Ten years later, I was working as a master mechanic in an auto repair shop.
I bought a house in this city, which is a kind of settlement.
Liu Yuemei still ran from east to west.
Tired, come back for a few days.
The child has grown to nine years old.
I have been raising him. He is a sunny little boy.
I named him Wang Tianci.
I will divide my monthly salary into three parts, one part is used to repay the mortgage, one part is used for living, and the other part is like a secret hidden in my heart. I transfer money to a fixed bank card every month.
I don't know the point of staying in this city. Perhaps waiting for a group of people, they will come back.
I walked every street, ten years is enough to change the appearance of a city.
Street lights in the dark night. There is no familiar figure from behind. The strange couple laughed and rubbed shoulders.
One day, on the way home.
Pickup a call.
"Hey, is it a monkey?"
"Yes Yes¡"
"I'm getting married. Can you come to my wedding?"
Xiaomi finally got married. I am really happy for him. His family is in the south of China. I took the train for three days and three nights. Feel the lingering drizzle of June in the south.
Traveling makes me forget a lot. But as the scenery gradually faded away from the car window, what I once thought would be forgotten filled my heart with incomparable clarity.
I think of Xiao Jing.
Think of the parting ten years ago.
Thinking of the moment when I lay on the hospital bed and opened my eyes, I was still alive, and my body was trembling extremely.
"Monkeymonkeymonkeyyou won't diemonkey"
"I'll get you out."
"Hold on to my hand, yes, remember, hold on to my hand."
These words and these pictures have been frozen in my brain for ten years.
Yes. I was rescued back then. Unexpectedly, it was a big cat. He had five percent burns from saving me. Shocking scars cover the face and neck.
After he woke up, my first sentence was.
"Why save me?"
"Monkey, we are best friends. I heard what you and Xiaojing saidThank you for fulfilling my love." His words were sincere. I hugged him tremblingly.
I still remember seeing Xiaojing in the ward. She was crying so hard.
I said, I'm sorry, I killed the big cat.
She remained silent.
"You and him must be happy."
She looked up at me with empty eyes.
If the dormitory fire hadn't happened I have a lot to say to her, yes, there is no need to say it now.
I turned my back and left. Her cries grew louder.
Only at that moment, the heart-piercing pain swept through the whole body again.
I can't look back, I gritted my teeth and walked out of the door of the ward firmly. I can only cry aloud where no one can see.
Because an injury in the dormitory is a work-related injury. The factory department fired him after paying him money. Just before the Spring Festival, he and Xiaojing went back to their hometown.
No more contact.
Xiaomi didn't come back after returning home that winter. I am alone. I accompanied Liu Yuemei after giving birth.
Many years later, I still use that number. I'm still where I was. Because I always feel that these people will come back sooner or later. I'm afraid they won't find me.
Xiaomi went to pick me up at the train station.
He opened a barber shop in his hometown town.
He has grown a beard. It got darker a lot. When you see me, you have a smile on your face.
"Hey, Monkey. Here you come." He patted me on the shoulder.
"Well. Long time no see." I almost burst into tears.
"Thank you for coming to my wedding."
"You're welcome, what are these doing?"
I got into his electric tricycle. It was drizzling.
The road is full of potholes.
"I thought you had forgotten about me" Xiaomi said.
"How is that possible?"
"The three of us are still the latest to get married."
"Oh. I don't know how the big cat is doing now?"
&nb?If the fire incident hadn¡¯t happened, would we have been together¡¡±
I hold back the tears that are about to flow.
I always stubbornly think that what happened when I was young will become insignificant as the years grow. But still meaningful.
"I don't know." I shirk the answer to this question.
"Thank you for the money you sent us for so many years. Don't send it again. We haven't touched a single cent of your money." She took out the card from her bag and handed it to me.
I didn't answer, she forced it to me and ran away.
It was an unpleasant meeting.
I have thought about meeting the scene countless times, but I didn't expect it to be the most common greeting.
Whether she is doing well or not seems to have nothing to do with me.
She was just the person I was most concerned about when I was young. She let me experience the growth of love and hate.
If there hadn't been a fire incident at the beginning, yes, I would definitely take her away. Now that I think about it, I finally understand that not all love will have results.
Marriage is not because of love.
Later, Xiaojing wrote me an email.
"Monkey, on the way to Xiaomi's wedding, I thought about the scene of meeting you a lot. Will I cry, and will I tell you my heartfelt feelings uncontrollably? Fortunately, we are all mature. At the beginning, I felt hard It turned out to be just an episode of youth. I have been with the big cat for ten years. He has changed a lot. He is very good to me. I don¡¯t dislike the scars on his face, and even think it is a gift from God. Because I finally understand What is love. What I love for you is not love for you, but for the ineffectiveness of the big cat. Because the big cat is too cowardly. The person I like should be like a hero with courage and responsibility. That fire incident made me see another A big cat. He acts bravely and does not care about himself. We are not suitable. Because we are too similar. We are like elves hiding in the dark, hoping to illuminate the world with a ray of light. I wish you happiness and accompany me in the most beautiful time. And Big cat and I have worked hard for ten years and finally have our own child, who will be born in March next year."
Read this email. It was three o'clock in the morning, but I couldn't fall asleep anyway. toss and turn.
I went to the child's room and saw him kick the quilt on the ground. He picked up the quilt from the ground and covered him again. He was sound asleep, snoring lightly. He looks very much like Liu Yuemei.
"Let's get married." I sent a message to Liu Yuemei.
There is no reply for a long time.
She must have fallen asleep.
I decided to wake up the next day and find her.
Miss our youth
Can laugh and scold each other
The girl who loves to laugh
the girl i like
She never passed my door again
I am so poor that only dreams are left
A little dream
Rusty
damp
? Rebellion rolls with blood
Enchanting woman with makeup
? Contest in the adult world
see through
don't want to tell
Conquer the sorrow of the world
? Sorrow permeated with lovesickness
So I understand
lay down
Accommodate
tolerance
understand
respect
Woke up in the middle of the night many years later. I don't feel sorry to find that the woman lying next to me is not the woman I love the most.
Life is inherently wandering between gains and losses.
I am not afraid of losing more.
Because I cherish what I have so much.
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