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    ? Yesterday I interviewed a poor family whose son had dwarfism. He knew how to speak Mandarin, and his speech was clear and clear in ordinary conversations, but he was very restrained during the interview and hardly uttered much.  On the way back after the interview, when lz talked with director z about this matter, lz said: Those who dare not speak are because they are too low self-esteem.  You have been thinking about this sentence in your heart, asking yourself if you are too inferior.  But xp has taken the initiative to emphasize many times, saying that you are very confident, even arrogant, and you don't know whether it is her fault or your fault.

    Last night, I rushed to Nanchang in the middle of the night. On the way, when lz was chatting with director j, he said that he didn't believe that feelings at work can keep people.

    Throughout the interview process, you hardly said anything to lz, and he occasionally asked questions, or said something, and you just answered simply and clearly with "um", which was not intentional, but there was nothing to say.  From entering the airport to leaving the airport today, you didn't even look into Liz's eyes.  When they were discussing whether to take an online car-hailing car back together, you said that you would take the subway back, and then lm suggested that she take the subway with you, and lz, the two of them took the car together, and finally decided so.  On the way to the Daxing Airport Line, I felt so sad. I took out my earphones and listened to "Eternal Night". Tears welled up in my eyes. You put on the hat of your down jacket. I don¡¯t know if lm on the side saw it.  You made up your mind and decided to resign tomorrow, and the more you think about it, the more you can't help but cry.  In the end, I switched "Eternal Night" to "Kikujiro's Summer", which was better.  After returning home, when I thought about why I resigned and whether I made up my mind to resign, when I thought of the word "pain", I couldn't help crying, and I couldn't bear it, so I cried wantonly.  The decision to leave is not only to give up the current work and life, but also to give up even the good expectations for the future, to give up everything.

    I really feel that my heart has endured great pain, and you don¡¯t want to live like this anymore, but if you just resign like this, it will become a gap that you will never be able to overcome, a shadow in your life, and a faint pain in your heart for the rest of your life.  Forever with sadness.  But you have to go, because you look like a walking dead now, in order to save yourself, you have to go.

    But who can guarantee it? I may still not be able to say it tomorrow, but I feel so sad.

    Once again copy a sentence from Thoreau:

    By then, they may have lost their cheerfulness and desire to travel.  Using the best time of life to earn money, just to enjoy a little freedom in the most worthless time of life, and this kind of freedom itself is questionable, this phenomenon reminds me of the Englishman who first arrived  India went to make a fortune with the intention of perhaps being able to return to England to live the life of a poet in the future.  He should have been right in one step

    ?Looking at this truth, after walking this path, I am really useless. I really hope that the courage of the year can come back a little bit, so that I can make up my mind.  But now that I no longer think that I will be sorry for Liz, there is another reason stopping you, fearing that this will become a shadow that you will never be able to get rid of, how can I say it?

    "A question of courage is always mistaken for a question of time."  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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