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Chapter 313 Let me be a cold and heartless person in the next life

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    If it is said that she cannot disappear until the last person who remembers her forgets her, when will it be?

    Shen Zhichu looked at everything in front of him coldly in mid-air. It turns out that once a person dies, no matter how boiling his emotions were during his lifetime, his emotions will turn to calm.

    After Shen Zhichu died, she turned into a lonely soul. Before she was alive, she thought about all kinds of possibilities after death, such as black and white impermanence to seduce the soul, encounter Hades, or Western Satan, etc. No matter how bad it is, she will see the same as her  Those who died, father, mother, grandfather, and Bai Qiu who never forgot to carry her home

    But no, she is the only special existence in the world, she can see the world, but they can't see her.

    There is a saying on the Internet that if a person dies and turns into a soul that has not dissipated for a long time, it must be because of too much obsession or too much unwillingness and resentment during his lifetime, so he turned into a lonely ghost wandering in the world.

    But she is not, death is a relief for her, the torture of stomach cancer, the pain of broken legs, the grief of losing an important person, the despair of being imprisoned by Li Jingshen, all disappeared with the fire.

    But how to explain the fact that she turned into a soul and floated in mid-air?

    On the first day of Shen Zhichu's death, looking at the firefighters who were dealing with the ruins, she floated over and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I made this place so bad, I have to trouble you to clean up the scene"

    Firefighters and medical staff were busy, but they didn't hear her voice. She could only wave her hands vigorously, hoping to block the snow in the sky from freezing them

    On the second day after Shen Zhichu's death, she floated indiscriminately, completing the path she walked before

    On the third day of Shen Zhichu's death, she saw Li Jingshen holding her charred corpse in a crystal coffin, and even found someone to build a cold room. It was very cold at first glance, but fortunately she died,  I don't feel cold anymore

    On the fourth day after Shen Zhichu's death, Mrs. Zhang rushed back after hearing the news, and cried for a long time at the ruined villa.

    She followed Mrs. Zhang all the way and watched her change the yellow sweater knitted for her daughter to her size

    On the fifth day after Shen Zhichu's death, she floated to the hospital and saw Niannian. The beautiful puppet cat hadn't changed back to its previous appearance.  For a while, she gently landed on it and kissed its eyes.

    "Niannian, if you can't go on, don't go on, I promise you that I will come to you in the next life

    On the sixth day after Shen Zhichu's death, she arrived in Rongcheng, and saw that Shen Chuli received a call from the J City Public Security Bureau informing him that she had died.

    She sat on the ground with Shen Chuli and recalled the past together. To be honest, she never thought that Shen Chuli would cry after she died.

    She stumbled and stumbled in her life and finally stayed at the age of 27. She was born in an accident and was crushed to death in despair day after day. She does not blame anyone for today's results, but only herself for being blind.

    She was originally the proud eldest lady of the Shen family in Rongcheng, but she ruined her life because she misidentified someone for nine years.

    Once a person dies and his heart stops, no matter how much he is unwilling, he will not feel it

    On the eighth day after Shen Zhichu's death, Qin Mo had a big fight with Shen Chuli because of her. Qin Mo blamed himself and cried, and Shen Chuli roared hoarsely.

    Qin Mo said that all of them were accomplices in killing her, but they were not. She died because of herself

    On the ninth day after Shen Zhichu's death, she returned to J City again, and when she heard Lu Tingchuan tell Li Jingshen the truth nine years ago, as well as the scar on her ear, she touched it with her hand, feeling very emotional.

    Unexpectedly, Lu Tingchuan knew her better than Li Jingshen, lookhow ridiculous she is living.

    The ninth day was undoubtedly the longest day. She followed Li Jingshen back and saw him vomiting blood on the ground and said he regretted it, and saw her body go into the incinerator with a crackling sound and finally turned into ashes in a small ashes  in the box.

    Qin Mo did not forget what she said before she was alive, and took her ashes to the beach.

    She raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes: "Qin Mo, I'm sorry, I couldn't say goodbye to you, I don't blame you, really, you are the best friend to me in this world, but I couldn't  Live as happily as you wish."

    ? Shen Zhichu was overwhelmed by this short life.?, she once had the idea of ??giving up several times because of the rough life, but she persisted in the end. Because she lacked love since she was a child, she longed to be loved.

    She has been watched coldly by her relatives, betrayed by someone she trusted, and the lover she thought was a mistake from beginning to end.

    But even if the fate is bad, people in this world treat her dishonestly, she is not willing to turn into a ghost after death, she chooses to die quietly, regret it or forget it, it is all destined

    She has been watching Li Jingshen's suicide behavior after her death, but is it meaningful?  She is dead.

    Even if he tasted all the pain she had suffered during her lifetime, it would be meaningless, she would not pity him, let alone forgive him with pity.

    The injury was done, it was done, even if the scar healed and disappeared, but she had experienced the pain herself, no one has the qualifications to persuade her to forgive and let it go, you don¡¯t know how painful it is if the injury is not on you.

    Four lives, plus her own, a total of five, what will Li Jingshen have to pay back?

    There are no ifs in the world, they meet the wrong person at the wrong time, and they are destined to have no good results in this life, not to mention that she doesn't care about his gentleness.

    In just a few days, Shen Zhichu saw all kinds of things in this world, and gradually her soul became more and more transparent. The countless lights and shadows of past and present lives intertwined, singing a grand farewell in front of her eyes.

    Just as she was about to disappear, a voice came from above her.

    "You said that you have made mistakes all your life, so if you are given a chance to do it all over again, do you want it?"

    Shen Zhichu said seriously: "I don't want it."

    "Why?"

    "The life I want most in my life is two or three friends, a cat, and someone I like. I have all of these. I have Qin Mo who loves me like a relative, Su Miao, Nian Nian, and  Bai Qiu, this life is barely enough, I don't want to do it all over againmy appearance will only bring them misfortune, I want them to be well, as if I never showed up."

    If she doesn't show up, then her mother won't die in order to protect her from difficult childbirth. She will love Shen Changnan for the rest of her life and teach Shen Yuli well.

    If she didn't show up, Bai Qiu wouldn't die because of her.

    If she doesn't appear, then the person who is entangled with Li Jingshen will be someone else, and everyone's trajectory will be changed.

    The voice was quiet for a long while and then asked: "Don't you hate those who have hurt you? You see that they all regret it. Maybe they can change something again?"

    "They're just guilty of my death. Even if I go back to the past, I still can't change anything. In comparison, I would rather reincarnate and start over." Shen Zhichu paused, raised his head and asked, "I still don't know who you are?  "

    "Do you believe in gods?"

    Shen Zhichu smiled: "If there really is a god, in the next life, please let me be indifferent, not bound by feelings, not loving anyone, not caring about anyone."

    "God has satisfied you."

    The slight soft light, like a shooting star passing through the night, bloomed the most beautiful brilliance at that moment. Shen Zhichu never thought that she could see such a beautiful light let alone that she could feel her heartbeat again.  (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com
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