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    She is the first apprentice of my belt.  Perhaps because of this relationship, I always think of her.

    She is a girl who loves to laugh.  I am also a person who loves to laugh.  But she has a sweet smile.  The tone of speech is also very gentle.  She has never called me master, but I really hope that she will call me master, maybe she just wants to make up for her vanity.

    I have already forgotten her appearance, the only thing that remains in my mind is her smiling face.

    Vague, eternal.

    During the 18 days she apprenticed with me.  We didn't communicate much.

    I just asked her politely.

    "Married?"

    "Yeah." She replied.

    "do you have any kid?"

    "No."

    "Why don't you want a child"

    She fell silent.  Then, she said, she didn't want children, he didn't want them.

    At that time, I felt that the man who was with her loved her so much that he didn't even want children.  There has never been such an example around me.  Later I thought it was probably because she was infertile and that's why she didn't want children.

    There is no impenetrable wall in the world.

    It was only later that I found out that the man was married twice and had a pair of children with his ex-wife.

    She is only 34 years old this year.  Still the age when a flower blooms.  But was imprisoned by a vague love.

    It is said that she had several miscarriages.

    The most dangerous time was when she was eight months pregnant The man tricked her back to the countryside, and aborted the child on the grounds that there was something wrong with the child

    She wants a child, but that man may not be able to fulfill her.  So she became the biggest fool.

    We are all bystanders, and we can clearly see that there is no true love between them.  But she who is in the whirlpool thinks that man is her biggest support.

    They have been together for 12 years.  Maybe not even a marriage certificate.

    I'm not her, I can't imagine why she identified him when she was 22 years old?  Is there no choice about love and marriage?

    I just sympathize with her.

    She can't get out of this game.

    She stopped doing it after only two months.  I tried to get her back and let her think about it.  She is a kind person.  But she made up her mind to go and refused to listen to my advice.  In fact, leaving is also a good thing.

    If there is no reason to persist in one thing, don't blindly expend energy to persist.

    After she left, we rarely communicated.

    But you can also pay attention to her dynamics in the circle of friends.

    She is happy with what she has.

    You can ignore the age difference between that man and her who is nearly 20 years old.

    You don't have to worry about not having your own children.

    She is living in a lie woven by false love.  Can't wake up, can't see the form clearly.  Do not trust outsiders.

    The bad situation she is in is just like my confusion about the future at this time.  There were good signs floating around, and I was blinded to my own goodness.  Be content with your own little achievements.  If I try to step out of the door in my heart and stand outside the wall to see myself, what kind of scene will it be.  I am both a party and an outsider.  The train of thought gradually became clear.

    It's too vague about your own positioning.  Only then will the excess emotion take advantage of it.

    I sympathize with her.

    Also sympathize with myself.

    In this fickle age, what fades away is the feeling, and what grows deep is the scar.

    Why bother to struggle with yourself and give up the stability of this world.

    It's better to read more books and write more words.  I can't be the master of other people's world, and I have the final say on the world I create.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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