When I have used up all the materials around me, what else can I write?
I want to finish writing in light and pleasant words (wishful thinking). Later, I found that I couldn't continue writing, so I added the "I" part. Past and future interspersed.
It seems that I have used up all the plots that can be excavated. Not having a complete story structure drove me into despair.
If too much self-expression is brought into the work, it will inevitably result in a stereotyped style.
I feel that there is no difference in form between (wishful thinking) and (summer blown by the wind).
? It seems that I am still standing still when I write and write, without breaking free from my own limitations.
Blindly pursue speed. It made me lose the in-depth portrayal of the characters' personalities.
"Oh. I wrote another 3,000 words today." Self-satisfied. Like doing homework. Do not think about, polish, or polish the written part.
I write things over and over again.
Do not make drafts. Maybe I didn't know what to write when I wrote it. But as I wrote it, it might feel like it was coming, and then I tried my best to fill up 3,000 words. It's a little coping.
On the surface, it looks very hardworking. There are updates every day. But it did not improve the expressive ability of words. This is called pseudo-diligence.
And I always waste time on unnecessary plot narration.
Sometimes, actually, I'm not inspired. But I will force myself to keep writing. Then, everything written is nonsense.
(Summer Blown by the Wind) There is very little really good content. Too much moisture. Less gold content.
Some people write a work, it will take a long time. Only in this way can high-quality goods be produced. Perhaps, in a lifetime, only write one book. And I lack such patience. Creation is happiness for me.
? My hair feels longer. too long.
I remembered a very hypocritical sentence.
I will marry you when your hair reaches your waist.
I am not the heroine of this story. So I don't think my hair should grow so long.
It was a very remote barber shop. I rarely go to the hairdresser. At most twice a year. This is why I have long hair.
It is an elderly middle-aged woman.
She is tall. Very thin. Wearing a yellow sweater and a down jacket. The weather at nine o'clock in the morning. The sun has just risen. The fog has not dissipated.
There are actually many barbershops on the road. Why did you choose this one.
Probably think it is very secretive.
"Boss. I want to cut my hair short."
Hear my voice. She stood up from her seat.
Walk towards me step by step.
"How short should it be." She stroked my hair and asked.
"It's fine if you can tie it up."
She made a gesture on my head with her hand.
"Is it such a long line?"
"Hmm. OK."
"Do you usually wear your hair up or down"
"Tie it up." I replied without thinking.
After that, she didn't say anything.
Unlike some barber shops who will sell you various hairstyles when you get a haircut
For example, you will say that your hair is so long that it is suitable for curly hair
It looks good even straightened. look young
It can also be dyed
Chattering keeps you from being quiet.
She always made me feel special.
I thought to myself, I will visit this store next time.
Sometimes, no words are worth a thousand words. She said nothing. But it left a deep impression on me.
I've always had a let it go attitude with hair. Don't like short hair. Although short hair will be better taken care of. But I prefer long hair. Probably long hair can make me feel superior as a woman.
Tried many hairstyles. Finally back to nature. I still think the black local color looks good. No straightening or perming required. There is always a deliberately distorted affectation.
The notification tone of the message keeps coming out of the mobile phone.
"When will you come for consultation?"
"Are you free today?"
"Call me when you come"
A lot of questions about whether I should go to the city to consult the self-examination.
In the past two days, I have been searching the Internet for "self-examination." It takes up most of my time from morning till night.
Perhaps the idea at the time was very simple.
?Feel mediocre and want to get a diploma. Want to do what you love to do. life is notRuyi, don't want to accept fate, too young. Very impulsive.
But it turned out that I thought about it for two days. I have been shirking not to go because of laziness.
The urban area is too far away
It would be great if there was such a school nearby, I would definitely go there without saying a word
?From last year to this year, I have been to the urban area twice
In a hurry.
Fortunately, once during the day and once at night.
Anyway, the scenery is no different.
?Because I have stayed in Shanghai for five years. It's like liking someone for five years, but it will feel far-fetched to accept others.
If someone asks me which way do you go to work?
I definitely can't answer it.
"Have you been to Yaohan?"
"Where is Yaohan"
"Where is Zhongshan Road and Jiefang West Road?"
"have no idea."
"Then where do you buy things"
"There is a supermarket as soon as you leave the door. I went to the supermarket to buy"
"Where are the clothes and books?"
"Online shopping."
"Why don't you go out for a walk. I guess you don't even know the road in front of your house"
"Too lazy. Don't want to go out. A little more. No time."
"What about your time?"
"24 hours a day. 14 hours are spent at work. 2 hours are used for eating, bathing, and washing clothes, 2 hours are used for social media, and the remaining 6 hours are used for sleepingthe time is gone Where is it? This is the answer. I don't even have time to read bookshow can I have time to take a leisurely walk on the street"
Many people will ask where the time goes. Getting old before you know itand accomplishing nothing.
Want to understand the specific location picture of the city. It only takes a day. Perhaps, taking a bus at the gate can take you around the city.
I don't need to know these place names. Because they have no meaning in my life.
Just like my working place in Shanghai is Nanyunzao Road in Baoshan District. When I leave the city they will be buried deepest in memories. Become a dispensable period in life.
No one around me will ask me, do you know where Nanyunzao Road, Baoshan District, Shanghai is?
Have you been to any place in Shanghai?
Just like now I went to every Wuxi place name they mentioned. It can only prove that I know this place and I have been there, can I leave any deep imagination.
If I need to go to this place for errands. The Internet is so advanced now. Just type in keywords on Baidu, and the lines extending in all directions will be displayed on the screen of the mobile phone immediately.
Society is developing. Cities are constantly planning.
Last year it was called Beitang District, but this year it became Liangxi District.
Therefore, today is the name of the place, maybe it will change the name tomorrow.
Perhaps, I really know too little about this city
"Why did you come to Wuxi?" This is a question many people ask me.
Because of what?
?Because the house price is cheap, because there are few people, because it is quiet, and because it is far away from restlessness
There is only one final answer
Because of God's will.
There is no earth-shattering reason to come to a city, it's very simple.
?Because I wanted to come, so I came here (Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com