If there are no other changes, the train ticket to Lhasa will be refunded tomorrow. Going to buy envelopes this weekend and type out my resignation letter. The next step is to wait quietly. If you are upset by waiting, just watch TV dramas, drink alcohol, and let your mind numb. When the time comes, remember not to be cowardly. When your inner decision is greatly impacted and you are extremely hesitant, remember to stick to it, no matter what. This life should have ended long ago. At that time, don't ask what the future will be like after this, and what about the future security. The decision made at this time is to end the past, not to end the beauty of the future. Who knows about the future? All we can do is to see the past, decide the present, and move toward the unknown future without hesitation. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com