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elves in the city

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    ?I drank a cup of coffee yesterday, and as a result, I couldn't sleep all night.

    At three or four in the morning, it started to rain.  The climate in Beijing is dry, and it is extremely difficult to rain. When it rains, there is always a feeling of home.

    In summer, it dawns early, and it is already bright before five o'clock.  In the struggle, the national flag in ¡õ¡õ Square has been hoisted¡ªafter all, it is not very safe for a girl to go out before dawn.  But, how do you travel around the world like this.  If you don't have the courage to choose the path you want to take when the time you agreed upon comes, how can you accept that future?

    Pull the curtains, open the windows, lie in the rare wet and cool air, thinking about the work from the beginning to the present situation.  I used to think that idleness was the norm in this department, so I accepted it frankly.  Later, when I saw that lm was on business trips frequently, I knew that this was due to a problem with my personal ability.  You know that your current and future working conditions are like this - turning to news for half an hour in the morning, publishing for about half an hour in the afternoon, and the daily workload is only one hour.  You know that you are incapable now, but you ask yourself, can you accept the fact that you will be incapable a year from now?  Remember when you first joined the company, you said to lp, I think during my time, there were two people who had a great influence on me, one was you and the other was lz.  You think that as long as you can stay, you will be able to learn a lot from lz.  Now, when you think of lz, you feel a kind of silent sadness that is almost painful-you once placed great expectations on a person, but that person not only did not respond to your expectations, but gradually ignored your existence and made you long for  Giving what you get to another person who walks with you¡ªthis is more frustrating and debilitating than simply not getting it¡ªyou think you will learn humility and love, but in the end you find that you have honed the ability to bear pain¡ª  ¡ªIf you can choose, how many people would like to do so?  In fact, lz is not wrong, on the contrary, he is too kind, it is because you are unable to respond.  You often wonder whether you should be more sensible, find a suitable excuse, and resign voluntarily.  You can clearly imagine the scene: you look at him quietly with a smile on your face, your eyes are full of sadness, and after he has finished a lot of water-tight words, you say, "I came for my dream, and now the dream is dead  , I don¡¯t need to stay here.¡± From then on, you no longer live for your dreams.

    When you got off work on Friday, you said to xh, "I finally realized the fact that I am really not suitable to be in the media."

    "Then what do you think you are suitable for?" When xh asked the question, he glanced at you.  Whenever she does this, it gives off a sense of taunting, and you don't know if she's really taunting.

    "It's suitable to go home and farm." You are half serious and half self-deprecating.

    You live in a pure land in your heart.  One night, in the dream, you woke up and found yourself lying on the grass by the roadside of your hometown, surrounded by peach blossoms all over the mountain. You couldn't help feeling that your hometown was actually a paradise.  Baidu Encyclopedia says that literary youths have been living in their own ideal world.  You've been living in your world, even though the sets in that world have changed over and over again.

    xh asked, "Don't you think it's condescending?"

    "I don't think I'm talented, so I don't feel inferior."

    xp said, "Your department can't learn anything at all, have you considered resigning?"

    "No."

    You already know that there is no way to reach the place you want to reach, and there is no way to start the road you want to take in the future¡ªmaybe you can only wait in place forever, so no matter what position you change to, they don¡¯t matter to you.  the difference.

    One day at noon, on the path of Wanshou Park, lm watched a small black bug slowly crawling on the ground, and pointed at the bug with a half-squeamish and half-immature tone to create a more lively effect.  Said: "Look, it's a little bug, so cute!" You paced past expressionlessly.

    Seeing this, lm said: "You are so indifferent, you have no enthusiasm for life."

    "It's pretty good if I didn't step on it to death." You replied indifferently.  Hearing this, lm laughed.

    Maybe, the person who seems to be the most ruthless is the one who really loves life?  Contempt for all kinds of things in the world, but only love pure life.

    On Saturday, I ordered a cup of coffee at a cafe closest to my residence, and spent the day there, reading and typing.  In the most beautiful time of life (remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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