I sent her back to the dormitory, her tone was always sad and desolate.
In the end I didn't have the courage to say it out, I obviously didn't love him, why didn't I leave him?
My heart fluttered with her emotions, and there was a momentary impulse. I wanted to take her away, the farther the better. Get away from all filth.
I am not God, nor an angel.
Where can I take her. Unlike me, she has no parents, no family and friends.
At the moment when I returned to the dormitory and saw the big cat, I couldn't control my emotional outburst.
Even though the big cat does not have a nonchalant expression, he also has a sad expression. I still rushed up and gave him a heavy punch.
He looked at me in surprise.
"You took Xiao Jing's jeans?" I asked.
"yes."
"And her mobile phone, all the money, and then leave her alone in the mall?" I was furious.
"yes."
My teeth itch with anger. Both hands gripped his collar tightly. His Adam's apple quivered. But there was no resistance at all.
"Why?"
"I wonder who she will call for help? I just didn't expectit would be youmy best friend"
"So what if we know? We didn't do anything sorry for you."
"Monkey, stop fooling yourself"
"big cat¡"
"All explanations are futile," he interrupted me.
He cried.
He really loves Xiaojing.
"Xiao Jingis a kind girl. She is so kind. So, I am very afraid of losing her. When I was with her, my parents disagreed ten thousand times. Because she can't have children, she is not a virgin. All of these It doesn't affect my love for her. Although, sometimes I'm stingy and stingy. I just want to save more money and marry her in a good manner. But, she has changed. She has become scared to me. She no longer obeys me. Monkey , are you in love with Xiaojing?"
"NonoI didn't." I retorted with a guilty conscience.
I let go of my grip on his collar.
"Big cat, treat her well." I said.
After saying this, I left.
Xiaomi was not in the dormitory that day.
He went to the Internet cafe.
So, when he found out the reason why I almost got into a fight with the big cat the next day, he immediately found me.
"MonkeyI have advised you a long time ago, and Xiaojing can do it on its own."
"She and I are innocent."
"I believe you are innocent. But if the big cat doesn't believe it, it means that people all over the world don't believe it. You shouldn't be a stumbling block in their relationship. They will not be happy in the future."
"Then what do I have to do to be a gentleman. I ignore her calls for help. Or leave as if she didn't see her when she was in deep trouble"
"Monkey I don't know how to persuade you? I don't want to see you stop dating because of a woman. There are many girls who are better than Xiaojing in the world The first time I saw her, I felt that this girl is not good. .Look, it made our dormitory a mess"
I don't want to hear his ramblings.
His position is clear and straightforward. They all think that I got involved in the love affair between Xiaojing and Big Cat.
That day, I thought a lot.
The winter sun is shining warmly on my body. People on the street walked leisurely.
If Xiaojing and I are destined not to be able to start a relationship. Why not kill it early in germination?
It's a cruel thought.
Xiaojing was the first woman I ever loved. I want to have her, but more importantly, I want her to be happy.
I hid in a corner where no one was smoking.
When the sun was about to set, I sent a message to He Meiling.
"Let's live together."
This is a very explicit statement. I don't know if she will agree. Cohabitation means a commitment. I will marry her.
She didn't reply me.
I went to find Liu Yuemei.
I told her that I plan to live with He Meiling.
She showed a look of surprise.
"So fast?"
"yes."
"He Meiling is a very traditional girl"
"I will give her the future."
"What made you decide to marry her."
"I love her."
"What a nice joke. Monkey, when did you ever love her"
She always sees right through me. I was silent. The moonlight is not beautiful.
The notification tone of the message came out from the mobile phone.
He Meiling replied, yes.
I turned off the phone indifferently. There is no ups and downs in the heart. I feel that my heart is numb to be cold and heartless.
"In a few days, I'm going to quit my job," she said.
"where to?"
"Not sure yet."
"Will it be far from here?"
"I don't know." She frowned.
"You have to be well alone. I may not be able to go with you. I just want to stay with one person right now and not go anywhere. Have children."
"Have children? Monkey, you can say that too? Is it funny how serious you look?"
"I've been wandering outside for so long, I'm tired. In fact, I haven't gained anything these years. Before, I thought that as long as I followed you, you were still in my sight. I had a goal to fight for. Later, I figured out We have never been in the same world. You have your life trajectory, and I have mine. Binding each other, no one will be happy."
"Liu Yuemei, if you tell me, maybe you won't believe it. I fell in love with a girl. Every moment I was with her, I felt boundless happiness. But we can't be together. Maybe I'm too cowardly. I want to wait I'm married, everything will be fine, and I'll forget about her."
"who is she?"
"You don't know. A kind and beautiful girl."
"Are you as beautiful as me?"
"No."
"Am I kind?"
"You used to be kind, but now your heart has been blurred by dirty objects"
"I can fight for her," I went on.
"Is she He Meiling?"
"No. I won't tell you the name. She is the best part of my memory. It will be the last and first time I will share her story with you."
She wrapped her coat tightly in the night.
Maybe it's because of the cold weather. Her body was shaking all the time.
I took off my coat and draped it over her shoulders.
"Will you move to live in our secret garden?" she asked.
"No. I'll look for a house tomorrow."
"Do you know how to use a condom, kid? Don't make people's stomachs bigger, it's not easy to do business." She teased.
"This" I scratched the back of my head shyly.
"Monkey, I sincerely advise you. If this relationship makes you very reluctant, don't do it. Because it will not only harm the other party, but also yourself? I don't want you to wake up in the middle of the night after many years and find out The woman lying next to you is just someone you marry for the sake of getting married, not a woman you love with all your affection I hope you are happy. At least, you are happier than me." (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel .com