Today I accidentally talked too much with jy, and said a lot of things that shouldn't be said, but if I didn't say that, I couldn't answer her questions, but I felt that I was revealing my true inner thoughts too much.
She asked if you haven't planned to apply for a residence permit yet, and you said yes, because you don't plan to stay in Beijing for a long time.
She asked why did she come here since she didn't intend to stay for a long time? Did this idea come before you came or did you come after you came here? You said that you made your decision before you decided to come to Beijing. Her expression became very serious, and a little contemptuous.
She asked again why did she come here? You say you want to know many unknown things.
She asked, since you don't want to stay in Beijing, have you thought about where to settle? You said jokingly that you wanted to go to Yunnan. She looks annoyed, and you decide to answer her question rigorously. She said she wanted to go too, but it was unrealistic. In fact, what you said was serious. You planned to go to Yunnan in the future, but you only replied that if you choose to settle down in the future, you will not be able to endure the situation in Beijing. If it is a place with a cement road, you will choose a place that is closer to nature.
She said, in this case, then your home should be such a place, and why did you come to Beijing to work? You try your best to answer. You said that you regard life as a period of time. From graduation to 30 years old, you can still struggle. At this time, you should try your best to do what you want to do, regardless of whether you can do it or not, and to understand what you don¡¯t know. thing. . .
Despite trying to explain, she still looks a little angry and contemptuous, but you probably know the reason. She also said the same thing as xp and ys today: you seem to be in an old age now. Who said no? No matter how grandiose the rhetoric, the reality is that you sit around doing nothing all day, and your life seems to stand still, as if time stopped at this very moment. However, before the storm comes, it is always surprisingly calm. You are waiting for the moment when the wind blows.
She said that she didn't expect you to be very mature in thinking. You said that in their eyes, you may look relatively simple, but in fact you think you think more than your peers. I don't know if it sounds conceited to say this, but you really do feel that way.
She asked what have you gained since you came here? You don't know how to answer to make the answer seem clearer, and you said something, but now forget what you said.
? One of the passages said that at the beginning, I came here for the position of reporter, because I could see many things, but later I found that there was no way to do this because of personality problems. She asked, didn't you know before you came? You said that you thought this was a problem that could be overcome, but later found that overcoming this problem requires giving up some things that are very important to you, but you don't want to give up.
She asked, have you ever thought about changing careers or what to do in the future? You said you haven't considered this issue yet. She said that she should take advantage of her youth to plan well for the future. I always feel that there is something wrong with the topic, but I don't know what is wrong.
She asked again what you said there was still something to do? You also went to explain it, but it was also vague.
Later, I went to the bathroom and figured out a question: the question she asked was actually asked from a more practical point of view, but all your plans, roughly speaking, just follow the feeling, very scattered, but in fact it is not Not scattered, everything you do is not to seek a promising future, but to achieve your life. You are consciously shaping your life according to your inner instinctive needs. This shaping is not complete from the very beginning. Composition, but looking for while shaping. Yes, you are polishing your life, forging your life, trying to explore your own life. Just imagine, your own unique life, although there have been countless lives in the past, and there will still be countless lives in the future, it is still mysterious and can be unique, no matter how it ends up, if a person spends his whole life To forge it, explore it, record it, you can always grasp something, even if you don¡¯t grasp anything, the process of exploration is a kind of harvest.
You said that the reason why you can't fall asleep every day may be because you think too much. Because your needs are too high to be met, she said.
Speaking of it, in fact, I can only talk to jy about this aspect. Besides, even g and zjj can't do it, and I can't get any response if I talk to them. When I was preparing the hot pot at night, I thought that there might be another reason why I had almost no conversation with everyone: the road you chose, you can¡¯t see any fellow travelers. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com