She was wearing faded gray pants and a light floral top, and walked to the door of an apartment with a suitcase.
She escaped from home. Only 15 years old. A face that has not faded from immaturity, a timid expression showing a stubborn color.
Her parents divorced when she was 12 years old. My mother is a person who is restless about the status quo. She doesn't like her father and doesn't seek to make progress. After working for many years, she is still an inconspicuous clerk.
The divorce process was not smooth, and there were many lawsuits, large and small. Never thought that the always tender mother would be so ruthless, taking away her share of marital property without nostalgia, leaving her and her younger brother to fly away.
Dad probably didn't want a divorce. So I procrastinated again and again, trying to ease the relationship between husband and wife, but things backfired, and even the last affection was completely wasted. The two are going to court for the custody of their children and the division of property.
After the divorce, Dad lived a decadent life for two years. He drank too much and smoked a lot every day. Maybe it's useless to think that a man can't even protect his wife. Whether there is true love between her parents or not, she never cared about it. However, I learned from relatives that the reason why my mother married my father back then was because of the urban hukou.
Mom left the city after her divorce. Two years later, Dad remarried.
The remarried family made her and her younger brother look like outsiders. Look at people's faces everywhere.
Be careful when talking to your stepmother, for fear of touching her restricted area and causing a severe beating.
The stepmother is lazy, and the father does not seek to make progress. Soon the savings in his hands will be squandered. Even her and her younger brother's tuition fees are too embarrassing to pay.
At the age of 15, she escaped from home. Went to my mother's city.
It rained heavily.
? I have wanted to escape from home since I was 12 years old. After countless failed attempts, I dragged my extremely weak body due to illness. After sitting on the train for three days and three nights, my whole body seemed to exist in another world. She felt like dying. In the dark, he clenched his hands tightly.
Walking out of the train station, it was still raining. She looked up at the rain falling in the sky, and was in a trance for a moment. Escaping from the ashes of the family and going to the mother, will you get the sunshine you want?
She was standing at the door of the apartment. He kept knocking on the door, didn't open an umbrella, his clothes were wet and stuck to his body, and it was bitingly cold.
It's getting late. The whole city was submerged in an invisible darkness. After a long time, someone finally opened the door.
She saw her mother, who had been away for three years, wearing a red suspender nightdress with yellow curly hair. Mom is older than expected. Not as high-spirited as before. It is said that after leaving her father, she took the share of the property to learn to do business. Business was not easy and I lost a lot of money.
All about Mom is surreptitiously overhearing conversations between Dad and Stepmother.
I still remember the extremely contemptuous tone of my father and stepmother.
"She, it's 13 o'clock."
When Mom saw her, the expression on her face froze.
Did not shed tears excitedly as imagined, or hug her tightly, and tell her parting feelings.
"How did you find out here?"
Very blunt sentence.
She didn't know how to answer. Mom doesn't welcome her. Many things in my heart that I want to say to my mother, such as I miss you, such as, Mom, I want to live with you are trapped in my throat. Salty taste. She tasted the sour taste alone. For a moment, there are mixed feelings and mixed feelings. Tears rolled down his cheeks.
A man's voice came from behind my mother.
"Honey, who's here?"
"Oneoneonea distant relative"
She felt that there was no need to stay here. It will only make your situation more embarrassing.
Not saying a word. Turn around and leave.
Mom chased from behind.
Call out her nickname, "Niu Niu, Niu Niu"
How long has it been called. The memory seems to be brought back to childhood. At that time, they still had a complete family
She stood still. I saw my mother running towards me panting. Wearing that red suspender nightdress. The heavy rain fell on the mother and daughter mercilessly.
Mom took out a wad of banknotes from her pocket. Forced it into her hands. He left without saying anything.
Maybe I should be moved by the scene at this moment. In the middle of the night when it was raining heavily, my mother tried her best to catch up with her back despite the beating of the rain.
She was not moved. There was a bleak chill in my heart.
Maybe the mother is rendered too beautifully. When reality dealt a blow to the head, Lian ZengThe beauty of the scriptures is disgusting. Mom didn't take her in. He didn't even ask why she came to her.
Her mother's unemotional words kept swirling in her mind.
"How did you find it here?"
Perhaps she should answer truthfully. Tell mom how excited she was when she found out where she lived.
Many times I planned to find my mother. But every time the stepmother found out. The stepmother locked her in the room, did not give her food, and slapped her.
Dad just walks up and down the room. Never said a word of pleading. There is also the younger brother who grew up together, who would just stand outside the door and stare blankly.
She is an abandoned child. There is no way to go. Only then will he have a soft spot for escaping.
again and again. Never gave up.
Once, she came out of the room. I saw a warmer picture in the living room. Dad and stepmother sat on the sofa watching TV, and the younger brother rested his head comfortably on the stepmother's shoulder. It looks so harmonious, as it should be. But no one cared that she hadn't eaten for two days. She felt a piercing sadness.
She is sick. Has been high fever. Lying on the bed, even the consciousness is in a fuzzy state. Dad and stepmother didn't take her to the hospital. They are reluctant to spend the money. If you think you have a cold and a fever, you will be fine after a few days of rest.
She is very sick. Passed out several times. Anyway, she survived the most uncomfortable moment. As soon as his body recovered, he hurriedly took his luggage and fled. The father and stepmother never imagined that she still had the strength to escape.
I thought that finding my mother would lead to a new beginning. In fact, I should have thought that my mother once went to court with my father in order to get more property.
She hated her former home and her current mother to the extreme.
She took the money from her mother. The money wet by the rain has no warmth of family affection. Only irresistible cold.
She didn't go back. Live alone in a strange city. Stay in cheap hotels. Later, I found a private house with cheap rent and moved out. I have had many jobs. Most rejected her on the grounds that they did not accept minors. Her life is at stake.
The money my mother gave quickly ran out.
The poor can't afford food. I can't even pay the rent. When the night came, he couldn't fall asleep because of hunger. He simply stood up and wandered the street boredly. Smell the smell of fish and meat wafting from the brightly lit restaurant. Snacks sold by roadside vendors. She couldn't help swallowing. The stomach is getting hungrier.
It is under such circumstances. She met a man. This man is 20 years older than her.
Selling cold baked noodles at the entrance of a vocational college.
By then she had walked the streets for three hours, exhausted and parched. Weak and about to fall down.
She saw the stall that baked cold noodles. Can't help running over, staring blankly.
"Would you like some grilled cold noodles?" A nice male voice.
"Yes yes" The answer was almost without thinking. But soon realized that she had no money at all, and shook her head quickly, but she couldn't move her feet.
Seeing her salivating, reluctant expression. He probably guessed seven or eight points.
Made a baked cold noodle and handed it to her.
"For you. No money."
She took the bowl of roasted cold noodles with trembling hands. His face was hidden in the dim light. It looks so good.
She quickly finished the bowl of noodles. She thinks it's the best bowl of noodles she's ever had in the world.
Every day, she would come to this noodle stall. They are like friends who have known each other for many years.
She knew he had a wife and children. Still willing to stay by his side. Because he made her see the light.
Until she was 20 years old. She gets to work.
She works harder than anyone else. Slowly promoted from a small salesman to department manager.
During this time. Her brother contacted her. Knowing that her economy is good, I hope my sister can provide money for him to study.
She pondered for a long time.
Did not reply to my brother.
Many years later, she is still not married. Earn more and more money.
She deposits the money in the bank.
I once received a letter from my mother. He said that his liver cancer was in the late stage and time was running out, and he wanted to see her again. She didn't go. Just sent 1000 yuan to that strange address. That amount happened to be the money her mother had slipped into her in the rain that year.
The younger brother sent her many messages. From borrowing money to support education to buying a new house for marriage She ignored it. Just simply refused.
"My life is not necessarily going to be any better."
In the end, all contact was cut off.
She lives alone. There is no love, no affection. It's just that she had planned ahead. If she dies, she will give all her money to the man who sells cold noodles. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Not sure where it will get any better. "
In the end, all contact was cut off.
She lives alone. There is no love, no affection. It's just that she had planned ahead. If she dies, she will give all her money to the man who sells cold noodles. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com