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    I have liked her for a long time.

    But I dare not confess to her.

    She is beautiful, kind, and excellent There is no better woman than her in the world

    As for me, ordinary, ordinary.  The family background is average.  I don't think I'm good enough for her.  I can only bury this love in my heart.

    I want to make myself strong.

    Have the courage to stand in front of her and shield her from the wind and rain.

    I had just turned 20 when I met her.  From a small city in the north.

    Dad owed usury because of his business failure, and my mother became seriously ill in a hurry.  Even the only sister divorced her husband because of family trivial matters, and returned to her natal home with her children.

    It was a really bad time.

    I was forced to drop out of school and went out with my classmate Wang Jing to make ends meet.

    There was a lot of snow in the winter of that year.

    We set off before the snow melted.

    As a result, there was a car accident on the road.

    I survived because I was sitting in the front row and sent a seat belt.  But Wang Jing was not as lucky as me.

    he died.

    The body was thrown out of the car window.  The whole body is blood.  That was the first time I faced death.

    We are friends who have played since childhood.

    The night before departure, we were lying in bed together, looking forward to a better life in the future.

    But after only 12 hours, we were separated forever.

    Maybe that's why I didn't want to talk much later.

    I was a very well-behaved child since I was a child.  So much so that people around me joked that you really don't look like a boy

    I have liked many girls.  Anyone who is beautiful has had unreasonable thoughts.

    But I am timid.

    I only show a secret liking for them.  And never confessed.

    Even when they hear someone confessing to whom, they will sneer contemptuously, tch, it's too disrespectful to see such a girl

    But he forgot that he also secretly liked her.

    I am such a duplicity person.

    When I came to this city, I found a position in a small company with a distant relative.

    The main job is to answer customer complaint calls.

    I don't have much interest in this job.  Because of the exciting career I had just begun to fantasize about.  The job certainly feels like a dungeon drawn in circles.  I'm stuck tightly.

    I live in the company's dormitory.

    Live with Dapeng.

    Dapeng has been in the company for six years.  Still a small clerk in the department.

    He is tall.  very fat.

    30 years old and still not married.

    But he is in no rush about his life.

    "As for me, I am still young. I will get married when I have had enough fun."

    He has never had a girlfriend.

    He often goes to a bar to drink.  I also used to stay awake in the middle of the night and lie down next to the computer watching pornographic videos.

    Following him, I learned a lot of bad habits.

    Drinking, smoking, playing games.  Sleep with girls you don't know.

    The days are chaotic.

    Until one day.

    She is coming.

    I think it is God's guidance.  Cast bright colors on my gray life.

    Even though I love happy places.  But I am still in the stage of ignorance and ignorance about men and women.

    All I got was absolute pleasure.

    I have never experienced the powerful shock brought by the spiritual world.

    Her eyes, eyebrows, nose, lips are so lovely.  Even if she is in a daze quietly, she is still beautiful and refreshing.

    It's not romantic love at first sight.

    At first I didn't have a good impression of her.

    Compared with the girls I usually date.  She looks innocent, childish and ridiculous.

    She just came out of school.  Experienced nothing.  Clean as a blank sheet of paper.

    One day I asked her, do you know what Yin and Yang harmony is?

    This is a blatantly teasing remark.

    She obviously didn't understand.

    "Is it metaphysics?"

    "No." I secretly smiled.

    "what is that?"

    "Think slowly." I replied maliciously.

    A few days later, she came to me and said, I know what it means to reconcile yin and yang

      I'm more obsessed with drinking, smoking, playing video games, and going out to women than I used to be.

    I was persuading myself not to sink down.

    On the one hand, he was helpless about his own pain.

    I don't know what I am afraid of?

    Fear of being rejected.

    Afraid of losing her.

    Afraid that she would hate me.

    Afraid that she will not be happy with me.

    Fear that I don't have a firm attitude towards love

    During that time, I often had nightmares.

    Dreamed that Wang Jing was lying on the ground covered in blood.

    This is my lingering shadow.

    But I wouldn't attribute the character's indecision to the car accident.

    She still puts food on my table every day.

    I still finished eating quietly.

    We pass each other every day.

    My eyes pretended to look at her intentionally or unintentionally.

    As long as she is there, I will be nervous for no reason.

    Seeing her standing with other boys chatting happily.  I get jealous and angry too.

    She is the only one who can interrupt my game play without getting angry.

    It is also the only one who makes me have mixed emotions of fear, longing, and anticipation at the same time.

    We have worked together for many years.  But never took that step.

    Later, because she had more pursuits in life, she chose to leave.  Dapeng and I sent her to the station.

    Although reluctant to part.  I still don't have the courage to say those words that I like her.

    Until her figure disappeared into the sea of ??people and could not be seen.  Dapeng and I just came out of the station.

    Dapeng suddenly said meaningfully, hey, poor girl, after waiting for so many years, there is still nothing.

    "What are you talking about?" I was a little confused.

    "Don't you know what the whole world knows?"

    This sounds even more strange.

    Seeing that I was still stunned like a fool.

    Dapeng said angrily, everyone in the company knows that she likes you.

    "Howhowhowhow is it possible?" I don't believe it.

    "In order to cook for you, she gets up three hours earlier every day. She takes care of everything you say. And the last time you teased her about the harmony of yin and yang, she came to me specifically to ask what it meant  "

    Before I finished listening to what he said, I frantically ran to the station.

    But it's still a step too late.  The train she was on had just left.

    I stood there gasping for breath.  My heartbeat was about to suffocate.

    I hide that memory and make it the most beautiful memorial.

    I have met many women.  Always thought she was the prettiest.

    Just like the slanted arc of sunlight on the ground.  Print the most beautiful silhouette.

    Many years later, I am still running around in that city.  She no longer knew where she was.

    When I have a calm head to look back at the past.

    My love is more or less youthful and frivolous.

    Her appearance just made me learn to cherish and forget.

    I named the unspoken love Xieyang.

    Beautiful and precious.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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