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Chapter 50
At this moment, Wen Qian only felt that the stars all over the sky flashed strangely.
Originally, I heard him tell a bunch of good stories about my brothers and sisters, and it was extremely difficult to accept this reality. Now, I was thrown back to the beginning of chaos by this nonsensical sentence, and my head was instantly confused.
After thinking about it for a long time, Wen Qian realized that she was able to listen to his nonsense carefully here, probably because she was seriously ill.
"It's hard to understand, isn't it?" Chunshan smiled nonchalantly when he saw her reaction, "You understand when I say that - they can no longer feel my existence, and even the memories of being with me are gone. there is none left.
"They are deliberately forgetting me, or he is deliberately forgetting me."
Wen Qian: "What's the reason?"
When she asked this sentence, Chun Shan's eyes darkened rarely.
"I have no idea."
He seemed to be sighing, but also seemed to be wondering. He shook his hand carrying the lantern slightly, and looked up at the stars that were close to each other but alienated from each other. "Probably, I am no longer needed by him."
"I was created when he was most helpless, to protect his shadow. And when he has a sister, a colleague, and a stable life, there is no need for 'Chunshan' to exist."
She tried to stand in his position, thinking imaginatively: "Yan Changhan He, didn't he tell you before? Did he forget you for no reason?"
"I don't remember either." Chunshan shook his head truthfully, "That was before he came to XuzhouHe and his sister chatted and talked all day long, which was no different from before, but whenever I was talking next to them, they seemed to be the same. See the same.
"I'm like a completely invisible personeven I doubt whether I really exist."
He suddenly asked: "Have you ever tasted the taste of being forgotten?"
Wen Qian was taken aback for a moment, then frowned.
In the first half of my life when I have memories, it seems that they are all colorful colors. The so-called not being cared about by others, the so-called not being remembered by others, can only be guessed from other people's mouths.
Thinking about it this way, I felt a little pitiful for Yang Jin who talked about his past lightly that day.
"In the beginning, I just broke the vase, messed up the room, and filled the table with words asking him, but it didn't help. His memory seemed to evaporate from the world. When he saw those things, he was just at a loss. There is no doubt.
"So later, I tried to make a bigger commotion. I cut my fingers, amputated my arms, killed people, and left my name all over the city" Chun Shan smiled a little sadly, "As a guard in Jinyi, I thought With his many years of experience in handling cases, he will always notice me."
For some reason, Wen Qian suddenly thought of Yang Jin's words.
¡ª¡ª "Do you feel that he looks like afraid of being forgotten by someone."
"But he gave me less and less time." Although no one responded, Chunshan continued on his own, as if he wanted to pour out many things that had been deposited in his heart, "At first I could sleep with him. However, in recent years, even after he fell asleep, it is difficult for me to reappear, and Chang Han's will has gradually surpassed mine"
He subconsciously understood that one day, he would completely disappear from this world.
"Why." He couldn't help tightening his hand holding the lantern, and muttered to himself, "Obviously we have been together, we have clearly agreed, he is me, and I am him, whywhy does he remember his sister? , but don't remember me"
Although Wen Qian couldn't experience what he described, thinking about it in another direction, eternal sleep is about the same as death. No one would sit and wait for death, not even a soul sharing a body. Therefore, the only thing he can do is to strike first.
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"That's right." Chun Shan, who was still skeptical about his life just now, had a serious look in his eyes, and the hesitation on his face was inadvertently disappeared. He raised his head, "That's why I killed them."
The moment the voice fell, Chun Shan clasped his fingers into claws, as if suddenly impulsive, and suddenly grabbed Wen Qian's throat.
Fortunately, dealing with this kind of half-mad but not stupid person, she had already understood it from Yun Zuzong before, and she certainly wouldn't think that the other party just wanted to chat with her about family affairs and discuss life. to avoid.
Although her skills were steady, she was no match for Chun Shan, a burglar who made his fortune with lightness kung fu. After dodging a few moves, she obviously felt strenuous.Chunshan's move, but in the blink of an eye, his figure suddenly flashed, flying towards him at an imperceptible speed.
For the first time in his life, he realized what it means to be "dazzled".
Yang Jin has practiced martial arts since he was a child, and his hearing has become more and more perfect through more than ten years of training and Jin Yiwei's professional listening skills. It is not difficult to block this knife by instinct alone, but what he did not expect is that Chunshan actually It was for Wen Qian!
His footsteps turned suddenly while he was going straight at high speed. When the tip of the dagger came towards him, Yang Jin had no choice but to instinctively move his legs.
In the air, there was the sound of flesh being cut by a knife blade, and Wen Qian saw the gushing blood the moment the candle on the ground burned out.
And Chunshan looked at Yang Jin's expression at this moment, as if saying: I knew you would block the knife for her.
He was taken aback for a moment.
There was a plausible smile on Chun Shan's lips, and he passed by him calmly, jumping out of the wall with his extremely fast qinggong.
Wen Qian didn't even have time to look at his injuries, and immediately realized: "He's going out of town!"
Yang Jin covered the wound on his arm, and felt redundant after a while, the wound was not deep, so he simply let it continue to bleed, and only hurriedly said, "Take care of yourself."
"It doesn't matter to me." Wen Qian glanced at the redness on his shoulders, and hurriedly said, "Go quickly."
"Um."
The city gate, which had been closed for two days, was slowly opened in the early morning of the third day.
A body of guards in golden clothes with long body armor in navy blue came out in a file. Chun Shan's lightness kung fu was unrivaled in the world. Even Yang Jin could barely discern the direction he was going, and everyone could only follow along. Look for traces of horseshoes along the outskirts.
In November, before dawn, it is said that Jin Yiwei and the Yamen dispatched a total of fifty or sixty people, digging three feet to search the surrounding hillsides and dense forests.
There was no gain for an entire hour, and many people began to wonder if he had left Xuzhou.
Until dawn broke, when the first morning light came down from the overlapping thick clouds, someone found him in the depths of the forest.
He knelt facing east, facing the direction of the rising sun, with all the daggers in his heart, his eyes were still open, and there was a satisfied smile on the corners of his tightly closed lips.
After spending two years in the endless darkness, now he can finally catch a glimpse of Xiwei.
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? This two-year-long snitch case finally came to an end with Jin Yiwei's guards from thousands of households stealing themselves.
Although outsiders don't quite understand, Lord Yan, who usually hates Chunshan so much that he gnashes his teeth, doesn't look like someone who knows how to break the law. Undoubtedly, he quickly wrote a note and reported it to Beijing without stopping, and then ordered the government to close the case quickly.
Amidst the heated discussion, Chunshan's arrest warrants were torn off the bulletin board one by one by the slaves.
Many traces gradually fade with the passage of time. In a few years, both Chun Shan and Yan Changhan will be reduced to the dust of the past in the busy world.
Since Chen Yun was taken away by Shi Baichuan that day, she was released after a few days. She still returned to her small courtyard, singing and dancing crazily all day long, dutifully making Qian's daughter-in-law very angry.
When Yang Jin went to see her, she was sitting on the bed teasing the child, holding a cloth tiger that she got from nowhere, babbling and shaking.
"Baby, look what is this?"
"Daddy"
"No, this is not Daddy."
"Daddy"
Yang Jin carefully inspected this simple and dilapidated hut for the second time, and it was the same as last time, small, ordinary, and leaky from all sides.
But the difference is that it has some human touch.
On the extra teacups and benches around, he could vaguely see the unsmiling man sitting among them, holding a child with similar eyebrows and eyes in his arms, and then teaching him over and over again with a gentle expression.
"This is a tiger a tiger that can eat people"
"Aww"
Yang Jin withdrew his gaze, saw the baby who was almost one year old naively grabbing the tiger in her hand, and blurted out: "Does the child have a name?"
There was such a question, which was purely casual, so Yang Jin didn't think she would answer it properly.
But at this moment, the crazy woman seemed to have returned to normal in an instant, and said naturally: "Yes."
He was startled for a moment, then heard her look at the child again, and said clearly: "His name is 'Chun Shan'." (Remember the website website: www.hlnovel.com)?. "(Remember this site URL: www.hlnovel.com