? Chapter 69 "If the Kingdom of Heaven Can Communicate Letters"
¡ª¡ªTo my tablemate in heaven
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The beautiful and quiet tablemate:
Hello.
? I was shocked to realize how fast time has passed after six years of separation! I can't believe it, it's been almost six years since you left us. Six full years are about to pass in a blink of an eye. While I am feeling the speed of time, I am also surprised that I am gradually forgetting you I am even more worried that the world is also forgetting you.
Heh, it is said that time is the panacea to heal all wounds. At first I vowed not to believe it, but it was not until November of the previous year that I recalled it with shame At the end of November in 2014, it was not exactly The moment you quietly leave?
Until 2020, when the time axis that flows like a river, "sudden time" entered 2020, until the sudden outbreak of the new crown pneumonia epidemic this year, so that countless people who originally planned to travel to the mountains and rivers could only stay at home bored and start to calm down Come on, when recalling all kinds of grotesque glorious years in the past, I suddenly remembered sadly how short the distance between 2019 and 2020 is!
If time can turn back mercifully then, can you survive the gloomy and cold winter of 2014, get rid of your inner demons, be reborn from Nirvana, and welcome the sunny spring of 2015 with confidence?
However, there are no ifs in this world! Parting always happens in a simple "goodbye". In fact, sometimes "goodbye", that is, the real never seeing each other. But the most decisive and painful farewell is the cruel distance between life and death.
?The year 2015 that you will never enter¡ª¡ª
It was the year of our college entrance examination, the year when we faced the first important change in our lives, and the year when we officially became adults
But you are absent! ! ! Missed the 2014 college entrance examination registration, missed the 2015 graduation ceremony, missed the 2015 college entrance examination missed all the good things that may happen in your life!
People in the past will be gradually forgotten This is a seemingly cruel but extremely real law. It's like the seat I couldn't reserve for you in the end, because there are still classmates who need a place to study; just like the winter of the first year you left, I will still be with my high school classmates who just entered the university I miss you, shed tears for youbut then what? Everyone follows their own life trajectories to face new trials and challenges, and as time goes by, you we can only helplessly forget because of the growing numbness of growth!
But I don't want to, do I?
I once wrote a sacrificial essay for you "Same Table at the Same Table" and a song poem "Eyes Charm¡¤Old Friend" for you. I still want to stick to writing, which I am fairly good at and prefer. way, to record you, to remember you, to leave your traces!
My mother once said, don't mention the dead too much, especially those who died early. In ordinary rural areas, such women are buried hastily, and they are not even mentioned by relatives or others. But I'm afraidI'm afraid that I will let myself and the world forget your existence!
Perhaps, your departure is still a heavy scar that those of us who know the inside don¡¯t want to remember; perhaps, with many truly outstanding menespecially with those heroes who died in line of duty on the front line of the epidemic In comparison, your end is nothing to mention, but I don't want to forget you! I don't want you to really drift in the vast ocean of time like a lonely boat, then drown, and finally disappear
Because I remember, you used to share some of your "remedies" with me when I suffered from insomnia due to the pressure of the college entrance examination
"It can't be realized, you should also get a dog! Since I got a dog, I can sleep soundly! I don't have insomnia anymore!"
"Eat tangerines, eat tangerines! This is an 'ugly monster', so sweet!"
"I'll send you the contact information of that Chinese medicine practitioner, you can try it."
I still remember your kindness to me, even if it¡¯s just a small daily thing, it¡¯s not so touching, but it¡¯s unforgettable for a lifetime and worth recalling! II really want to hear your soft voice again, and I really want to see your concentration every time you listen carefully in class.
At the same table, if heaven can communicate letters, I hope you can receive my greetings¡ª¡ª
Hello, I remember you, are you all right?
Your high school deskmate
? On March 16, 2020 (remember the website URL: www.hlnovel.com