It's not that he doesn't believe in Shen Zhichu, but he doesn't believe that he can fall in love with Shen Zhichu. When he cared about Shen Zhichu, he chose to ignore that concern.
Until now, Li Jingshen also knew that even if he didn't have lung cancer, it would be impossible to influence Shen Zhichu in his whole life.
If it were him, if he was treated like this, he would have killed him long ago. He himself can't stand someone like him, so how could Shen Zhichu accept it?
Just like what Shen Zhichu said back then.
¡ª¡ª"I just treated him the way he treated me at the beginning, and he couldn't bear it so quickly."
Not all sorry can be exchanged for forgiveness, and not all injuries can be healed.
"Shen Zhichu, do you know why I tested the Bai family in this way?"
When listening to Li Jingshen talking about where to go to relax, Shen Zhichu felt that two shit flies flew into his ears, which were noisy and disgusting. Now he suddenly changed the subject, his face still had a serious "businesslike" look, and his tone was also serious.
"I didn't cut off your brother Shen Xiuli's hand back then." After saying this, Li Jingshen stared closely at Shen Zhichu's face.
Surprisingly, there was no extra expression on her face, and she didn't even blink her eyes.
There was no sarcasm, no doubt, and no mention of past hatred, so calm that it was unexpected.
"I know you didn't cut it."
Li Jingshen's pupils shrank: "Why do you know?"
"Becauseyou said at the time that you didn't do it, and you didn't cut off Shen Xiuli's hand."
At that time, she hated Li Jingshen so much. Li Jingshen forced her family into bankruptcy, indirectly caused her father to commit suicide by jumping off a building, and threatened her with Shen Xiuli.
After Shen Xiuli's right hand was chopped off, she once suspected that Li Jingshen did it.
Because Li Jingshen's most common method of threatening her is to use Shen Xiuli to threaten her.
He knew her weakness, knew that she cared about her relatives, even if those people treated her badly, she was still single-minded. The words that Shen Changnan jumped off the building and made her look at her brother carefully became the rope that strangled her neck.
In the situation where he hated Li Jingshen extremely, and he often threatened her with Shen Xiuli, there were so many suspicious factors, but when Li Jingshen said that he didn't cut off Shen Xiuli's hand, she still believed it.
Did she still love him at that time?
no.
She just knew Li Jingshen, and he did it. He didn't bother to use Shen Xiuli's hand to deceive her. It couldn't be easier for him to cut off Shen Xiuli's hand.
Now Li Jingshen became quiet. He thought that Shen Zhichu divorced him because he believed that Shen Xiuli's hand was chopped off by him, so he went to the divorce court with him. So no
Obviously Shen Zhichu believed in him, but he couldn't be happy at all. He only knew that Shen Zhichu's heart for him had been ashamed so early.
"Don't you want to know who chopped off Shen Xiuli's hand?"
"I don't care anymore. You used to call me cheap, and I was really cheap. I sold my freedom for such relatives." Shen Zhichu smiled softly, seeming a bit self-deprecating, and said lightly, "I almost lost it once I was betrayed. Do you think I still care about him? Even if someone hadn¡¯t chopped off his hand, I would have chopped it off with my own hands. Facts have proved that people can really quit gambling if their hands are chopped off.¡±
She treats Shen Xiuli just like she treats Li Jingshen. She is really tired of being the Holy Mother, so after her death, when a voice claiming to be a god appears, she will say that sentence.
Be a person who is indifferent, not bound by feelings, loves no one, and cares about no one.
There is always a big gap between the reality and what is said. There is a saying, the ideal is full, and the reality is very backbone.
But she can fall in love with Bai Qiujing, she doesn't regret it at all.
But she really didn't care about Shen Xiuli anymore. Even after she died, Shen Xiuli regretted and shed tears, but she would not choose to forgive.
The feeling of being betrayed by her relatives is very uncomfortable. When Shen Xiuli chose to leave her in an underground casino, he should be prepared for her "not going back".
The three words "I can't go back" not only refer to her person, but also her heart.
If you lose it, you can't go back, because those who have been lost are afraid of being lost a second time.
Li Jingshen's throat choked, and he said after a while: "Even if you don't want to know, I still have to say that Shen Xiuli's hand was chopped off by Bai Qiujing. When Bai Qiujing was still in my house, his name was Li Huaian. The bodyguard brought him up, and taught him how to beat people when he was three years old. His hands were stained with blood.Rarely, a person who has lived in the center of violence since childhood may have contracted violence himself. "
Li Jingshen didn't say these words to provoke her and Bai Qiujing, he just kept saying what he wanted to say.
"Look, he knew that Shen Xiuli was your real brother, but he still killed him. He directly cut off his right hand. If he lost blood, he would die."
Shen Xiuli's hands were made by Bai Qiujing back then? Shen Zhichu just frowned slightly and then let go.
Even if it was Bai Qiujing who did it in the first place, so what? (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com