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midnight bell

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    Late at night.  Quiet.  A place that never stops.

    Feel bored with work and life.

    fell into a state of pessimism and disappointment.  Bewildered and wandering all the time.  If you don't know how to move forward, you will reduce suffering and reach the ideal shore faster.

    Sometimes, I envy the people around me.

    They only care about down-to-earth work.  There is very little psychological stress.  Make money to support your family, simple and happy.

    I am walking step by step.  How much happiness do you get?  Have you sighed helplessly, and have the courage to give up?

    I didn't feel tired.

    only¡­

    I don't want to embarrass myself

    I seldom pick up a pen and write on paper.  I passed by the study by chance, looking at the rows of books on the bookshelf, and the dust on the computer.  Heart suddenly tightened.

    Memory pieces.

    How long until May?

    Thinking about leaving a place has the power of nostalgia.  I feel more and more reluctant, but I am more and more eager for the day to come.

    Where will I go.

    Don't like to stay in one place for too long.  Tired feeling.

    I want to leave the contact information of many people.  Never speak out.  gradually forgotten.

    I have always had a bad memory.

    The sweet-scented osmanthus outside the window is not in full bloom.

    Can't attract butterflies.  Can't attract bees.  Living alone and monotonously.

    The sound of the machine running is loud.  Like being hidden in the mountains.

    The brain fell into a dull premonition.

    Can't hear the sound clearly, can't tell the direction.

    How nice it would be if you really stayed in an unfamiliar environment.  No one knows me, no one knows my past.  Spirit of the pure world.

    I often look up at the sky alone.  The joys and sorrows left behind in the world.  Prosperity.

    Everyone around is very busy.

    Come and go.

    It started to rain lightly.

    It's going down, it's going down, and the weather is getting cold.

    I don't know what makes me bored.  Even if you go to other places, you will gradually become familiar.

    But I like strange tastes.

    Will make me feel confident.

    Seeing the photos taken in Shanghai a long time ago seems like a lifetime away.  I can¡¯t remember which way I take every day, what breakfast I like to eat, and the shops I like to go to¡­

    The first job in Shanghai was in Zhabei District.  Close to Shanghai Railway Station.

    It is 11 traffic lights away from where I live.

    Go to work at half past eight.  Get off work at five.

    The masters who took me are all from Shanghai.

    At that time I was only 19 years old.

    They often joked to me, little girl, do you have a boyfriend, shall we introduce you?

    I, who had never seen the world, suddenly blushed.

    After only three months, I resigned.  Too far from where I live.

    A colleague once asked me to rent a house with her.  It's close to work.  But rent is expensive.  I politely declined.

    Continue to wander among the chaotic crowd in Shanghai.

    ?My favorite supermarket is RT-Mart.  There are many people there every day.  Located at a busy intersection.

    It takes more than half an hour to ride a bicycle.

    The place where I have lived the longest is Baoshan District, Shanghai.

    The prosperity of feasting and feasting.

    There are many high-rise buildings.

    The former rice fields have been turned into residential buildings.

    The traffic is in all directions.

    ?The longest job was as a finished product inspector for three and a half years.  Detection of street light switches.  Involving voltage, sensitivity.  Sensitivity to light.

    Later, due to the needs of the business development of the factory, he moved out of Shanghai.  I was forced to leave my original post.

    I once wanted to apply for a job in finished product testing.  Searching for mobile phones and intermediaries in every possible way, Wuxi does not do this at all.  Entered the textile industry.

    Is it cross-line?

    After the factory moved out of Shanghai, it went public.  With a ticker symbol.  The colleagues who walked with the factory department all bought the original stock.

    Those who do not leave Shanghai with the factory are not eligible to buy original shares.  You can get financial compensation.

    So, in front of stocks and money.  I still chose money.

    ? I gave up the job I was most familiar with.

    I came to Wuxi with that economic compensation.

    Buy a house and settle down.  End your wandering life.

    Go to Shanghai for many years?? Railway Station and Wuxi Railway Station.  After listening to Kunshan Station, Suzhou Station, and Wuxi Station countless times it finally became the end of the journey in 2016.

    do you know?  How willful I was before.

    Every time I go to the train station and find that I forgot to take my ID card, I will always push the problem on others.

    I know I have a bad memory

    Once, the train was delayed.  It was already midnight when we arrived in Shanghai.  I don't know if I can take the last subway.  Unexpectedly, as soon as I got to the ticket gate, the staff on duty immediately let me go, and kept urging me, hurry up, don¡¯t swipe your card, and pay for the ticket at the end, otherwise, it will be too late to get on the bus

    I was really moved by their words.

    Fortunately.

    Take the last subway.

    Do not go to work on Saturdays and Sundays.  I often ride a bicycle and hang out on the road alone.

    There are many newsstands in Shanghai.

    Not long after walking, there is a newsstand.

    Once when I bought a magazine, I was given a few extra copies of expired magazines by an old man.

    "Send it to you. Little girl. It's expired anyway!"

    I accepted it with a smile.

    In March, the weather is getting warmer and warmer.  The flowers and fruit trees on both sides of the road are about to bloom and release their fragrance.

    I have seen the scene of many car accidents.

    once feared blood and cried

    The Shanghai in my memory gradually became blurred.  That's where I first grew up.

    From 19 to 28 years old.

    From one person to two people.

    From the crowded Bund to the lonely and silent courtyard.

    Now, look back.  I don't feel tears dripping on the pillow.

    Time did not give me growth.

    However, I used up the last courage to take responsibility in the process of growing up.

    Don't mind my ignorance.

    Because I still insist on the beauty of human nature.

    That's all.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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