Since Yan Mingxiu didn't let himself bother him, Zhou Xiang naturally wouldn't take the initiative to make trouble for him.
The meeting of eyes just now had already hurt his heart and mind. For a moment, he felt that Yan Mingxiu could see it, and through his skin, he saw the depths of his soul.
But soon, Yan Mingxiu denied it himself. Yes, he could tell that Yan Mingxiu's eyes turned from confusion to clarity, and then fell into confusion again.
He didn't know if there was really a so-called induction between two people who were not related by blood. After all, they were also intimate and had achieved the ultimate union. When Yan Mingxiu looked at him, there was a slight Familiar feeling?
Zhou Xiang didn't know, and Yan Mingxiu wouldn't tell him, but he was relieved that the expected thing didn't happen.
He lay beside Yan Mingxiu, thinking about what to do next.
He wanted to leave, but he didn't know if it was the right time to leave.
After thinking for a long time, he finally moved, wanting to get out of bed from the other side, but just as he sat up, Yan Mingxiu said coldly, "Where are you going?"
Zhou Xiang was startled, hesitantly said: "Mr. Yan, can I go back?"
Yan Mingxiu opened his eyes and looked at him with a frown, "You don't live here?"
"My mother is not in good health, I can't live here every day."
"But you're going to live here today." Yan Mingxiu's tone was undeniable.
Zhou Xiang lay down flatly, who asked Yan Mingxiu to cover him.
Yan Mingxiu closed his tired eyes again.
Zhou Xiang stared at the ceiling, and the two of them passed the time in this weird silence.
Suddenly, Yan Mingxiu sighed leisurely from the quiet room, "Did you use the blue bottle of shower gel?"
Zhou Xiang was stunned for a moment. There were several kinds of shower gels in the bathroom downstairs. He just habitually used the brand he used the most. He said, "Yes."
Yan Mingxiu whispered for a long time: "It's this taste."
Zhou Xiang didn't know why, so he didn't speak.
Yan Mingxiu spoke again: "Turn around."
Zhou Xiang was taken aback for another moment, then turned around according to his instructions, with his back to Yan Mingxiu.
Slender and powerful arms suddenly wrapped around his waist, his hot chest pressed against his back tightly, his body froze, and Yan Mingxiu held him in his arms.
Yan Mingxiu called out "Zhou Xiang" in a low and hoarse voice, and then stopped talking, but it was these two words that made Zhou Xiang unable to calm down for a long time. Those two words seemed to contain emotions that he couldn't understand. Although maybe he just called his name by accident, those two words pierced through the barriers of time and sex, and pierced straight into his soul. Deep down, he even had the feeling that Yan Mingxiu was calling him¡ªthe real him.
However, countless facts told him that he had a ridiculous dream again.
When Yan Mingxiu turned him around and hugged him from behind, he clearly knew that what Yan Mingxiu was thinking of was Wang Yudong, and that was why Yan Mingxiu was willing to spend money for him.
He should feel fortunate that at least now he has established a relationship with Yan Mingxiu in a sober state, instead of just ignoring it like before, and he can no longer get out.
Zhou Xiang closed his eyes, he thought, he must sleep like this tonight.
He really hoped that he could fall asleep right now, otherwise, Yan Mingxiu's breath, taste, and temperature would enter his perception without a trace, and his heart would be overwhelmed by the surging sadness in an instant.
If people can forget the past, they will definitely not have troubles anymore. At this time, Zhou Xiang wished to forget every little bit of the year between him and Yan Mingxiu, especially the memory of Yan Mingxiu hugging him and falling asleep countless times. To him now, it was simply a scourge.
He couldn't treat Yan Mingxiu as nothing, but he knew better than anyone that Yan Mingxiu only regarded him as a substitute for another person. This kind of despair and humiliation had tortured him for a long time, and after getting close to Yan Mingxiu, this torture became even worse. .
He just felt that God was playing with him, and he was still enjoying himself, otherwise, how could he go back to the old way step by step after being reborn? The new life he got was not for him to have a completely different life, but for the continuation of the teasing of him.
The fiery chest behind him was like a flame that burned him, scalding his heart to be riddled with holes.
Zhou Xiang woke up very early. He didn't remember when he fell asleep last night, and when he woke up, the genius was bright.
He moved a bit. He thought he was still lying on his side, but he didn't know when he was already lying on his side.He was already lying down, but Yan Mingxiu was still holding him, his straight nose was pressed against his face, his warm breath sprayed on his skin, and there was almost no distance between them.
At that moment, it seemed like a lifetime away.
It was as if nothing had happened, he was still the same Zhou Xiang, he just had a nightmare, and when he woke up again, his beloved was sleeping next to him, those chilling memories were just being ruthlessly beaten in his dream. broken pieces.
If that's the case, if that's the case
Zhou Xiang's gradually sober eyes stared at the luxurious lamps above his head, which did not belong to the old house he had lived in for thirty years. Everything is not a dream, it is real.
Zhou Xiang's eyes were sour, and his lips trembled uncontrollably.
He turned his face sideways, Yan Mingxiu's sleeping face was close at hand. That face is a miracle of the Creator, every time Zhou Xiang looked at it, he admired it in his heart.
Yan Mingxiu slept very deeply, Zhou Xiang probably wouldn't know, Yan Mingxiu hadn't been able to sleep so deeply for a long, long time.
He reluctantly withdrew his mind, and wanted to pull Yan Mingxiu's hand away to get up, but as soon as he moved, the hand around his waist suddenly tightened, and Yan Mingxiu, who was sleeping, frowned slightly anxiously, as if he was holding a life-saving straw The same, hugging him with greater strength, buried his head deeply into his neck.
Zhou Xiang didn't want to wake him up, but wanted to go to the ground. After several attempts, he finally woke up Yan Mingxiu.
Yan Mingxiu stared at him bewilderedly for a long time before he gradually regained his focus. He said hoarsely, "It's you."
Zhou Xiang looked at him wordlessly, and tried to get up again.
Yan Mingxiu didn't stop him this time, but withdrew his arm and stared blankly at his hand.
Zhou Xiang got up and went to the bathroom.
The place next to Yan Mingxiu was instantly emptied, and the full heat was taken away. At that moment, Yan Mingxiu suddenly realized the feeling that his body was instantly emptied when he heard the news more than two years ago. He panicked and sternly shouted: "You come back!"
Zhou Xiang was taken aback. He had already stepped into the bathroom and turned his head to look at Yan Mingxiu.
Yan Mingxiu looked at him with blood red eyes.
He is becoming more and more unable to see through this person.
Since that accident, he hasn't had a good night's sleep. He hasn't experienced what it's like to fall asleep soundly for a long time, but yesterday, just hugging this person made him sleepless all night, just like this night, he All the sleepiness I had lost was back. He felt at ease, felt comfortable, he knew that he hugged this person by instinct, and he, or his instinct, knew what this person could bring him.
Why!
He is not Zhou Xiang, he just has the same name, just has a similar appearance, just But he is not Zhou Xiang!
Yan Mingxiu's face was pale, and the pain in his eyes could not be concealed.
He has been reduced to the point where he wants to look for the shadow of that person in a substitute. This is his punishment. When he self-righteously replaced Wang Yudong with Zhou Xiang, he didn't realize that the person who really walked into his heart was who.
This method once caused him a crushing defeat, but he still couldn't help trying. There was no other reason than that he was in too much pain and he couldn't bear it anymore.
He insisted that Zhou Xiang was not dead, but no one could prove it. The voice of doubt in his heart became louder and louder, but he brutally suppressed it.
He knows better than anyone how much endurance it takes to insist on this. Even if this Zhou Xiang could bring him a little bit of comfort, he still wants to get close, he wants to get close to him, just like a person who has been frozen for a long time wants to get close to a matchstick.
That couldn't save him, but he couldn't stop taking that bit of warmth.
He looked wearily at Zhou Xiang who was waiting for him to speak in front of the bathroom door, and said in a low voice: "I want to eat, cook for me."
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