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    The five-day itinerary will come to an end in a blink of an eye.

    ? I heard that you booked a bed in Dongcuo, hfs discussed with qf to cancel the room you booked in Phuntsok, and booked a room in Dongcuo, and suggested that you also cancel the bed and book a triple room together.  It's just that you insist on not giving up.  It's not that men and women are different. When I was on Mount Everest, I slept together and set up a tent. At that time, QF slept next to me. When I was in Namtso, three people lived in one room, and I didn't feel anything wrong.  It's just that, along the way, I couldn't figure out a problem. You obviously didn't chat with them, why they should be so friendly and take care of you like that.  He obviously didn't want to be taken care of, so he ran so far alone, but he got the most verbal care here.  Obviously at the beginning, he planned to face all kinds of unexpected things tenaciously here alone, and try his best not to cause trouble to the people around him, but now he almost completely relies on them.  I am resisting in my heart, and I don¡¯t want to rely on others spiritually. This may be a fragile soul that wants to grow up quickly. As qf said, although I am a senior student, I act like a  a high school student.  At that time, you didn't make any reply to what he said but just kept silent.  You don't know how to justify, you don't know how to accept, you don't know how to respond.  You thought about it for a long time, and finally thought of words to respond to: If I wasn't like this, I wouldn't have come here!  If I am destined to grow up in the future, why not cherish myself now?  I love who I am more than many things in the world, and it makes me sad to think that one day I won't be who I am anymore.  But in the end you still didn't say anything.

    On the night when I returned to Dongcuo, I lived in a room with two other strange girls, and they happily exchanged their starting points and the next itinerary.  There is no separate bathroom, no electric blanket ¡ª¡ª at that time, I was worried that I would freeze to death there that night, and there was no satisfactory plug for charging.  Qf and hfs lived in the next room, and wanted to go over and have a conversation with them, but they were restraining such an urge in their hearts.  For some reason, after being separated from them, I feel so uncomfortable in my heart. I have never felt so sad because of others before, and I never knew that I would have such emotions.  You ask yourself over and over, why is this?  Is it because of the role of words?  Is it the words that convey the concern, is it the concern that makes you feel so reluctant to them?  Did you fall in love with one of them because of it?  In this way, I have more favorability towards qf. Could it be that I like qf?  However, I have never felt the feeling of my heart beating faster. This is also the sadness of a single dog, who doesn't even know what love is.  With unknown sadness, I just read it all night.  The next morning at 9 o'clock in the morning, I went to the queue at the Potala Palace on time, searched for a while, and saw QF who was queuing up to say hello to me. The moment I saw QF, you were amazed that the sadness in your heart disappeared in an instant.  there is none left.  It was discussed earlier that three people would line up alternately, but in the end you still didn't line up.  After receiving the tickets, watching the two of them leave, you looked at their backs and hurriedly asked: "Where are you going?" QF said: "Go to have breakfast first, and then go back." I have already said that I had breakfast  Yes, and now that the carpooling is over, there is no need for activities together, it would be too reckless to rely on them all the time.  You were a little embarrassed, and said: "Then I will go alone first." When you finished saying "alone", it seemed to reveal your heart, and you started to feel sad.

    Originally planned to go shopping and buy something to eat for my roommate. However, I felt so tired that I kept thinking about going back to lie down for a while and take a rest, so I went back.

    Lying on the bed, I remembered that when you said that when you went back on the 18th, hfs said that you should stay for a few more days to taste the delicious food here, and suddenly found motivation.  I got up and calculated the remaining budget, and then started Baidu Food.  In the end, I decided to go to Guangminggang Qiongtian Teahouse to drink sweet tea for an afternoon, and then go to Aruocang Restaurant to have a better Tibetan meal for dinner.  When Baidu Maps arrived near the teahouse, I realized that I hadn't eaten Chinese food and was already hungry, so I changed my mind and started to eat first, then drink tea.

    Aruocang is much smaller than expected, with only a few tables, very rustic, perhaps because of the reason for going at noon, there are only a few tables of locals eating in the restaurant, and there are no tourists.  You ordered a grilled lamb chop, a curry beef rice, and a glass of highland barley wine.  The food came slowly, and the waiters were very friendly.  After eating for a while, a young-looking tourist came in and was introduced by the waiter to sit across from you. He glanced at you, smiled friendly and said, "Hello." You also replied  , and then looked at him half curiously while eating, occasionally drinking a glass of highland barley wine, the concentration of which was still very low.  Since the last time I drank a bottle of rio in the dormitory and chatted with x very happily all night, x decided that you are the kind who can become very chatty when you drink, and it turns out that you are like this.  You are curious that he didn¡¯t say anything when ordering, but just pointed to the name of the dish on the menu. According to the location, you thought he was talking to¡­Yes, now it's just added to the sadness.  "

    Out of an unknown emotion, I suddenly wanted to find the old Guangming Sweet Teahouse. After I googled it, I found it easily in a box, but he was not there.

    I met by chance, but you were so kind to me, but you disappeared in a blink of an eye.  The same sadness as when they parted from qf.

    Poets and writers keep singing the beauty of youth. Could it be that they treat themselves so well because of their youth?  Even if it's not me, if they meet other students, they will still treat them like me?  Will someone treat themselves that way just because they are themselves?

    I hope that some people will feel sad because of parting with themselves, it means that they really have sincere feelings for themselves.

    When I think that qf and hfs have changed the hostel because of me, I feel sad, but I am also relieved!  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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