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No matter how beautiful love is, it cannot escape fate.
She took off her high heels irritably, and after walking for a day, her feet were so tired that they ached.
Casually put the bag on the sofa, and lay down decadently. The headache was severe, as if I was about to suffocate.
Perhaps there is room for detente. She thought obsessively.
The long hair hangs down, covering her somewhat sad face a little bit. The moonlight outside the window is as beautiful as snow. Her heart gradually sank to the bottom.
She and Jing Hui have known each other since they were in school. Jing Hui is a talented student in school, and many girls like him. She is one of them.
It was she who actively pursued him. And her own condition is not bad. Good figure, handsome face.
Rational people can't live through wealth, and emotional people can't live through romance.
He is an emotional man.
And she is a rational person.
No one will change for the other party.
They have been together for six years. From classmates to graduates to work. I have overcome long-distance relationships and yearned for the future. In the end, when they live together, they find that they are not compatible with each other. They both have a proud heart and are unwilling to accommodate each other's shortcomings.
The broken mirror in the bathroom. Like an indelible piece of paper, it records the filth and tediousness of the past.
He moved out from here. Said words that would not come back. After leaving, will you think about getting back together? reunion. Maybe talk about one or two love sentences he wrote, recall the past love letters, whether the two will hold each other tightly, and decide whether to separate.
She has reached the age of marriage. The family is heartbroken. Keep asking her to go on a blind date, blind date. She still seemed to hold out hope of being with him. While coping with going on a blind date, he secretly checked his WeChat updates.
When one day, she opened the circle of friends. See a picture. A sweet photo of him with a girl. With four words.
"Destined"
Maybe it was at that moment that his emotions completely collapsed. It was like seeing my 18-year-old self wearing a white skirt, standing on that windy afternoon. The wind blew her skirts. There was a smile in the corner of her eye. Watching the man walking towards him in the breeze. The phantom is disappearing. She pulled herself out of her imagination.
It was also under such circumstances that I met Qi Dong on a blind date. He doesn't have Jinghui's talent and romance. He is a well-behaved, hard-working programmer. The ideal son-in-law in the eyes of parents.
The process of getting along is neither salty nor dull.
Their conversation was short and weak. They don't fight either. Because he is always silent. Watching her lose her temper silently. Silently tidy up her messed up clothes.
She didn't know whether she loved him or not.
Maybe you will also be moved by a certain moment. For example, it is raining heavily outside. He came to bring her an umbrella.
Because of the sentence "I'm hungry", she ran all over the streets at three o'clock in the morning to buy the cake she wanted to eat.
He can't write a love poem.
Never say I like you.
At the urging of their respective parents, they decided to get married.
She was smoking a cigarette standing on the windy balcony.
The pitch-black night covered her expression loomingly. Not sure if it was crying. She didn't want to struggle against her destiny. She saw a distant star in the sky. In her heart the star lived, disillusioned, lived, disillusioned. Infinite loop.
When you reach the age, you have to get married after all. Raise the next generation. No matter whether that person is loved or not, no matter whether the future is happy or not, at least the people around are happy. She is the only one suffering.
One month before the wedding.
She and Qi Dong agreed to go to a city near the sea for vacation. At that time, she didn't tell him that she was still in the stage of hesitation about getting married. Although the wedding invitation has been sent out. All relatives and friends will show up on the scheduled days.
She hesitated and lingered. I'm not sure if I can bet my whole life on my feelings for him.
It's just that I didn't expect to meet Jing Hui in that city near the sea. They had been separated for two years by then.
In that city by the sea, there is a salty smell of sea water floating everywhere. on the golden sand. The crowd was surging. They met. The moment their eyes met, there was a moment of trance. It's been a long time since we separated, but it's still like yesterday.
Qi Dong has been busy with work and rarely comes out to play. After finally having a moment of relaxation, he played with great interest like a child. He ran into a former classmate again, and happily invited her to come to his class reunion. She shook her head, shied away from the pain in her head and refused. Qi Dong was a little worried about her, so he came over and asked her with concern if she wanted to buy some medicine.
"Maybe just??Too tired. "she says.
"Then shall I take you back?"
"No, you can go and play." I can't bear to disturb his class reunion, maybe there is still a little selfishness. The encounter with Jing Hui is a new beginning or an end. She is undefined. Qi Dong couldn't beat her. I had to let her go back alone.
She walked to the hotel alone.
It's been a long way. She looked back at where Jing Hui was. Little black dots in memory, his face gradually blurred. Like a layer of fog. She wanted to get rid of that layer of fog, where her heart was clearest. Is there any trace of him left behind? After so many years, is it because he no longer believes in love.
The wind blows bigger and bigger.
She wrapped her coat tightly.
Sit down in a secluded place away from the sea. There are layers of concerns. Like an inextricable quagmire on the ground.
A figure is slowly approaching. She sensed the man's breath.
The man sat down beside her.
"Didn't expect to see you here?" He said awkwardly. It's not like his tone of voice. In the past, he was full of talent, and he was more eloquent than anyone else.
"Maybe I didn't expect to meet again one day." She smiled wryly. Trying to force a smile is silly.
"The man who came with you is your boyfriend?"
"We're getting married soon."
"Then I wish you happiness." He said, reaching out and stroking her hair. This is his favorite action in the past. But now it makes a lot of sense. When they are in such a position, everything becomes cloudy and ambiguous. She raised her head and looked into his deep eyes. These melancholy eyes had buried so many girls' dreams. She once sank deeply, fluttering in it.
She saw them at 18.
They wore clean school uniforms and walked together on the campus full of camphor trees. He can write poetry, he can sing. He sat on the rooftop and wrote poems for her and sang songs she liked to hear.
She hid her head in his blue school uniform jacket.
They hugged and kissed in a wood.
She took a long train ride just to see him before Valentine's Day.
She ate instant noodles for a long time. Just wanted to get him a guitar for his birthday
Why do I remember the best moments. His pupils are still so distant and deep.
The surrounding fog enveloped them.
Memories have become the fire that ignites old love.
He lowered his head and kissed her lips like a dragonfly.
She fell into that vortex again. In his black pupils.
She loved him.
He also loved her.
This is clearer than anyone else. She hugged him tightly. As if it could be melted into one's own flesh and blood, never to be separated again.
Their tongues twisted around each other, sucking. That strong blood, beautiful past.
she cried.
That broken mirror. She searched for the answer in the damaged and incomplete memories.
If time went back, how would she choose.
At that time, they rented in the suburbs of that city. His talent has changed beyond recognition through many job changes. For their future, filled with dark red. Like someone climbing at the bottom.
They quarreled over trivial matters. They refused to give in to each other. She has a crying face and messy hair. He sat helplessly on the balcony smoking a cigarette. It's a solid smoky grey. She broke the guitar that she had saved for two months to buy.
She smashed the only photo of the two of them together.
And the mirror in the bathroom.
Would life have been better if she hadn't been so vain back then, and didn't dislike his inaction?
? If he was self-motivated back then, don¡¯t just think about drinking and smoking all day long, and don¡¯t lose your temper if you can¡¯t write good poems
She finally saw the reality in front of her.
He whom she loved has always existed in the void. Before the age of 20, the moment when rationality overwhelmed sensibility.
His hands were still walking on her body.
She stopped his behavior.
"III'm getting married."
The lustful beast fell silent.
She stood up in a panic.
"us¡"
Can we go back to the past?
He never asked the exit.
Perhaps she also waited pitifully for the following.
"Is he nice to you?" he asked.
"He will marry me. He will wait for me to get off work. He will send me an umbrella on a rainy day, and he will cook my favorite meals" she cried. Big tears flowed down.
"I thought you always wanted an extraordinary life"
"No what I want is very simple. And then you never gave it to me again."
She was lying on a hotel bed. Listening to the sound of rain outside the window. The lingering rain beat her heart.
And she finally put the broken mirror back together.
She and Qi Dong held their wedding as scheduled. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)p; "He will marry me. He will wait for me to get off work. He will send me an umbrella on a rainy day, and he will cook my favorite meals" she cried. Big tears flowed down.
"I thought you always wanted an extraordinary life"
"No what I want is very simple. And then you never gave it to me again."
She was lying on a hotel bed. Listening to the sound of rain outside the window. The lingering rain beat her heart.
And she finally put the broken mirror back together.
She and Qi Dong held their wedding as scheduled. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com - Didn't finish reading? Add this book to your favoritesI'm a member and bookmarked this chapterCopy the address of this book and recommend it to your friends for pointsChapter error? Click here to report
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