisively abandoned the two women who had taste, one big and one small, at home.
He never took on the responsibility of being a father in my life, but he left me with indelible trauma. The lack of self-confidence seeping out of my bones was caused by him.
Of course, this is just a small episode in my short life. As I said earlier, it is this bastard who really affects my tragic fate.
(The camera turns to the young man in the back, who still droops his head and does not move.)
I didn't go to kindergarten, because of the taste, I was directly persuaded to leave by the principal within a few days after I went to kindergarten.
At that time, I didn't know that it was a kind of discrimination, and I was even happy about it for several days, and finally I didn't have to leave my mother.
In September of that year, in our city, it was still as hot as summer.
I am in primary school, Jiang Kai, he is my first tablemate.
The first class on the first day of school, I remember it was a Chinese class, and the teacher was teaching pinyin on the podium.
My deskmate, Jiang Kai, covered his nose and stood up.
He said loudly: "Teacher, can I not be at the same table as Xia Tingting?"
The teacher asked why.
His voice was raised again: "She has a smell on her body, it smells so bad, I can hardly breathe."
Actually, before going to school that day, my mother took a bath and sprayed me with her perfume.
When he said this aloud, I felt that more than fifty pairs of eyes in the class were looking at me. On the first day of school, I became the focus of the whole class.
The teacher that day did not stand by his side, and asked him to either sit down and listen to the class carefully, or stand outside the classroom.
Without any hesitation, he immediately ran outside the classroom and stood for a class.
In the second class, he still stubbornly stood at the door of the classroom and refused to come in. I will always remember that day, even though he was forced to stand at the door of the classroom, he still said loudly.
"Xia Tingting smells bad, I don't want to be at the same table with her."
In the end, the teacher compromised, and I saw with my own eyes that Teacher Wang inadvertently covered his nose when he passed by me.
?Because Jiang Kai didn't want to sit at the same table with me, the teacher stood on the podium and asked if anyone would like to sit with me.
The result is very simple, no one wants to be at the same table as me.
Jiang Kai and I were arranged in the last row of the classroom, I sat on the far left of the classroom, and he sat on the far right of the classroom.
After that, when Jiang Kai saw me, he covered his nose and hid away as if he was hiding from the plague god.
Because Jiang Kai did well in his studies, the teacher made him the class monitor, and he looked at me with more and more disdain.
Once, when it was time to arrange cleaning.
He stood on the podium and called me.
"That, stinky monster, you are responsible for taking out the trash."
Since that day, no matter where I am, I can always hear someone whispering.
In the playground, bathroom, and on the way to school, there is always a voice talking in my ear.
"Look, that's the stinky monster."
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Before the third grade, my primary school life was gray. There were many times when I stayed at home and didn¡¯t want to go out. I didn¡¯t want to go to school. What I would like to see is Jiang Kai.
The better he is, the more inferior he looks to me, and he always looks at me hostilely with his lofty eyes.
But many times, I was held by my mother.My son was thrown to school.
Such an extremely gray elementary school life lasted until the second semester of the third grade, when a female classmate was transferred to the class.
She has a nice name, Zhou Feifei.
When she stood on the podium, the teacher asked her if she would like to be my deskmate?
I remember that it was a particularly sunny afternoon, the sun squeezed in from the classroom window and shone on her dimples generously.
Then I heard her say it aloud.
"I do."
Since then, I have had a deskmate, a beautiful girl with a particularly good-looking smile.
Her name is Zhou Feifei.
She became my only good friend, went to school with me, and went to school together.
When those ignorant guys called me "stinky" without hesitation, she would rush forward and yell at them.
Once, she even punched a short boy in the next class hard for me.
Thinking about it now, the years when Zhou Feifei passed by my world were the happiest time in my life.
Happy time is always short.
In the summer vacation of the year she graduated from elementary school, Zhou Feifei went to spend the summer vacation at her grandmother's house in the countryside. The bus she took drove out of the roadbed at a corner, and her life was fixed on this day.
I became a loner again.
Jiang Kai, he is always haunted.
In middle school, I was actually assigned to the same class as him.
In order not to cause embarrassment, I found the head teacher and offered to ask someone to sit at the last table.
Although I don't provoke others, I can't avoid being the laughing stock of others.
Jiang Kai, no matter whether he is intentional or not, he once again made me the joke of my classmates.
Huang Xiaoya, she is another girl who passed by my world after Zhou Feifei.
But her character is not a pleasing one in my life.
Because she is outstanding in all aspects, she is also a top-notch person in the class like Jiang Kai, so she was naturally selected by the teacher as the class committee member.
During an outing group activity, I couldn't avoid walking with them.
Jiang Kai gave full play to the role of his class cadre. When assigning tasks to me, he called out that very disgusting nickname.
His voice was not low: "Smelly monster, you are in charge"
His stinky sound made me become someone else's talk before and after class. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com