I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. Even when I am asleep, I have constant nightmares.
I finally couldn't control it or use coffee to refresh myself.
Ordered Nescaf¨¦ online. I always feel that the future is far away, and I still suddenly remember that I am about to be 30 years oldbut I have not achieved anything.
Should you be annoyed and resentful?
? I finally ate ramen, but it was not as delicious as I imagined, probably because it has been too long, and the desire to eat has been exhausted.
Thinking about getting off work quickly, but time passed very slowly.
? I walked a lot every day, changed many pairs of shoes, and finally chose a pair of handmade cloth shoes, and I never felt discomfort or pain in my feet again.
I feel like someone who exists in another world. Thinking of your own destiny alone.
I know very little about the people around me.
So do they understand me? I'm not as good as I look.
I don't waste time on troublesome things. I would never ask other people for help if I could do it.
It's been a long time since I read a book, and the time has been squeezed to bits and pieces.
If there is nothing, there is a whole set of books on the shelf to accompany me like a dream.
I need to read many, many books. Only books can give me a sense of security. Don't look at things like a fool.
I want to delete many things, including the novels I wrote before. I have applied for it many times with the website, but it has not been implemented once. I don't like what I wrote before, the depraved hypocrisy.
(lmissyou)
Seeing her walk in, he put his phone on the table. This intention is very obvious.
The flurry of hands and feet makes the movements extremely lazy and redundant.
He pretended to read a book, and as soon as he opened it, beads of sweat appeared on his forehead. Do you blame yourself for your bad luck?
That is an English book. There are no annotations.
Her footsteps are slowly approaching. From the moment the door opened, he was looking for a suitable excuse for his lazy behavior.
Obviously, he is not a liar.
So, at this moment, his face was blushing, and his nervous fingers were shaking.
She was wearing a red dress, and her black high heels hit the floor, making a crisp sound.
Like coming to meet the sun. Her body is filled with the smell of lavender, which is particularly refreshing.
She is his governess.
The college entrance examination is approaching, and my studies have not improved. Mom hired a tutor for him.
When I first saw her, she was wearing a white dress.
In his impression, she seemed to be changing skirts of different colors every day.
There are blue, purple, pink, orange
She is a teacher in a junior high school. She looks young, with a ponytail. The face is fair and transparent.
The first time we met, I sneered at her.
Regardless of age, appearance or height, he is obviously superior.
But in just 40 minutes, he changed his mind.
As expected of a teacher profession, she perfectly interprets what a competent teacher is.
Mom is cooking in the kitchen.
The aroma of the food is looming.
The phone was thrown under the pillow. Make an appointment with your classmates for a while to form a team to eat chicken.
She got up and said sorry and went to the bathroom. This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I quickly picked up my mobile phone and wanted to say something to my classmates. I am too busy and I don¡¯t have time.
Just at the moment when you get the phone.
He heard the sound of the door opening.
A series of actions were abruptly terminated. Without a stage script, how to perform this scene well?
He dared not look up at her face.
However, she felt that there were thousands of rays of light shining on her body.
I had an idea.
He wrote it down on paper.
"lmissyou"
Because I wrote too fast and used too much force, I scratched long marks on the paper. like an extension of a straight line.
There were still drops of water on her hands. Drops on lettering, blurring black blobs of ink.
"Why did you write this?" she asked softly.
Picking up the paper on the table, he looked at it carefully.
Except for the rather ugly handwriting, there is nothing wrong with it.
"Oh? I wrote it when I was bored" he replied.
At the age of 18, he has just grown a beard around his mouth. Sentimental and ignorant. Even though I once had unreasonable thoughts about Banhua, but I just thought about it.??Go to the room where I once lived and look through the textbooks of that year. See the pieces of calculation paper.
He wrote "lmissyou" on the back
And there was an extra word behind it. written in yellow pencil.
"too"
Connected together is "lmissyoutoo"
Translated into Chinese.
I miss you too.
Finally, the tears were like a rushing river, and I couldn't control it no matter what.
And he can't find her anymore.
In a secluded small mountain village.
A female teacher is teaching English on the podium. She is wearing a red dress and black high heels.
There are no wooden boards here, so there is no crisp sound. Just dirty dirt.
A student stood up and asked tremblingly.
"Teacher, what does lmissyou mean?"
"Besides I miss you, there are" The female teacher turned her head and thought for a while. Look a little sad.
"What else?" The student asked curiously.
"It also means to miss you."
"oh¡"
The students seem to understand but not understand. But did not continue to ask.
"Why do you want to ask this, we haven't learned it yet?" the female teacher asked.
"Teacher, I saw that you write on paper every day. I was a little curious, so I asked."
"Is there?" She asked herself.
Open her teaching notes. It turns out that this sentence is written on every page.
Some unforgettable memories immediately filled my heart.
Many years ago, when she was a sophomore student. The family is not rich, and tuition fees are all based on part-time work and part-study. To get more part-time jobs. Students with a wide range of connections forged false identities. Is a junior high school teacher.
He is her student. In fact, there is not much difference in age.
Once, I saw him staring in the direction of the pillow, and at the same time saw the screen of the mobile phone protruding from under the pillow. I understand seven or eight points in my heart.
In order to give him time to be independent, she made an excuse to go to the bathroom.
Unexpectedly, his mother was also in the bathroom.
I am too embarrassed to stay in the living room too much. She immediately returned to the room. I just saw him holding his phone.
Think about how to criticize his wording.
Unexpectedly, when I walked to him, I saw that he had written a sentence.
"lmissyou"
That was the first boy she met wrote this sentence. Unavoidably a little spring heart rippling.
Later, I often saw this sentence on the calculation paper.
I know it was written especially for her. The girl's shyness made her unwilling to expose it.
?Know it well, keep calm.
But she secretly added a word "too" at the end.
After that, they never met again.
Many years later, she realized that lmissyou meant not only that I miss you, but also that I miss you.
She thought she had forgotten him.
It seems that he has never been forgotten. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com