? In the past few days, I have been thinking, if only I could be more normal, then maybe I can live a stable life, communicate with people normally, accept the status quo, accept the world, and accept many things that are completely unacceptable now. But I can't. Sometimes I seriously think, is it true that I was wrong, and I was wrong so badly that if I go on like this, I will definitely regret it in the future? But what should I do? I have never doubted my longing before, but now I am confused. Maybe, everyone stood at the same starting point in the past and looked the same, so I didn¡¯t feel anything, and there was no gap that caused you pressure. But after two years, the difference gradually became obvious. Among the people who started together, some people appreciated and raised their salary. , get a happy marriage, and don¡¯t have to worry about a house. Some people have won honors that can last a lifetime, the right to permanently settle in Beijing, and respect. When you think about yourself, not only do you have nothing, but your life is also getting worse. The narrower you walk, the more you feel that the world is getting darker and darker. Really, am I completely wrong? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com