Shen Zhichu had an idea that as long as she jumped off, she would be able to see her two children, as well as the man who had always been in her heart¡ªBai Qiu.
When Li Jingshen returned to the ward with wontons, he saw Shen Zhichu standing on the stool in front of the window. The window was wide open, and the cold wind came in wantonly, blowing her clothes as if they were hanging in mid-air.
Li Jingshen's heart suddenly rose to his throat, nervous and afraid of scaring her, he called softly: "Chuchu"
Shen Zhichu's left foot had already stepped on the window sill, and half of his body hung outside and swayed for a while, as if he was about to fall down at any time.
"Chu Chu, come down quickly, it's dangerous there, look, I bought you your favorite wonton." Li Jingshen moved over there silently as he spoke.
Countless thoughts popped up from his brain one by one, and Li Jingshen took a breath. He didn't expect that during the short time he was away, Shen Zhichu actually had the idea of ??committing suicide by jumping off the building.
Fortunately, he ordered takeaway in advance, and just went downstairs to get it. If it was later, would Shen Zhichu have fallen so silently?
Li Jingshen didn't even dare to think about it. At this moment, his heart was as tight as someone wrapped it in sandpaper and clenched it tightly.
Shen Zhichu opened the window and slowly turned around and sat on it. She looked at Li Jingshen and twitched the corners of her lips: "Don't come here." The usually gentle voice was now hoarse.
The cold wind blew her long hair, and the corners of her eyes were slightly wet, obviously she had cried just now, Li Jingshen gritted his teeth: "Don't move around and sit still, I won't go"
He said so, but his body was tense, as if he was about to rush over at any time.
Here is the eighth floor, Shen Zhichu will definitely die if he falls, what he has to do is to divert her attention and quickly drag her down.
Shen Zhichu raised her eyes slightly, those dull eyes became more emotional after seeing Li Jingshen, she raised the corners of her lips, suppressed a trembling voice and said word by word: Li Jingshen, I don't know what I did before It's an unforgivable crime that you treat me like this. "
"You say you don't know how to love someone, but that's not a reason for you to hurt someone, and no one will stay where you are and wait for you to learn how to love."
"Have you seen that dead child? He is still so young, he can just move in my stomach" Mentioning the child, Shen Zhichu's throat finally overflowed with sobs.
A sense of despair of powerless struggle enveloped the sky, tears lost control, Li Jingshen murmured his lips and wanted to say something but couldn't say a word.
Shen Zhichu met Li Jingshen's scarlet eyes: "You said you killed my child to save me, but what you don't know is that I have already given him my life, and you lost my life."
Li Jingshen shook his head with a pale face.
"Li Jingshen, don't you like to push me from heaven to hell, and see how I fall to pieces? How about I help you? This world is so big, there are hundreds of millions of roads, no matter how I escape, you can always find me , but I know there is a way you will never find" The empty voice echoed in the empty room, Shen Zhichu finally fell backwards, his body was instantly filled with cold wind, and he lost everything. of light and heat.
"Shen Zhichu!" The wonton in his hand fell to the ground, and Li Jingshen threw his right hand down and grabbed her fiercely.
Shen Zhichu's body was precariously suspended in mid-air, and his slender wrist seemed to break if he pulled it.
Li Jingshen tightly clenched Shen Zhichu's slender wrist, trembling all over, his face turned pale.
"Shen Zhichu, hold on to me and don't let go."
Shen Zhichu opened her mouth and coughed twice, her stomach hurt like hell, blood spit out from her mouth like a flood that opened the gate, she was in a very bad condition, her pupils were dizzy and her eyes could not concentrate, she stared blankly at Li Jingshen hanging on the window sill , looking pained.
The death of the child was a fatal blow to her. Although she was calm these few days, the pain in her heart was turbulent, like a deadly venom that would swallow her up at any time.
"Li Jingshen, I tried my best" She tried her best to live, to accept such a life that was worse than death, but she couldn't help it.
She wanted to kill Li Jingshen, and she also wanted to kill herself, but she couldn't kill Li Jingshen, so she could only end her life in such an extreme way.
She who lost her memory was like a strange soul, she did not belong to this world at all, Li Jingshen broke off her "wings" and locked her in this place paranoidly, gave her a little sunshine and then locked her in the coffin Here, I want to die every day.
She felt that she was too stupid to feed a hypocritical beast with a sincere heart.
"I tried my best" is just three words, but it is so painful.?I feel very unwilling, why is such a vile person like me still alive? Do you hate me enough to kill me? Um? "
Yes, she hated this man, wished she could kill him, tear his skin, tear his bones, suck his blood, eat his flesh, why would such a scum live in this world? And why did she commit suicide because of him? She wanted to kill him. Only in this way would her dead baby feel at ease, and every year would be fine, and Mrs. Zhang's family would not have any accidents.
Li Jingshen saw the hatred in Shen Zhichu's eyes clearly, he hugged her suddenly, and whispered in her ear like a demon: "Shen Zhichu, you are right to hate me, and then I will wait for you to kill me, I will give you a chance !¡± After speaking, he kissed Shen Zhichu's lips.
Shen Zhichu suddenly wrapped his hands around Li Jingshen's neck, pulled out the indwelling needle on the back of his left hand with his right hand, and pierced Li Jingshen's neck with force! (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com