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She looked at the time displayed on the phone.
It's two o'clock in the morning.
The city fell into silence. It's time to sleep. She lay back on the bed, mottled gray shadows cast by moonlight seeping through the curtains.
winter is very cold. She is barefoot.
But she couldn't sleep. Insomnia was always with her, and it was a bad sign. Like she was trying so hard not to look back.
The room is messy. It's not a bad thing if you don't turn on the lights and let everything disappear in the dark.
Its daybreak. She will always see the mess and smallness in front of her eyes. I will think about cleaning carefully when I have free time. Day after day, it became more and more messy, and finally it became impossible to do anything.
She always said that it was because of a bad mood that she didn't want to clean up the housework. No matter how shiny the surface is.
In the past, she didn't drink alcohol.
But now she is obsessed with the smell of alcohol. She felt that only under the influence of alcohol would she fall asleep quickly.
She always drinks alone. Sometimes at home, sometimes in bars. But no matter where. She also felt lonely.
A phantom always appeared before her eyes. The real face is far and near. Seeing this face, she would always cry uncontrollably.
The more you drink, the more you drink.
She got up and went home. Her hair was wetly stuck to her forehead. The heel of the high-heeled shoes was broken, so he simply took off his shoes and walked on the road barefoot. The soles of the feet hurt from the uneven road. She felt no pain.
When I got home, I felt wet and sad on the soles of my feet. It turned out that the skin was broken and bleeding. The ankle has been stained blood red.
Sitting on the sofa, he picked up his mobile phone and wanted to dial a person's number. But he never had the courage. I wanted to write a letter to him, but felt that it was too hypocritical.
They are friends. very good friend. Talk about everything, but just friends.
She knew he liked the petite type of girl. Like the first time he said to her, tell you something, I like a girl.
He has liked many girls. I don't know if it was true or not. Until he led her to her.
She looked at it seriously.
is a petite girl.
They had dinner together and walked around the bustling street. She felt that being a dispensable light bulb was too tiring, so she excused herself and went home.
When she got home, she began to write letters on the table. The letter hadn't been sent, it was lying peacefully in the bottom of the drawer.
Not long after he broke up.
She found him at the door of the bar. He was very drunk at the time.
She tried her best to support his body, and walked in the city under the night.
He closed his eyes, his expression still so sad. She said nothing. Take him home, take off his shoes and socks, and cover him with a quilt.
She felt that they hadn't reached the age to really understand love. That's why I'm very emotional to the opposite sex.
They work for the same company and finish college at the same school. have the same blood type.
She thought it was fate. But he said it was a coincidence.
Once, they sat together to eat hot pot. Heat boiled his face. Suddenly, I felt that his face was very beautiful.
"I wish time could slow down a bit," she said.
"Women are afraid of getting old."
He is always caught off guard and blocks the conversation to a dead end.
Later he met another girl. Her name is Xuelin. The same soft and weak girl.
She didn't know why he always liked this type of girl. No matter what you do, you will just hide behind people coquettishly. Unlike her, she doesn't rely on anyone. Like a ladyboy.
He is very candid and straightforward.
I still remember that the three of them had dinner together, and they were talking about other irrelevant topics, such as this year's housing prices and plans for future life. As I talked, I started to feel nostalgic, and finally it came to him. He talked about it without taboo, about his first love, ex-ex-girlfriend, ex-girlfriend Xuelin was curious at the beginning and dumbfounded at the end. The conclusion I came to was, why are you so promiscuous?
She felt she shouldn't have said that about him.
He has taken every relationship seriously.
After that meal, Xuelin never appeared in front of him again.
after a long time.
He asked like an innocent child, shouldn't I say this?
She looked into his eyes.
"If she loves you, she will tolerate everything about you. Whether it is pure or dirty."
He went through a long period of emotional void. He mentioned Xuelin many times.
He always said she was fine. He didn't grasp it.
Xuelin was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
She just listened quietly. listen. These words seem to never end. It pops up every now and then.
Later, the company expanded its business in other places. He was transferred to take charge of the business there. If he asked her if she would like to go together. She must have nodded in agreement. But he didn't ask, and she didn't say.
They are in different cities.
Will still be in touch. She was still listening emotionally to him.
She thought that after what happened to Xuelin, he would no longer be in love.
He is still in love. Loving the same type of girl. She is not this type of girl, defined as an outsider from the start. So they can only be friends.
She wrote many letters. But it was never sent.
Like a lonely secret.
She only shows that vulnerability when she is alone.
She can become a weak girl. Become what he likes.
But are these important?
She exists out of his sight.
Just like eating hot pot that time, she said, she really hopes that time can slow down a bit.
He didn't ask why?
If he asks, she will tell him because it is with you.
he's good.
It looks good.
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