Yesterday, I had a dream again I live alone in Banluo District (referred to as the name), which is a relatively closed place. I can go home, but it is difficult. I went back once during the period, and I don¡¯t know when I can go back again up.
Compared with going home, another more difficult thing is going to the bathroom in Banluo District. There are toilets here, but the closure is not very good, and there are always various incidents. So going to the toilet has become a technical job, not only to grasp the time to end quickly, but also to flexibly observe any suspicious situations around. In such a high-pressure state, over time, you will fall into the disease of going to the toilet. From the heart, there is a sense of fear and resistance to going to the toilet; from the body, the more you want to end it as soon as possible, the harder it is to start, the longer it takes, the more afraid you are of the situation around you, the more you fear the situation around you. The more stressful the situation is, the more the situation will be caused by itself, which becomes an endless loop, which I find unbearable.
Thinking about going to the toilet when I came home that time, I didn¡¯t have any problems at all, and everything in my body was normal. It seems that the psychological pressure has a great impact on this, and the sense of security is very important. The so-called sense of security can only be felt when going to the bathroom at home, not here in Banluo District. This gave me the longing and longing to go home, but the reality is that I can't leave this annoying place of Banluo District for a while.
I am in a spacious and bright factory-like room in Banluo District. In the room, there are many female workers in overalls standing at the table doing fabric-related handicrafts, and some women are walking around, dressing Both those with and without uniforms. I just stood near the corner of the back wall in the house and looked at these pictures of the whole room.
Then the man Zhao Gao (on behalf of the name) came in here and ran back and forth in a high-profile and rampant way, causing a commotion. Although he is a young man, he has already passed the age of adulthood, and he looks like an ignorant child. This situation makes me a little unhappy, but this is the case here in Banluo District. It can be regarded as a bit of patriarchalism. As Zhao Gao, none of the people present tried to persuade him. Everyone thought it was no big deal, so just They are just accommodating. In my heart, I feel annoyed by Zhao Gao in front of me, and here.
I suddenly wanted to go to the toilet. Although the toilet was not far behind my right side, there was a man in the room who always felt awkward. I just endured it for a while, but Zhao Gao still hadn't left, and finally I couldn't bear it anymore, so I decided to go to the bathroom secretly.
The right side of the toilet is the house wall, and the back side is close to the corner of the house. There are fences on three sides, but it is not tight. The place facing the large angle of view in the house happens to be a whole door with an exposed bottom. There is a large gap between the bottom edge of the door and the ground. You can even see the whole interior when you get down. The area of ??the toilet is not too big, less than two square meters square, and there is only one squatting toilet in the center.
I quickly undressed and started to go to the toilet. In order not to lose my clothes, I chose a half-squat position, thinking that I would get out as soon as possible. This place is too embarrassing, not to mention there is a man like Zhao Gao outside. But I was afraid of something. I prepared for a long time but couldn't get it out. And I inadvertently turned my head to the left, and I saw Zhao Gao's whole head appearing on the side wall, looking at me quietly, very weird
This situation made me sick, and I didn't even think about going to the toilet at all. This kind of thing is by no means uncommon in Banluo District. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com