If I was 19 years old, I did not choose to go to Shanghai. It's about staying at home dutifully, will life be different.
A blind date, engagement, and marriage to a strange man. Raise a pair of children.
I stood in front of the window, looking at the scenery outside the window, and suddenly thought of the future. The future is not clear. For my life, it is always like a shackle that has been cut off. The more I struggled, the tighter I was bound.
My words suddenly increased, and most of my words were words of complaint. It's not like my style. But I still stepped into the market.
Repeated words stirred in the crowd. When someone asks about my life, how should I answer about my life, it will be more real.
I live in a dream and have a romantic complex. In my spare time, I don't do housework, I just cook some meals to fill my stomach. Most of the time, I read books and seek inspiration.
The road is long and the future is bleak. Bet on fate. I don't owe anyone. Not affiliated with anyone. The only thing left in the world is that unique memory.
Speaking of my life, it is monotonous and boring.
Playing many identities, with overlapping goals.
If I have been living in my hometown. Live in a place less than five kilometers away from your parents' home. Do not read, do not write books. The whole day revolves around her husband and children. Running around for an acre of land, walking around the market barefoot and wearing slippers. Like my mother, an ordinary rural woman.
When in Shanghai, a friend had a boyfriend. They met at a nightclub. Blurred lights, hit it off with each other. She knew he had a nine-year-old daughter, and she knew he was going through divorce proceedings. She was only 25, and he was 35. Age is not an obstacle to love.
The money he earned was only for his own food, drink and entertainment, and he never cared about leaving his nine-year-old daughter with his parents.
She thinks he looks good.
When they eat together, they are aa system. When in love, I felt that everyone owed each other, which is not a bad thing. After a long time, with the deepening of understanding, I felt that he was extremely stingy.
But still resolutely want to be together. regardless of parental objections. Until one day, she told me that she broke up.
I was a little surprised to hear that.
"Why?"
She mentioned that they went to Wanda Plaza together. She wants him to buy something for her.
I don't know whether it was on purpose or not, but he still ignored her.
She walked into a lingerie store and fell in love with a lingerie. A woman takes a man to buy underweartheir relationship speaks for itself
But he did not take the initiative to pay, nor did he show any intention of paying. Because of this incident, she finally saw him clearly. A man who is reluctant to buy a woman's underwear, such a love and marriage is not worth mentioning.
If a man really loves a woman, will he be stingy about giving money? Love is not just talking, but giving in action. Women understand how hard it is for men to support their families and make money, and men understand women's willful and arrogant psychology.
After all, strong women are in the minority.
Most of them are the characteristics that Lin Daiyu is good at writing.
Many people say that Jia Baoyu is a playboy, and he is merciful everywhere. In fact, he is a very infatuated person. His love for Lin Daiyu is sincere and heartfelt. I remember it all the time. After rereading Dream of the Red Chamber, I fell in love with Jia Baoyu.
Be a country woman, focusing on the harvest in the fields every day. Wear homespun clothes, dirty paths covered with mud. During the slack season, I sat in the shade with a group of left-behind women and played cards. The children are not out of school yet. There is no wealth gap. While playing cards, they talked about their daily life. Gradually the black hair turns into white hair, and the children grow up. The days are like a slowly flowing river, flowing continuously, and the water is absorbed by the weeds on the roadside. As a result, a vibrant river slowly dried up and declined.
This is how my life should be. A straight line with no twists and turns.
There is a courtyard. Fruits and vegetables are grown in the yard, fresh vegetables with a sweet taste.
Wake up in the morning light every day.
Drink the wine you brew and eat the vegetables you grow. Learn to cut and make new clothes, and make cloth shoes by hand. Everything is back to basics.
Everything is silent and full of joy.
I am easily satisfied. Even if it's just a simple meal, you can still taste the luxury of delicacies from mountains and seas.
The beauty of nature, the beauty of human nature.
It's all in my eyes. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com