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The blood was dragged from one space to another. Li Jinnian held the blood-stained knife tightly in his hand, and was splashed everywhere on his face, hands, and body. She looked at the fat corpse on the ground, panting violently, her mind was blank, there was nothing.
She killed.
After a while, her consciousness slowly gathered in her mind. Unlike the weird zombie-like man she met when she was crawling in the tunnel and whose head was smashed by her, she really killed people. Under the bright light, she held a knife and slashed out with each knife. It's all white flesh and scalding blood
However, she survived again, at least for now.
She collapsed on the ground all of a sudden, with a half-smile and half-cry expression on her face. She didn't even know how she did it. How dare she? She how dare she? How dare she kill? How dare you continue to live? Li Jinnian himself couldn't believe it.
She wanted to commit suicide at first, and she even thought that she had cut her throat neatly, but later she found that there was no pain, no blood, because she didn't cut it down, she thought she did it, but it didn't. Her hand didn't work, she wanted to commit suicide, but the hand holding the knife was shaking and froze there.
Why¡¡
Why¡¡
It's better to kill yourself than to be killed like a pig by others. Why is she still struggling? Obviously already scared to death, wishing to end this nightmare by dying, why don't you give up? Obviously there is no reason to live anymore. Is it because she is cowardly? Because she is a useless person, so she doesn't even have the courage to commit suicide?
At this time, she suddenly thought of the phrase she often saw: You are not even afraid of death, so what else is there to be afraid of? Is it because of this? No, she used to think that death was the most terrifying thing, but now she knows that people who say this to others are usually people who have never experienced the unbearable pain of other people's lives. There are many things that are more terrible than death; parents lose their sons, lovers lose their loved ones, and life is more painful than death. In her situation, death is already a relief, so what weight can bring her strength?
Is that because of anger? Yes.
Li Jinnian was angry, she felt a flame burning in fear, and it gradually swept her away. She was angry with fate for fooling her, angry with herself for trying so hard to survive, and ended up with one disaster after another. From the first day after waking up after the earthquake, I drank my own urine, my elbows and knees were all swollen, and I was willing to cut off a leg with a saw. I have struggled hard to survive until now, but not only can¡¯t go back, but I also have to be tortured by these people. Demon-like monsters trick to terrorize and kill.
After trying again but getting nothing, is she so not favored by the god of luck? All she asks is that hard work is rewarded.
She was very angry, and this anger brought her an unprecedented power of resistance, because it was already impossible to escape to protect herself, so she decided to kill Lan Fatty even if she died. But when she was about to hide behind the door and wait for the blue fat man to come in and attack him from behind, she found some kind of red liquid in the vat behind the door. She didn't know if it was syrup or wine, but there was a faint smell of blood ¡
Li Jinnian was shocked that at the last urgent and terrifying moment, she chose to pretend to be dead and sneak attack instead of the seemingly safer sneak attack behind the door, but obviously she was right. The blue fat man is much taller and stronger than her. If he slashed him on the back, he might bleed a little, but it would not be fatal. He immediately realized that the possibility of killing himself was very high; but she slashed on his knee. On the ground, he almost cut off one of his legs, depriving him of most of his reaction ability, so she won.
She won, so she survived again.
Li Jinnian turned his head and looked at the little boy at the door of the small cave behind him. The little boy's eyes fell on Iger's body, his numb and calm eyes seemed to tremble, and he looked at her in disbelief.
She thought she must be terrible now, her expression must be distorted and her eyes were crazy, she was holding a knife and covered in blood like a terrible murderer, so when she looked at him, he would suddenly kneel down in front of her , turning that expressionless numb face into a fragile and pitiful one, begging for mercy with tears in his trembling eyes: "I'm sorry I'm sorry, sister, please forgive me, I just don't want to die, my father just wanted to get the ticket for a few days I sold my mother to Fatty Lan before, and sold me to Fatty Lan because I was worried that the competition would be too fierce. I don¡¯t want to die, I want to live to avenge my mother"
The little boy looked very pitiful, but Li Jinnian was unmoved, she was not a very kind person, she was just a very ordinaryPeople who are so kind and not so evil, at least so far, have not discovered the spirit of self-sacrifice. So she won't forget what he did just because he was a child, shed a few tears and said a few words of apology. Of course, she couldn't do what she wanted to do to him, not only in terms of psychology, but also in terms of ability.
Seeing that Li Jinnian ignored him and had no intention of retaliating against him, the little boy stood up cautiously, as if he had guessed what she was thinking, and said, "Sister, do you want to escape? But there are people from the district chief outside, so there is no way to escape." out."
She knows without him telling, but hiding here is not an option. Sooner or later someone will come to Fatty Lan and find that he has been killed, and she will die as well. Li Jinnian felt annoyed and flustered. She killed Fatty Lan, but what was the use? To be honest, even without those people outside, she can't escape very far with only her right foot, so what is she doing? Why do you let yourself suffer like this all the time? Suddenly, she thought of something, paused, and looked at the little boy for a while.
The guards in the tunnel are still playing cards, but it's almost time for a shift change, which means that it's time to be tired and not interested, and only a few people who still have energy are discussing.
"The district chief will go out in person, so he can catch the smiling doctor."
"It's definitely possible. That smiling ghost should have died a long time ago, and our people dare to kidnap him. If it's a rule, he's dead."
"It seems that the wicked mother-in-law was also taken away by him?"
"Evil mother-in-law"
As they spoke, they saw the door of Fatty Blue's house open. Lan Fatty has several solid wooden doors, not only the gates, but even the doors of the inner cave are made of excessive wood, which can be said to be very enviable. He is also a sycophant. I don't know how much oil and water I ate to make myself so fat, it's disgusting. But he is a cook, and his cooking skills are very good. He controls their stomachs. The district chief also favors him, and even let him dig a cave next to his house. No matter how dissatisfied they are, they can only hold back.
What they saw was not the fat blue Iger, but the two "ingredients" he brought back.
The little boy helped the crippled woman who was dirtier than him to sit on the delivery truck that the blue fat man parked in front of his house, and then yelled into it, "Then I'll take her, Mr. Iger" , sat in the front seat, and yelled at them while starting the car: "Gentlemen, get out of the way, Mr. Iger asked me to take her to Biffin Street to find Lame Liu, don't get in the way."
The attitudes of the two were too frank, and there had never been a situation where "ingredients" could come out again after entering Iger's house before, so that a group of people were a little confused and subconsciously thought that it was the blue fat man who asked them to come out, especially The woman was still wearing the clothes of the fat blue man, which made people wonder, so even though it was a bit strange, she still got out of the way.
The little boy drove Li Jinnian in the fat man's blue car and drove past them. The people in the two rows stared at them and studied them.
Li Jinnian lowered his head, his palms were sweating from nervousness, and he faintly heard someone whispering dissatisfiedly: "Hasn't Fatty Lan been preparing dinner for a long time? All the ingredients have been released, what are you having for dinner?"
Fatty Blue's overly loose clothes hid the blood on her body, and the knife was hidden in the clothes, and she reached in with one hand and tightly grasped the handle of the knife. Her heart was beating like thunder, and she felt that the time of this journey was being lengthened every second. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com