? I just couldn't sleep, so I got up and checked Moments, and saw the Moments posted by lm, the scenery of the Inner Mongolia prairie, and I felt a little bit of pain in my heart. In fact, when I think about it carefully, when I chose to come to Beijing and choose this career, everything I expected was completely fine. At that time, I wanted to go to various provinces through interviews, to see all the scenery in the world, to understand people living in hardships, and to understand human nature. , writing articles, and sometimes taking a little risk and touching a tough temperament, but you are not the one who finally realizes these things. The same department, the same leader, and the same position, but you have no way to do such a thing, no way to realize the original vision. When I discovered this fact, I felt unbearable pain in my heart. That kind of pain is like standing in front of someone I love deeply, unable to hug him, unable to have him, or even watching him fall into the arms of others. The love, the love that cannot be released is hidden deep in the heart, burning your heart, how can this not be painful? Yes, how can it not be painful? Perhaps it was the fact that you chose such a crazy future? If all this is the influence of temperament, and there are other people interfering with you, then this time the choice must be completely in your hands, all decisions are in your own hands, where you want to go, what you need to know, and realize it by yourself All this, the right to decide is no longer in the choice of others. Perhaps, the real reason is that this is not necessarily the case? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com