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2020.2.22

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    Last night, I was unexpectedly able to sleep intermittently. According to the plan this morning, I sent a WeChat message to lz at 9:10: lz, I plan to apply for resignation.  I haven't seen him reply for a long time, and I don't know if he has read the news, or he is thinking about why you resigned.  Sister gy came in and said that she was going to submit a document to lz, and saw that lz had been smoking early in the morning, and her body was full of smoke.  You are thinking, then he should be reading the news and thinking about your resignation. He will have such a big reaction. When the time comes to explain the reason, try to be as tactful as possible, and not go too far.

    Since I couldn¡¯t wait for lz to reply, my whole body was trembling because of nervousness, and I wanted to write down the state at that time in my notes. I just typed a few words, and lz opened the door and came in. I gave you and lm two books. You were absent-minded at the time.  I didn¡¯t pay attention to what it was, so I took one of them to jy, and lz laughed at you and said that you published the book yourself, and there is no problem in giving it to others. At this time, you remembered that it was a book organized in 2019, and now it is finally  It's bound into a book.  Then, lz looked at his phone and asked you: Did you send me the message?  I just saw that this thing needs to be done first.  A calm response.  You answer: OK.  He's here because he's asking each of you to write a letter of recommendation about the book, not for you.

    It's almost eleven o'clock at noon, because I haven't seen lz send you a message asking you to talk about something, so I plan to take advantage of the noon to go to a nearby park to relax, thinking along the way: Is there even a chance to chat?  None?  After thinking about the rhetoric for so long and so long, what to say when you want to resign, what to say when you leave, and finally don't even have the chance to say the last sentence?  Can't help feeling sad.

    When he was about to walk to the gate of the park, he took out his mobile phone to see if lz would send you a message, and he did. He said: I will talk to you about resignation. There are always people in my office. Let's go to Yihuo now.  Seeing that you haven't replied to the message, he was about to return to him, so he called you and made an appointment with you to have lunch at a nearby restaurant and chat with you.

    After walking such a long way, thinking of so many reasons for resigning, and thinking of so many things that he wanted to say when he left, in the end, he just said a few hasty words. You don't know what he thought after hearing it,  After all, people who have experienced so many partings, after all, people who know how to deal with the world, but those words are so calm to you, how calm, just like life was once ravaged by violent storms, leaving nothing but barren  His homeland, when he really faced him, the breeze that revealed could not even blow the ripples.

    He said a lot of opening remarks, but he didn't say much, so he sent you a resignation application WeChat message, without a single word to persuade you to stay.  He asked when did you think of resigning, because there was no sign of it.  You said timidly that when you first came to Beijing, you decided to stay for only two years. Once the two years are up, you will leave no matter what happens. You should have left on June 25 last year.  Now that you've gotten to this point, you don't want to hide anything.  He asked why it was June 25, and the day was so clearly remembered.  You said it was because the day you came was June 25, exactly two years.

    Later, I don¡¯t know what he asked, but you said the second reason: living a comfortable life for too long will make people very cowardly.  He asked if he wanted to be busy?  You said no, but you didn¡¯t explain it, because you don¡¯t know how to explain it. Your current life seems to have been forgotten by the world. The boring life day after day has wiped out the vitality of your life, and life has become boring. Maybe it¡¯s not comfortable.  I am busy all day long, but even though the days are as plain as water, there is still something worth looking forward to, a little bit of work to distract people. After all, no matter how sharp the soul is, in the lifeless and hopeless days like a quagmire, it is also worth looking forward to.  Will be part of the quagmire.  He didn't ask, you don't know what his understanding of this sentence is, maybe it will deviate from your mind a long, long way.

    He asked you if you had any other reasons, and you said there was one other reason, which should be considered as well. You plan to travel for a long time after resigning, which is also one of the things you want to do.  Later he thought you were going to go out for a month or two, and you said it was not just two months, but more than six months.  Go to see those beautiful scenery, because once you get old, you will not have the mood to see those scenery even if you go in the future, so you should go while you still have the mood to see the beautiful scenery.

    He asked if there were any other reasons, and you said no.  Later, you heard him say a lot, from Mr. L to Mr. C, from how unbearable you were when you joined the job to how unbearable you were when you defended.  He said that after reading your message, he went to the HR department and asked for a paper version of the resignation application. When he went to hand in the materials to Mr. L, he pretended to let him see the application form by accident, and then quickly took it back.  Tell him: This is not for you.  The purpose of doing this is not to let Mr. L, who is the leader in charge, be completely unaware when he signs the contract, at least let him be mentally prepared in advance.  heWhat to do until you find a boyfriend and show that you are not alone anymore.  You said it could be a long, long time.  He said that regular contact is not bad for you, and maybe his contacts can help you somewhere, and you don't know what to say, just respond "um".  He also said that he can contact him when he returns to Beijing, but you interrupted and said that you will not return to Beijing in the future.  As heart-wrenching as it is to answer the question like that, it's what you wanted to respond to at the time.  Say goodbye, maybe never meet again.

    I really don¡¯t understand. If you don¡¯t consider the language and just look at what he did, you will find that he went to the personnel to get the resignation application form as soon as he received the news of your resignation, and he didn¡¯t ask you why at all.  Resign and say a few polite words to try to keep you, and tell the leader in charge of the news of your resignation as soon as possible, so that you have no way out of repentance (although you will never repent), and I am talking to you about this matter  At that time, I sent you the application form at the very beginning, without any polite words to keep you, as if I was very happy because of your departure, and I was afraid that you would regret it after a while.  But judging from what he said, I don't feel that he is lying. Instead, I can't say a word of thanks to him. You obviously want to say something.  Would that be polite?  But it doesn't seem necessary to you.  I really can't figure it out.

    He also made a lot of comments on you, such as being smart (I can¡¯t figure out why he thinks you are smart, I remember the first time he edited the manuscript sent back by lm, in the message he sent you and deleted in seconds, it seemed to say  As a college student who graduated from zndx, why don¡¯t you have this learning ability), obedient (he is the most obedient person he has recruited), reliable, and even said that he especially trusts you.  You just listened, responded with "um", thinking to yourself, what counts as "disobedient"?  Maybe you just trusted him too much and were too kind.

    In the middle, I also tried to ask you two possible reasons for resigning.  Is it because of the original question raised by sister gy, you pay attention to answer it this time: no.  Then you learned from him that he seemed to approve of the manuscript that he racked his brains for a period of time last year, but later you thought that this was not good, and you felt that the usual way was too boring, so you gradually stopped writing it.  , and turned to post some articles written for training on the personal official account.  Another reason is that he asked if it was because of the honors LM got last year, you said no, those are what LM deserves, and he immediately explained that you should not be that kind of person, you should like to live by yourself  Yes, forget about those.  But who knows the truth?  If there are gods, maybe they will tell you the real answer, but when you respond to lz, you are sure that you are telling the truth, but in the past, you can't stand the atmosphere of their happy chat, and it is true that lm is sad every time because of business trips,  Poems of regret and helplessness are also facts.  In any case, one thing you can be sure of is that when you choose to embark on a road, it is definitely because that is the road you want to go, and other reasons are irrelevant. Maybe you have had some thoughts, but that is just  Regarding the events at that time, it has nothing to do with the path you choose, because you did not allow it.

    Another thing I want to mention is that he said that he is very pleased to see that you have grown up in the past two years, and you are still safe (maybe you want to say that you have lived safely until now), although it does not mean that you have grown a lot,  But compared to the bad situation at the beginning, it feels more comfortable now.  They didn't know that the fool who knew nothing and looked terrible at the time saw the world shining brightly, and what she owned was a peerless treasure, but now this guy who looks relatively comfortable,  Already lost the whole world - maybe this is where lz feels uneasy, you think you should understand his implication, they should all think you have severe depression, and you don't deny it, because you really  It's sad, but you think your heart should be much, much stronger than lz thinks, you respect your life too much to do something stupid to stain its purity a little bit.

    On the way back, I passed the yard of the unit, followed the guidance of lz, and walked close to the road in front of the newspaper building.  One day, of course, reposting every day is useless, the opportunity came from other places At that time, the sun was very good, and the shadows of dead branches were intertwined on the ground, and lz's words were like a breeze on a sunny day, blowing past your ears  , You don't understand what he wants to express, and you don't care what he wants to express anymore.  When recalling now, this picture in memory makes you feel very warm.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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