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    Sunday, sunny, -3 degrees Celsius.

    Wake up in the morning, not sleepy, not thinking.  The door bell rang several times, got up after confirming that no one was at home, and pressed the door button, but it seemed that the courier brother could already go upstairs.  After waiting at the door for a while, the courier brother put the courier at the door and left.

    Take a bath, then read "Thus Spoke Zarathustra", feel that life is okay, forget the uncontrollable depression at work, feel that resigning after receiving the year-end bonus is very impersonal, unfeeling, and immoral  , I'm sorry lz, I can't say it.

    At noon, I fried a bowl of tomato and egg noodles, which was pretty good. G said that his cooking skills were getting better and better, so he watched a movie while eating noodles.

    In the afternoon, I watched the news for a while and read a few pages of "Walden".  At three o'clock, I cooked a large bowl of taro for lunch. While eating, I watched CCTV's "China in Stories", which talked about how the March of the Volunteers was born. After watching it, I also finished eating the taro.  Gradually bored, don't know what to do, read "Civil Code" and listen to "Ordinary Road" by Pu Shu.  I was bored, I didn't want to listen to the songs, and I gradually couldn't read the "Civil Code". I was very energetic, and I couldn't fall asleep while lying down.  Swiping the phone, there is nothing to watch, no news to watch, no movie to watch, no TV series to watch.

    This is the status quo. If you still hesitate to resign at that time in the future, I hope this diary can make your hesitant heart make up your mind: let¡¯s go, leave here, there is no reason to stay here.  Two years was the reason, the battle against poverty was not finished, lz was the reason, enough time to study by myself was the reason, and waiting patiently was also the reason, but these are no longer the reason.  2 years have passed, the fight against poverty is over, I have no expectations for lz, the self-study has come to an end, what is needed now is not self-study but practice, the human heart has died in the process of waiting, when others make you wait  From that moment on, I have completely rejected you.

    Regarding the cruelty of the chosen time point.  We are all walking on the road, on a road to the unknown, lz left you behind, you are very touched, but he also made a choice, you finally failed to gain anything during this time, except ease, but your soul  Gradually dim as dead ashes in ease.  So, in fact, we are all walking our way, making our choices, he made his choice, and you have to make your choice, you are afraid that your choice is too unfeeling, your choice will hurt  lz¡¯s interests, but you should also see clearly and accept this reality. Is lz¡¯s well-intentioned choice more beneficial to you, or is it hurting you invisibly?  And you should go, if you don't go, it will be too late, the human heart ages so fast, it will no longer have the same look as before, really, what you are afraid of is not the passing of time, but the death of the heart in an instant  .  The expectation at the time of planning, every scene in this world that you saw at that time, is shining, but now you can¡¯t see it, but in the rest of your life, now is the closest to that time, how can you not hurry up  Get out of here and go?

    Regarding the epidemic, you can't wait for the epidemic to disappear completely.  This decision itself has a great spirit of adventure. The epidemic just adds another risk to the original risk. How can you give up the extremely expected adventure because of a risk?

    What to say when you resign.  In fact, it doesn't matter what you say, just remember the highest tip: you must resign, no matter what reason you face, you must leave.

    Really, there is no value for you to stay here anymore, there is no value for you to stay here, and there is no reason to stay here.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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