She came to a strange city with her suitcase. Without saying hello to the family, he left quietly and alone.
She is 24 years old this year. I just graduated from university and found a stable job in my hometown. The trajectory of life is walking step by step according to the plan of parents. She may go on a blind date, or fall in love with a colleague in the unit. There are many options around. But she chose online dating. The virtual world is fuzzy.
He said that he graduated from a prestigious university and is currently an executive of a company.
He said that the reason why he didn't have a girlfriend and didn't get married was because he was too busy at work.
He said he had four suites in their hometown.
He said he wanted to see her very much.
He said he seemed to be in love with her
We chatted online for a year. It just fell into it inexplicably. That's why he desperately ran to another city to meet him. I don't know how true or false what he said. She has always been a well-behaved girl, although she is not beautiful, she is not ugly either.
She was wearing a beautiful dress, and went to meet the person she liked with a girl's dream. But at a station where people come and go. She didn't see him.
He said he was working overtime.
He said he was a bit busy.
A little lost, she carried her suitcase and went to find a nearby hotel. There are more than 50 missed calls from my parents and more than 20 unread messages on the phone.
She didn't have the courage to open it. This is her choice. She doesn't want to face nagging and blame from her parents.
At night, when the whole city was quiet, he came rushing in.
An understatement.
"Sorry, I am late."
That was the first time they met. Maybe it was because the lights were too dim, she looked at his face extraordinarily beautifully. There are stars shining in a pair of eyes.
He reached out and touched her face.
"I'm sorry." He said again deeply. He hugged her crying in his arms.
Because she escaped secretly, she has no plan to go back. He settled down in this city.
He rented a house for her and found a job for her.
Although they did not live together, he occasionally stayed overnight. Once, she asked, what should I do if I am pregnant?
He said, if we get pregnant, we will get married.
It never occurred to him that among the many affectionate and focused words he said to her, only this sentence was true.
He said, you are the only one in my heart.
He said, I really want to be with you for the rest of my life.
He said, it would be great if we knew each other a few years earlier. I'll be happier this way
He is the most talkative man. So it should have occurred to him how could such a man who can coax women stay single all the time? She is not a particularly outstanding woman. The only thing she has is no love experience. But there is a tenacious ruthlessness, willing to go through fire and water for love.
They have been together for a year. She is not pregnant. She wants to marry him. So, she kept searching on the Internet, how to get pregnant, thinking that there was something wrong with her body, and secretly went to the hospital for a checkup. The test results came out, and her body was normal.
Just when she was extremely confused, a woman approached the door.
She said she was his wife.
She said that she was not his first wife. is the fourth.
"Do you know why he divorced so many times? Because he really wanted to have a child. He always thought it was the woman's problem So he changed one woman after another around him He has been deceiving himself. The real infertility The man is him, and he cannot have children of his own."
The woman took out a cigarette and smoked it leisurely. When he said these things, his tone was calm. Like saying one more trivial thing.
"He won't marry you. Because he has no love for you. He's just running away from reality to prove that his body is okay. He said the same thing to many women as he did to you. Little sister, I'm the only one with him The longest-married person, do you know why?"
She shook her head helplessly.
"Because I look the most like his first wife. You may not know that his first wife got married soon after the divorce, and the child is probably ten years old. He has been brooding He was not like this before, he was a very honest and responsible man. He was carefree. He said very little. But later he changed. He was very carefree"
"But why didn't you leave him ??
"Because I love him. We women are the most stupid. You see, they used to love deeply, but no matter how deeply they loved, after two years of marriage and no children, he will take it for granted that it is the woman's problem, and will not ask indiscriminately." Divorced. We women don¡¯t. I knew his problems before I got married. But I still resolutely chose to marry him. I cooperated with him because I couldn¡¯t conceive because of my problems. He earned money It¡¯s all been used to try various folk remedies. Little sister, you are still very young. I am a person who has experienced it. So I kindly remind you that when you reach my age, you will especially long to have a child by your side to fill the void in your heart and Loneliness. Love is the spoils of youth, when we are old, the only thing that can make us feel warm is family affection.¡±
After the woman said these words meaningfully, she left. She stays in that room. The room without the lights on was slowly engulfed in darkness. Her face was drowned in endless night. There is no sound at night, but it brings the impact of the soul. She didn't know whether to believe the woman's words. Remember what he said.
"If you get pregnant, we'll get married."
She will not be pregnant. So he won't marry her.
She finally cried out.
She gave all her affection for this relationship. She knew early on that he didn't have much money. Because once, when he took her to a high-end restaurant for dinner, he showed embarrassment when paying the bill.
She didn't know where he worked, and she hadn't even been to the place where he lived. Should have been suspicious. But still numb the heart to believe in his love. Everything he said turned out to be a lie.
She is still young. You can find happiness again, but how long will it take for the scars in memory to heal. She wasn't the first woman in his life, nor would she be the last.
She knew she shouldn't trust online dating.
She looked for excuses in the dark to justify herself. The tears flowed more and more.
more and more. Like a faucet without a valve, it pours out from the heart. Suddenly, my heart felt like it was hollowed out. The background of memory is getting thicker and thicker.
She was typing on the phone with trembling hands. Want to verify one last time.
"Shall we get married?"
after awhile. he replied.
"Wait until you get pregnant."
She knew the answer. It seems to be a lot relieved.
Tears dripped on the screen. Drop by drop, like the echo of a beating heart. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com