Going to Haidilao with lm today, you thought about it for a long time, but you still couldn¡¯t open your mouth. Finally, you couldn¡¯t hold back anymore. You asked her how long it took for her to get her press card after handing over the photo to the personnel. She said that she didn't get it, and you were suddenly very happy, because you knew that you couldn't wait for the press card, so you don't have to worry about this issue anymore.
From going to eat Haidilao to returning after eating, you were almost silent all the way. On the way back, lm said that you ate so fast, and you said that it was because you were only eating. Seriously, you can silence anyone in the world who can speak. All who can speak are silent before you.
You keep thinking that you should say something to have the feeling that this is the last meal, but you can't let her find out, and you can't say anything afterwards. You really want to tell her that your favorite thing is to write articles, the kind of free writing, but you find that you still can¡¯t say it. So in the end you didn't say anything. She should also think that you are not interested in anything, so she didn't say anything.
Regarding your current situation, you don't know whether it is because your obsession is too deep, or because you are really suffering from depression. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com