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    Someone asked him, do you know what heartache feels like?

    He raised his head slightly.  Lost vision.

    The wine glass in his hand was shaking slightly, and the liquid with bubbles was about to overflow the surface of the glass.

    It rained heavily.  Sudden rain stopped him at the door of a bar.  The dim light tilted the sky and drizzled.

    The night is already very deep.

    He is wearing a white shirt.  Buttons are undone near the chest.  Hair is damp.

    The black backpack also contains the homework assigned by the teacher.  Had a few glasses of wine.  I feel dizzy and uncomfortable.

    He has a pair of melancholy eyes.  Like hiding a touching story.  Do not easily open the light of the pupil.

    He touched his heart, accompanied by the sound of thunder in the sky.

    Tears will not flow down easily.

    At the age of 10, a car accident took the lives of his parents.  The painful parting he faced as a child did not break him down.  He lives, lives with hope.  Always firmly believe that parents will watch him silently on the side of heaven.

    He has always been a hard-working kid.  Never show your weak and vulnerable side in front of others.

    Do not fight with classmates.  Like to be alone.

    Adopted at the age of 12.  His adoptive parents did not treat him well.  I haven't experienced the feeling of being cared for in a long time.

    He is lonely.  But he never admitted that he was alone.  Always pretend to be someone who doesn't depend on others.

    If he didn't pass by that window that day.

    If he returned home step by step that day, wouldn't everything that happened later happen, and he wouldn't take pains to miss someone in a mediocre way.  But he could only watch.  Thinking, struggling.  At the extreme seventeen-year-old.

    It's still raining.

    It shouldn't stop.  It kept going like this until the world was buried by a vast ocean.  Who will remember who at that time.

    He clutched his backpack tightly.  The exposed chest felt cool.

    The pain has pierced into the flesh and blood.

    From the departure of my parents to the current dependents.  Feel the sadness of human feelings everywhere.  There is a numb pain that has not really penetrated into the bone marrow.

    Until that day.  He passed a window.  A moment of chance.  He stopped.

    He just heard a girl's laughter.

    That laughter is like an angel descending from the sky.  He stood on tiptoe and tried to peer in the window.

    Then he saw a face.

    The bright smile on his face seemed to melt an iceberg in an instant.  He was touched.  Just for an instant.  The beating of the heart was cut with a huge opening.  A warm current flowed violently.

    He stood for a long time.  Hope time can stop.  The person in front of him was not pretty.  An ordinary girl, she was wearing a white floral dress.  There are thousands of sunshine hidden in the eyes.

    She is learning to dance from the dance teacher on TV.  Every move is lamely funny.

    But he didn't have the mood to laugh.  On the contrary, it feels wonderful.

    The girl caught his gaze.

    Slightly turned his head to look at him.

    He hurriedly replied in a panic, sorry, I went to the wrong place.

    He fled in fright.

    So, every day after school, he would deliberately go to that window.  Lie on the window sill and watch her dance secretly.

    Her face is always pale.

    She danced so hard that it seemed to take all the strength in her body.

    one day.  When he was walking to that window.  The girl suddenly stopped dancing.

    Looking at him intently.

    "Thank you," she said.

    "Thank you for always dancing with me. You are my only audience." She continued to smile.

    It's as sweet as a smile.

    But he lowered his head shyly.

    "I have a dream to be a dancer. But my health has always been poor. Very poor." Her tone became sad.

    "No. As long as you work hard, work hard. You will definitely definitely succeed in the future." He comforted.

    His heart was beating violently.  As if it would jump out of the body at any time.

    He didn't tell her that he was also in poor health.  He has heart disease.

    He always pretends to be strong.

    If he wants to survive, someone must be willing to donate a heart.

    But so far no suitable heart has been found.

    Disappointment and despair made him feel miserable.

      Fortunately, there is no bondage in the world, and he looks at death very freely.

    She asked him if he had any dreams.

    He smiled bitterly.  To live is his biggest dream.

    But why live.  Can't think of a more definite answer.

    ? When you meet someone you want to protect, you will try your best to live.

    He did not find such a person.

    He lives, just lives.

    The girl asked him to help record a video.

    "I don't know how to take pictures. I'm afraid it won't look good." He said.

    The girl shrugged indifferently.

    "It's okay. I'm already grateful that you can help me."

    That video was recorded very long.  It was reshot many times.  Look at the girl's slightly raised lips.  He felt a little guilty.  I can't even do a little thing well.

    The girl is exhausted.  Although I am still dissatisfied with the video, I have decided not to retake it.

    ? They added WeChat friends.  She sent the video to her.

    He didn't ask her name.

    However, the word "angel" was written in the note of her WeChat name.

    Still remember when we parted.  The girl told him that it was cold, remember to add clothes.

    That is a very distant greeting.  He sounded moved.

    The next day, he received a call from the hospital.  Said to have the right heart.

    He really wanted to tell her the good news, but he never saw her again.

    Someone asked him, do you know what heartache feels like?

    He frowned.

    The girl's face came to mind.  He still has the video on his phone.

    And the last sentence from the girl.

    Good night!  friend.

    She lived in that heart forever.

    Because he knew that this heart belonged to her.

    She died of terminal lung cancer.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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