She spent two hours searching for a new job online.
The one that suits you doesn't need to be too tiring.
Due to the overworked life, her condition began to worsen. The stability she had managed to maintain three years ago now began to explode, destroying her last line of psychological defense, and she fell into a state of anxiety that she had never felt before.
About her, about her illness, she has always chosen to remain silent. But now she wanted to say it out loud.
Her illness will be with her for a lifetime, and there will be no signs of recovery. The best state is not to develop outward.
But in the last three years, they have become restless. Low immunity cannot be separated from the maintenance of drugs. The body cannot be injured, and the oil cannot be splashed on the body when cooking. Those wounds changed color as they healed.
Cannot have children.
Because this disease is hereditary.
All these misfortunes were fulfilled on her body.
She wants to go back to her mother and spend the rest of her time quietly, but will she be willing to leave behind everything in this city?
She is insecure. Only when you return to your loved ones can you find comfort.
?From the age of 19, he left his hometown and wandered in other places. Been through a lot. I saw a lot of things. The only thing he can't overcome is his own demons.
At the age of 15, a classmate said to her, your neck scares me. Can you block it. So from the age of 15, she wore high-necked clothes.
At the age of 20, a blind date was arranged by the family. Because I can't go back in Shanghai. They exchanged phone numbers. The first time she called, she told him about her illness. Since then, he never called again.
When I was 20 years old, I liked someone. Because of illness, their relationship has no end
Therefore, the consequences of all this have created today's chaotic situation.
Obviously, she has no illusions about love, and she didn't want to fall in love and get married. She married a man she had known for less than a month at the age of 20
They have no basis for love. Nine years passed peacefully.
He chose her, but because he needed marriage.
She chose him because she was dissatisfied with the world and vented her loneliness.
Such a combination of two people takes what they need. Couples in name, but they live their own lives. All is well. No one interferes with the freedom of the other.
Their best time was when they were in Shanghai. At that time they lived in a house of less than 10 square meters.
He would brave the heavy rain to buy her favorite yogurt.
Don't like spicy food, but because she loves spicy food, she gradually fell in love with spicy food.
Will quietly wait for her to get off work
He was too old for marriage. And she was still so young. 20 years old, the best moment of life. Admit that he was selfish at the time. He longs for marriage. Therefore, from the very beginning, we could see the bewilderment, panic, loneliness, and loneliness in this little girl's eyes, and with one or two acts of kindness, she was easily tricked back home and became a wife.
A child is an accident. If you had followed your inner thoughts at the beginning, you would have killed the child during pregnancy. Maybe life will have another ending.
She cannot have children. But she has a child. This will be the only child in her life. She should give him all the care, on the contrary, she pays very little to the child.
In nine years, I thought about leaving countless times. Finally did not leave, all because of the child.
When she reached the 30-year-old node, she wanted to return to the starting point of her life. I want to erase all these nine years. Listening to the sound of rain outside the window. Knock knock. As if she was in a panic.
She continues to search online for a new jobmaybe follow her mother's arrangement and come back to her. Spend the rest of your life quietly.
On that empty construction site away from human habitation.
? On the land where my father has swayed blood and sweat for 30 years
Under the gaze of my brother's warm eyes
Under the shelter of home
Facing the hurdles of life calmly.
This disease is an ordeal. At the same time, it has the function of motivating her to grow rapidly and work hard.
She finally had a clear cognitive brain.
Some choices are wrong and cannot be changed.
The best way is to stand still. Don't let the mistakes continue.
Her name is Yicheng.
is the devil in my heart.
I can't get rid of her.
was finally conquered by her. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com