Liu Li packed the last items left in the factory department in the storage room.
People often say that when you see things, you think about them.
I didn't understand it before and felt sensational. Now I finally feel it.
She hated her impulsiveness. If time could be turned back, she would rather keep Xiaowen in the dark forever. And don't take it upon yourself to let her know the truth.
She died. Never come back.
How long will it take for this pain to heal. How long will it take to relax
Hold on to the door of the storage room. Heartbroken and unable to breathe.
Each person has a locker for storing items.
The moment Liu Li opened the cabinet door. I saw a neatly stacked letter paper.
She unfolded the letter paper curiously.
Familiar words.
It was a letter written by Xiaowen to her.
Li:
sorry.
I left without saying hello to you. Would you blame me? I wanted to see you. But I'm afraid I can't make up my mind.
I am not afraid of being scolded by others, and I don't care about public opinion. I once thought that the most beautiful love was wrapped in a dirty shell.
Because of being too confident in myself. I thought he couldn't leave me. It turned out that I couldn't live without him.
You exposed the lie for me. I should thank you. But at the moment when I knew the truth, how I wished that I would always be a child deceived by lies like a long dream. I finally woke up. But the people who accompanied me disappearedI was confused and stuck. Like a child running through the fogno one to show me the way. I can only run desperately alone, keep running where is the end point?
Liu Qinsheng wants to make a clean break with me.
He still chose to return to his family.
Promising that I will be together for the rest of my life is just a dream weaved by my wishful thinking. Is he too cowardly, or am I not brave enough? I watched the man I loved so much burst into tears.
He said, I will not have any intersection with you in the future.
He said, I cannot abandon my wife and children.
He said, I'm sorry, it's good for you and me to separate. You are still young. I'm already old. I can't afford to lose again
He said, you'll find the best
Is this the last message to break up?
Maybe I will forget about him.
I am still young. Youth is capital.
As beautiful as I am, I can definitely find someone better than him. But people are cheap, the more they can't get, the more they want to get it. After breaking up with him. I regret. At that moment, I realized how much I love him.
I don't want to lose him at all. I feel that I will go crazy and collapse at any time.
And I still have his child in my belly. It's been three months. I love kids, really.
Imagine him growing up. Does he look like me or does he look like him. But he never had the chance to come to this world again
I finally understand how you once waited for someone in the supermarket for a day.
So anxious.
Liu Qinsheng always avoids me. He doesn't want to come to see me, but I want to see him. I text him every day.
I told him that if I didn't see him, I would die.
I really will die.
He didn't come after all. No information at all.
Want to call you. But I'm afraid of letting you see me at my most vulnerable
You will always be my dearest friend. I don't know what to write. It's a bit incoherent.
Also, you must be happy.
Xiaowen's final pen
Liu Li clutched the paper tightly. Tears flowed down silently. Memories are the most torturous things.
"My name is Xiaowen, what's your name?"
"The white sneakers I bought how about it, they look good."
"Liu Li, I'm going to eat"
"Liu Li, why are you so smart?"
"Is there any activity after get off work. Go to my house, my mother cooked a lot of dishes today"
"Do you know what my ideal is? To marry a rich manhaha, I lied to you"
"Li, I forgive you"
Liu Li suddenly realized something. She frantically opened Xiaowen's locker.
Searching in a hurry.
Nothing. Just a torn piece of paper. Paint and change on top.
Qin Sheng, I love you.
Qin Sheng, I hatep; Rehabilitation in the hospital for more than half a year. Slowly recovered physically. Mom packed her bags and prepared to take her home.
"Mom, I'm not leaving. I want to stay," Liu Li said.
"No, it's too dangerous here, I can't let you get hurt anymore. Please understand my mother's heart." Mom said, shedding tears helplessly.
"No, I must stay, because I suddenly found that there are still many things to do. After I finish. I will definitely come backMom, let my daughter choose once"
The mother and daughter had a long talk.
"Mom, I have always wondered what kind of life to live so that my life will not be wasted. The glory and wealth are just passing by. These years, I have exhausted my energy in chasing fame and fortune. Why did I leave you? Because I don't want to live so tired anymore Before , I'm so tiredI'm so tired I can't breathe. I've been doing according to the standards you set. I'm afraid of failure, afraid of losing. Now, I want to be myself. Do what I like to do. It has nothing to do with fame and fortune. "
"Mom, trust me. I will definitely come back to you after I finish my work." Liu Li broke down in tears. Mom sighed sadly. Gently patted his daughter on the shoulder.
"When my daughter grows up, she won't be able to keep her anymorebut remember, home will always be the harbor of your soul"
Although my mother is still worried. But respect your daughter's decision.
Liu Li is still working in the Taiping Shengshi. Even being raped by the workshop director every day.
"Why can't you do anything well?"
"I've been here for so long. I should understand a little bit. Why do I still make common sense mistakes"
"Have you used your brain"
She is still smiling. Because one day in the future, she will meet some people unexpectedly. She wants to make up for what she did wrong back then.
? If you could go back in time, what would you do?
When I meet Xiaowen, I will tell her, Xiaowen, I will take you to the outside world to see, and you will understand that some love is too heavy for us to afford. Don't wait for love that doesn't give results
When I met Wen Lei, I would tell him, those things that made me cry, one day I will say it with a smile. Hey. You are a good boy. Let's be good friends.
Liu Li has been waiting.
until one day. She stood at the gate of the factory to sign for the delivery.
The sun is very good. The person taking the photo couldn't open their eyes.
At this time, someone came over.
"Sister, let me ask. Is this Taiping Shengshi Electronics Co., Ltd.?"
"Who do you call eldest sister?" Liu Li was furious. Looking up, a familiar face.
"You youwhat's your name" Liu Li's voice choked up.
"My name is Shi Wenlei. At the time of time, the famous Wen, the upright Lei, my mother hopes that I will cherish the time, be knowledgeable, and be upright What's your name"
"My name is Liuli"
"Does your mother hope that your figure is as graceful as a willow tree, and your personality is as fragrant as a jasmine flower
"Noyou're overthinking. My parents are serious farmers, they started blindly"