Since knowing her existence, my life has been troubled. She always wants to control my behavior. Make me her slave.
I wanted to break free, but when the night came, I became timid and completely surrendered to her feet.
I can't see her, but she lives in my heart. Let me feel the beating of the heart, the sadness of love and hate.
We hate each other, but we follow each other like a shadow.
When I am sad.
She pulled the memories and fought against me. So, I became more and more sad.
When I'm having fun, she's always out there ready to put me in an embarrassing situation.
When I was very tired, she put her hands on her hips and sneered at me.
She can't leave me.
You must rely on me to live.
Therefore, when the time is right, they will show me compassion.
She said, you are a lonely person, destined to die alone forever.
She said, you are a selfish person, you can only love yourself and not others.
She said, you are a person walking on the roaddon't stop easily. Don't miss the glory of the destination because of the beautiful scenery along the way.
She said, you are married to literature, so be faithful to it. Do not betray and leave easily
These words from her mouth were extremely ugly. I don't want to bother.
So, I stood up and walked back and forth restlessly.
She just kept laughing.
Laugh at my stupidity and madness.
I really want to argue with her.
"Am I really so cold-blooded in your eyes?"
"I can love othersand even give lots and lots of love"
"I'm not alone at all I wasn't and I'm not"
I would fall into feelings of inferiority. She proudly stood at the top of her heart, making fun of her while grabbing my flesh and blood.
Does it hurt?
A little.
The feeling of self-deception is the feeling you're receiving right now, she said. It hurts, but pretends it doesn't hurt.
She said, you just show your best side to others, and no one has ever seen you in embarrassment when you are out of your mind
She said, you don't believe in fate, and you try hard to break free, but you work hard for half your life, in vain.
She said, you can never be truly nonchalant. Whether it's about people or things.
She said, you are the most cowardly person in the world
I stopped her from talking. Otherwise, I'm going crazy
But she has no intention of stopping. Look at my sad hands covering my head. A triumphant smile crept across her face.
She triumphantly invaded my brain. So much so that her voice kept lingering in my head.
She said, you look at the life of the people around you coldly. Because you are sensitive and vulnerable.
She said, you are proud and stubborn. Many precious things were lost.
She said, you obviously sensed something, but you didn't dare to face it, and took the way of evasion.
She said that even if you are 29 years old, you still want to be the center of the stage surrounded.
She said, you long for love, but you are afraid of love. Your heart is a kind of disability
EnoughenoughI yelled uncontrollably.
She seemed to jump out of my body and stood opposite me. Her long black hair covered her eyes.
Has the same body and facial features as me.
Appeared so clearly in front of me.
I was trembling with fear. She pressed on.
She said, you see through many things, but you can't see yourself clearly.
She said, only I know you best in this world. I am your soul. I only appear when you are alone.
no no no
I don't want to become one with her.
Because of her, I lost my innocence. No matter what you do, you will waver. indecision.
Follow her to experience the joys and sorrows.
I retreated into the corner. out on a limb.
she is slow?? close.
She said, you have to try to reconcile with me. Only then can you see yourself more clearly.
She said, you listen to dark voices. It has no boundaries and extends infinitely. Until it walks into your heart At that time, you will want to see me even more.
She said, leave me, you are just a person, but you don't have any thoughts, you can't cry, you can't laugh, you can't loveyou even forget how to chase your dreams?
She said, don't be afraid of me come on hug me affectionately
I raised my head and met her sincere eyes.
Loneliness stripped me of nothing left. Only a helpless sigh remained.
So, I stood up I hugged her tightly like a dream
She once again lived in my heart.
She said, none of us can do without each other. You are my body. I am your soul.
The body without the soul is the walking dead.
The soul becomes void without the body.
Maybe I will try to listen to what she has to say and reflect on my actions. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com