When I returned the suitcase to Xiao Jing, sparks of emotion flashed in her eyes.
I became shy and uneasy.
"Thank you," she said.
"Easy to do."
I lay in bed and recuperated throughout the Spring Festival holiday. It was a sweet and sad day.
Liu Yuemei came to see me with big bags and small bags.
"If you come to see me, just look at me, why do you bring so many things?"
She put things on the table. Sit down next to me.
With a serious face.
"Be honest, did you get into a fight with someone?"
"NonoI swear."
"That good person, why is his whole body full of injuries."
"Did you drive a motorcycle into the gutter?" In front of her, I don't want to mention Xiaojing.
"You, you, let me tell you what's good about you?"
She was blaming me while peeling the oranges.
"It is estimated that this injury will not heal in ten and a half months." She said.
"How can I be so delicate?"
"Monkey, did I frighten you by confessing my love that day?"
"NonoI just go for a ride on a motorcycle out of boredom, and thenthen"
"I broke up with my boyfriend" she said casually. Pass me the peeled orange in your hand.
"It won't be because of me."
"How is it possible? Brother, you take yourself too seriously. Playing with themI'm tired." She sighed. His tone remained calm.
"That three-hundred-pound man" I laughed.
"Let me tell you a few jokes. OK?"
"good."
"Once, I went rafting with him. Halfway, I didn't control the direction well, and the boat capsized. We fell into the water together. Although the water was not deep. He swam ashore alone, but left me in the water Later, I asked him, why did you swim ashore alone despite my life and death when you obviously knew how to swim? Guess what he answered."
"He said, I went to the staff to rescue you. I am too big to support the weight of the two of us. But the staff is obviously next to me. Do you think it's funny?"
"Another time. He took me for a drive. Ended up rear-ending another car. He said to get a friend to deal with it, and he left me alone. Arguing with the bearded guy. It was hilariousme alone How did the woman handle it well Until the end, he didn't show up. Later I asked him why. He said he had been waiting for a friend It's strange to believe his words"
That day, she said a lot to me.
Behind every glamorous photo in her circle of friends is an indescribable pain.
"Monkey, I have traveled to many places. I have made many rich boyfriends. Yes, they can give me a lot of material needs. But the only thing they can't give me is care and love."
Her fingernails are painted bright red.
The bag she carries is a limited edition worldwide.
The clothes she wears are foreign famous brands that I have never heard of.
Her high heels slammed on the ground.
"Monkey, I'm getting nostalgic. That's a bad sign."
"There was nothing good in the past. There was no food or clothing. The poor were in a mess. Your ideal is to change the fate of poverty." I said.
"Yeah. When I was young, I was really poor. I never wore new clothes. I always wore old clothes given by others. I didn't even have pocket money. In summer, a popsicle for fifty cents can make us happy all day."
"The road in my hometown is always full of potholes. When it rains, it's full of dirty mud. We went barefoot to catch frogs." I said.
"At that time, I hoped to grow up quickly and get out of this poor place as soon as possible. I want to have a lot of new clothes and eat delicious food from all over the world. Don't worry about an acre of three-point land all day long. Don't worry about how many Dime bargains with the aunt in the vegetable market."
"Now, you have achieved everything."
"But I lost more things."
"for example."
"Happiness and love."
I don't want to see her depressed. He pointed to the bed near the door with his finger.
"The person sleeping on that bed is called Xiaomi. I mentioned it to you. He likes you very much."
She looked towards the bed.
"His biggest dream is to marry a beautiful wife back home."
"It's beautiful but it can't be eaten."
"He said that you look like Athena Chu when you smile."
"Why. Do you want me to marry him?"
"I just want to tell you that you are not pitiful. Because there are many people like you in this world besides yourself."
"You boy, when did you learn chicken soup for the soul?" She smiled.
"Liu Yuemei, no matter at any time, we are still best friends."
"That's all?"
"Yes, that's all."
She punched me with tears in her eyes.
"It hurts. It hurtsit hurts" I yelled.
"Monkey, you can eat a little fatter. It's more handsome."
"real or fake?"
"real."
Working in a factory is not easy. As long as there is a way out, he will not rely on selling his physical strength in exchange for a meager salary.
A common problem among colleagues is homesickness. The short reunion during the Spring Festival made the parting even more sad.
Xiaomi cried when he came the first day.
He said, my mother has been sending me to the station, and the car has been driven a long way. When I looked back, she was still standing there. He kept waving to me.
"Hey, I have been working for a few years, and I have some savings in my hands. I will go home to start a small business and guard an acre of land. I will support my parents until the end of their lives. They have suffered all their lives, and let them enjoy themselves."
The big cat sat on the bed and remained silent.
"Hey, Xiaomi." I said.
"Hmm. What's the matter?"
"A few days ago, I met Liu Yuemei. I told her that you like her very much."
"And then?" He wiped away the tears of missing his parents, rushed to me, and asked eagerly.
"She said thank you for your love. She will remember you."
"What is this? Could it be that I was rejected before I confessed to my face" He lay down on the bed in disappointment. He stared blankly at the bed board.
"Don't be discouraged, keep working hard. She said she will remember you. It's already a good start" I comforted. I don't know if this is a white lie.
"Big cat, why are you unhappy?" I asked.
"I've been so miserable this fucking year"
"Money was stolen?"
"That's not true."
"What's the matter?"
"I originally agreed with Xiaojing to discuss marriage after the New Year. Our family even prepared the bride price She escaped from home in the third year of junior high I don't know if she has other ideas"
"Oh oh" I felt a little guilty. Because I know about Xiaojing's escape.
"If you don't marry me, let's see who will want her in my hometown." The more the big cat said, the more angry he became.
It made me sad to hear this.
How could such a good girl like her not be wanted anymore.
"She what happened to her?"
"Her ovaries were injured. She has not menstruated until now. It is possible that she will not be able to have children for the rest of her life."
These words came like a bolt from the blue.
I know the weight of this sentence. A woman can't have children, can't carry on a family How hard is it going to be? Finally understood the reason why she had to marry Big Cat.
"Why not go to treatment?"
"It can't be cured. The best time for treatment has been missed."
"Because there is no money?"
"Maybe. It's more of a family scandal."
"Family ugly?" I was even more puzzled.
"At the age of 13, she was raped by an old bachelor in the countryside Her uterus and ovaries were destroyed It was a sensation at the time. When she was brought home by her parents, her vagina was still bleeding. Or else She is so beautiful, why did she fall in love with me My family is too poor If she didn't have this period of history, there must be a lot of people who went to her house to propose marriage. How could it be my turn The rural people are backward in thinking and cannot have children. The woman was sentenced to death. I don't dislike her. I was stunned by her beautiful face when I saw her for the first time So what if we can't have children? We can adopt. We can test-tube babies. But, since the two of us made an appointment to come together City job. She's changed. I know I'm not good enough for her."
Listen to the narrative of the big cat. My body was as weak as it was paralyzed. Xiaojing's smiling face and rebellious eyes kept dangling in front of my eyes.
I clenched my fists, trying not to echo the pain.
The beating melody of the heart seemed to be cut off by a dagger.
The blood flowed faster and faster.
Countless straight lines shoot out from the brain, they go to the same place, linking love and hate, hope and pain. The sadness of rebirth and despair is bleak.
I can no longer make a sound.
Because I think the world is too unfair.
She said, monkey, if I could get to know you earlier, I wouldn't be so sad? But there is no such thing as meeting each other late in life?
What I always understood was that she wanted to know me before the big cats. But the real meaning was before she was 13 years old. The best time of her life.
Did she just want to tell me the truth that day? And I have no patience to wait?
"Monkey, what's wrong with you?" Xiaomi asked.
"Nonothe wound may be inflamedit hurts too much, I can't bear it" I replied in a low voice. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com)Several straight lines shoot out from the brain, they go to the same place, linking love and hate, hope and pain. The sadness of rebirth and despair is bleak.
I can no longer make a sound.
Because I think the world is too unfair.
She said, monkey, if I could get to know you earlier, I wouldn't be so sad? But there is no such thing as meeting each other late in life?
What I always understood was that she wanted to know me before the big cats. But the real meaning was before she was 13 years old. The best time of her life.
Did she just want to tell me the truth that day? And I have no patience to wait?
"Monkey, what's wrong with you?" Xiaomi asked.
"Nonothe wound may be inflamedit hurts too much, I can't bear it" I replied in a low voice. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com