In my spare time, I started to read the novels I wrote before. The sad thing is that I can't watch it at all, and I still get goose bumps all over my body. What is the situation. I despise myself.
That is the result of my persistence for countless months. It was something that I stayed up all night and worked hard to write. Reading it now, it is actually jerky and difficult to understand.
Because there are too many choices in front of you. During the Spring Festival holiday, whether to rewrite [Blue Forest] or decide to write to the studio. I'm stuck in a tangled situation. About literature, I am confused.
I think I am too hypocritical. too sensational. The incomparable poetry and beauty that render those emotions.
It's not okay to pretend to be innocent while being slutty.
When I finish writing a story, within three days, I will forget it completely.
I suspect that I have amnesia.
It is this kind of heartlessness that makes me look so much happier.
Maybe because there are too many emotional stories to write. I hate writing stories like this.
According to my level of writing love stories, if I were a man, I don¡¯t know how many girls would be coaxed by my sweet words. It feels good to think about it.
My favorite thing to do is lie in bed and sleep. It may be due to lack of sleep that I often feel sleepy. If you don't drink a cup of coffee in the morning, you can probably fall asleep standing up.
When I am free, I will think about some things. Some things are not good. Like my grandpa. He passed away. I will never see him again. People only realize the value of possessions when they lose them.
I will miss him. Can't help but cry.
When I was young, I looked forward to growing up. Growing up but constantly missing the past.
My second cousin and third cousin are about the same age. Only one year old, two years old. We grew up together since childhood. They always follow me obediently, and regard what I have said as an imperial decree.
When I was very young, I told them that in the future we will marry in one place so that we will never be separated. Later we grew up and were distributed in different cities. Haven't met once in several years.
The second cousin married love.
The third cousin chose material things.
I did not attend their wedding.
Think about what I have missed all these years. Supporting me to go on, the family love that never gave up also faded with the passage of time. In this world, what else can I believe in?
I am always self righteous. Excessive pride and complacency. Throwing away the most precious things that belong to me bit by bit, to pursue illusory emotions.
I happen to be so capricious. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com