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She put the phone in her pocket.
Qi Er's short hair was dyed a dazzling red.
A pair of brown striped trousers, a loose gray top, and black high-heeled sandals.
The lips are painted bright red.
Standing in a shady corner, smiling evilly.
No one passes by here.
The wind blows from all directions.
Her short hair fluttered in the wind, covering her cheeks, and she impatiently stretched out her hands to put her hair behind her ears.
Suddenly thought of him.
She has been with him for seven years.
He is an amateur singer. Sing at a bar. with long hair. The voice is hoarse and magnetic. The songs she sang were emotional and beautiful.
When I was 18 years old, I didn't know what love was.
At that time, she was still wearing a ponytail.
Passing by the square when school is over. Saw him singing on stage.
The penetrating voice made her look towards the stage.
That moment seemed to freeze the flow of time.
I walked through your life
Will it leave footprints
In the dead of night
Will you remember me
it's getting dark
I'm still wandering the streets
The story about you is still playing in my head
He played the guitar and sang.
Concentrate and be serious.
She was carrying her schoolbag, standing in the crowd, looking at his face, smiling foolishly.
It was only later that I found out that the name of the song was (There is no fate), and he wrote it himself.
She would come to listen to him sing every day.
He is very poor.
Wandering around the city alone.
It is difficult to have enough food and clothing for three meals a day.
She thinks he is a man with ideals. Therefore, I will risk everything for my dream.
She saved her pocket money. Just to get him a better guitar.
She accompanied him silently until the midnight crowd was the last to leave.
He finally found her.
"Hellogirl"
With a joking meaning. The tone is frivolous.
And her face was already flushed with embarrassment.
She likes his looseness when he has nothing but is supercilious. Bohemian.
Perhaps, just like his bad.
Within two hours of knowing each other, he kissed her.
This unexpected kiss made her fall into the despair of love.
She doesn't know why he likes her?
Maybe it's just because of loneliness.
He said he wanted to go to Beijing.
Hearing the news, she was a little disappointed.
Unexpectedly, he said again,
Will you go with me?
She froze.
Only 18 years old, she will face the college entrance examination.
This is not a difficult choice.
Because she was so humble that she didn't even dare to say "Can you stay for me?"
She pretended to hesitate, but the moment she saw him frown slightly, she quickly said, I am willing to accompany you.
She gave up her studies. Steal money from home and go to Beijing with him.
Living in a dirty basement just because the rent is cheap.
He still goes to the bar to sing, and becoming a singer is his dream. And in order to support his dream, she finds various jobs to supplement the family income.
Stand on the square and hand out leaflets.
Go to the restaurant to do the dishes.
Go to the hotel as a waiter
?Because when I first came to Beijing, I was not familiar with the place of life. He ran a lot of bars and no one chose to hire him.
In his most decadent and most desolate days, she was by his side forever.
And when she was lying on the cold operating table for abortion due to pregnancy, he did not stand outside the operating room, waiting anxiously.
He is practicing singing. write songs. Record songs and send samples to different labels.
When she got off the operating table, her whole body seemed to be hollowed out, she didn't resent him.
Two years passed in a daze.
Hard work and poverty.
She dreams of his dreams.
Be happy with his happiness.
She killed a total of three children. When the doctor gently advised her that if you don't want a child, you'd better take contraceptive measures. Your body is probably undergoing a miscarriage, and I'm afraid you will never have another child in your life.
After she heard it, she was just silent.
She really wanted a child.
In addition to financial disallowance, he does not want children.
Two years later, his career took a turn for the better.
Finally a bar is willing to hire him as a resident singer.
Perhaps because the nature of the work is a reversal of day and night. He didn't come back until dawn every day.
The whole body is full of alcohol.
She always carefully helped him onto the bed. Take off his shoes and socks for him. Clean up the messy scene he vomited on.
Looking at his sleeping face, thinking about their future.
Will put on a white wedding dress and step into the wedding hall with him. There will be a smart and well-behaved child
until one day.
She is particularly curious about what the place where he works is like Would it be a big surprise if he suddenly appeared in front of him.
She just got paid. Can we go out and have a meal together to celebrate It just so happens that today is her birthday
She walked into the bar full of expectations. Ambiguous lights, dim and unclear.
It took me a long time to find him.
He sat in the corner.
He held a woman with heavy makeup in his arms.
She restrained the feeling of breaking down. Pretending to be nonchalant, he walked up to him.
"What are you doing?"
He heard the voice and raised his head. Meet her cold eyes. There is a tinge of fear.
But the woman in his arms seems to be afraid that the world will not be chaotic.
Jiao Didi said, my dear, who is she?
Her teeth chattered as she listened.
Tears overflowed the eyes unconsciously.
"Tell her, who am I?" She pointed at the woman and said to him angrily.
There was a long silence.
He said with a distressed face, don't make trouble, there are so many people here
"good¡"
She picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it down. Tears mixed with wine and swallowed into the stomach.
Bitter pain.
Finish that glass of wine.
She turned and left. The foam of the wine rolled in the stomach. The severe pain that stirred the heart.
The fact that I have been reluctant to admit flashed in my mind.
He never loved her.
Just treat her as a lonely companion.
She went home and packed her luggage.
It's been seven years. For him to leave home and break up with his family. I thought it would be the beginning of a beautiful love, but I didn't expect it to be the beginning of tragedy.
She squatted helplessly on the ground and cried for a long time.
Still can't change the fact that he cheated on her.
He betrayed her.
It's like the sky is falling. The only emotional sustenance collapsed.
She took the suitcase and went to the station.
a long time.
He didn't come to her.
Keep fiddling with the phone, just to see if he will call or send a message.
Nothing.
In the ticket hall, she lingered for a long time. I kept staring back, but his figure did not appear.
I have come to the ticket window countless times. But he hesitated and refused to buy a ticket.
It's a tough decision.
Finally, she dragged her suitcase to the street again.
Go to a retail store and buy a pack of cigarettes.
Go to the shady place and smile wryly like a fool.
Clumsy smoking.
In a corner where no one had been, she curled up and slept all night.
At dawn, she returned to the basement where the two of them rented.
A damp smell rushed towards him.
She stood at the door and opened it, and put the luggage in the room.
He has fallen asleep.
But vaguely heard him say, you shouldn't come back.
Yes, in the seven years, she thought about leaving countless times.
Did not leave after all. Because there are fantasies about love.
But even though I was bruised by reality, I still stubbornly refused to turn back because of habit.
She undressed and lay down beside him.
Staring blankly at the ceiling, he said softly, shall we get married?
Like solicitation.
It's like begging again.
I walked through your life
Will it leave footprints
In the dead of night
Will you remember me
it's getting dark
I'm still wandering the streets
The story about you is still playing in my head
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It's like begging again.
I walked through your life
Will it leave footprints
In the dead of night
Will you remember me
it's getting dark
I'm still wandering the streets
The story about you is still playing in my head
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