You said that you don't want to think about this issue now, and you don't want to do anything.
You said that a lazy person like you should look for a job that does nothing all day long. Maybe being a civil servant is a perfect choice. However, when your father asked you to take the civil service exam, you said that you have no such plan now.
You said, in fact, being an editor is quite good, it has something to do with books, and it sounds quite literary. G said, this sounds good. Then start Baidu related information. G said, you can go to self-study, and then go to the interview. You are surprised that you still need to learn for this job. You always thought that as long as you go for an interview, others will hire you if they think you are good, and you are done.
Perhaps, you are just pursuing the life of getting something for nothing. Isn't that the so-called pursuit of enjoyment and ease?
During the winter vacation, T said that he didn¡¯t want to stay in a place close to home alone, as if he would be stuck here for the rest of his life, and his whole life would pass like that. You said, isn't that good? What an easy life! Many times, we naturally say what should be said in the atmosphere at that time, just like an established formula, and the listeners are also responding correspondingly like a formula. It's just that sometimes, under certain unbearable emotions, someone wants to break through the hypocritical words and reveal the truth.
g said, you are very similar to me, you ask yourself, would you want such a life?
At that time, you were immersed in the exciting fantasy of going to Beijing to fight hard. As t said¡ª¡ªwhat a wonderful life!
You said, that is a very contradictory question, I have been making choices between two lives. Although it is imagined in front of my eyes, this sentence is indeed a fact. After spending half of the winter vacation at home in an incomparably comfortable and comfortable life, I confirmed this idea even more. You have always imagined that one day you can go wandering in poverty, live a life of helplessness and embarrassment, depravity and perseverance, tranquility and noise, loneliness and indulgence, and see all kinds of people and experience all kinds of life . When you grow old one day, your eyes reveal full wisdom. However, sometimes, you hope that you can spend your whole life sitting on the small and clean balcony quietly looking at the mountains and fields in the distance, in a daze with a loose consciousness. The passing time shrinks into a still pool in which you lie and bathe alone. Such a peaceful life is also a good choice.
Later, T said a lot, and it was the first time that he discovered that someone's thinking was so similar to his own, and T had already discovered this, and you have only noticed it until now. When I noticed this, my heart was touched.
You said to t, I can understand what you said, this is a question I have been thinking about all the time.
You told g that you don't want to find a job, you don't want to work.
g said, I don't want to either! It's time to find a boyfriend, I'm so lonely by myself.
The first time you heard her say this, you paid a little attention to your heart, but there was no disturbance. If it is the development of the second dimension, my best friend laments the bitterness, helplessness and loneliness of life, shouldn't I feel sorry for it? However, I couldn't feel it at all. You said, hurry up and find a boyfriend. Perhaps, one of the reasons why you want to go wandering is that you lack feelings for others too much. You are clearly in it, but you have no fetters. How can a kite stay without strings. How can a boat berth without a tie.
Z said, you seem to always keep a distance from others, neither close nor far away, as if you have nothing to do with others.
You say, because I have been staying there, you are only staying there for a while.
You said, I have always believed that distance creates beauty.
Z asked, I'm curious, how do you get along with g (because you and g are not in the same city, and during the nearly four years of college, you have been in touch almost every day).
You said, so I don¡¯t really want to be in the same city as g, and I don¡¯t want to be in a very close place.
You have always believed that the closer the physical distance, the farther the distance between the hearts, and then hurt each other, and finally parted ways.
You think of someone who once said, I am different, I will be special to you, and she is really working hard, but in the end you escaped.
You almost said it to z ¡ª¡ª something that g didn't even say.
You thought about it for a long time, as if you were explaining what you just said about g, saying, for people like me, things that are truly cherished will only get farther away.
The counselor said, you are actually a very emotional person.
Sometimes I have a terrible lack of emotion, and sometimes I am extremely sensitive to other people's words and deeds. Is this "contradictory opposite consent"?
put firstAfter finishing the graduation project, let's go to Tibet alone! You may not find the answer you want, but you may find the question you want. This is also an important step. Confusion itself will make the question vague, and the question itself is an answer. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com