The old way pulls weeds in the flowerbed, and it must be those weeds;
After pulling it for a while, the old man felt a little tired, so he simply sat in the flower garden, looked at the pedestrians passing back and forth outside the flower garden, and pursed his lips.
"Changed to vegetarian?"
Zhou Ze's voice sounded from behind the old Taoist.
The old man turned his head, smiled at his boss, reached out and patted himself next to him,
"Boss, sit down."
Zhou Ze hesitated for a moment,
Um,
Still didn't sit down.
Yes, even though he knew that Lao Dao was sick now, it was a terminal illness that modern medicine could not cure, but Boss Zhou still did not accommodate him because of this, and chose his own cleanliness.
Besides, he just took a shower and changed into new clothes.
The old man reached into his pocket, took out a folded newspaper, and spread it out on the floor.
Only then did Zhou Ze sit down.
"What do you think?"
Boss Zhou is not very good at comforting people. Many cases have proved this point. Boss Zhou himself is self-aware.
so,
Zhou Ze didn't want this conversation to be oriented towards comfort and encouragement,
Just talk, just talk,
After reading the medical certificate,
Zhou Ze felt a little depressed.
"Thinking about my whole life."
The old man raised his head,
Now the sun is just right,
He squinted,
Seems to enjoy the feeling of being irradiated.
The same goes for Zhou Ze, he likes to bask in the sun very much.
Both of them stopped talking,
Let's raise our heads together,
look up to the sky,
Basking in the sun.
After about a quarter of an hour,
Zhou Zecai said:
"This life is still very long."
"Boss, I'm over seventy."
"It's okay, but you are a good person"
Boss Zhou stopped talking,
It seems that
Something is wrong.
The old Taoist rubbed his fingertips and said:
"Actually, Poverty has lived beyond his roots. In this life, he has come, walked, seen, met, and he has survived without illness or disaster until he is over seventy. I should be content."
Zhou Ze took out a cigarette, this time, he didn't give it to the old man.
I lit a cigarette,
Zhou Ze said:
"I remember back then, someone once said that if he was bitten by a zombie, he could become immortal."
"Hey, isn't that a disaster"
The old man also shut up.
During the brief exchange between the two just now,
Inadvertently stabbed each other.
"Actually, I have always felt that it is better to live than to die. If you die, you will lose everything. If you live, you will at least have a thought."
Zhou Ze pointed at himself while talking,
"Like when we first started,
Eating and sleeping are both very painful things;
But I still choose to live on,
Never thought of committing suicide in the past, to end,
real,
I have experienced many things,
You will feel more and more,
Living is the true meaning of everything. Sometimes, to commit suicide is a very embarrassing thing. "
"Boss, the doctor said, I only have three months left, maybe even less."
When Zhou Ze said "eat something good",
The old Taoist actually noticed that his boss might know something,
Then,
When Zhou Ze came to him specifically to talk to him,
The old man can be sure,
The boss really knows.
"This is not allowed. I am a doctor and I have more experience than you."
This matter is indeed inaccurate. Many unfortunate cancer patients are in the advanced stage as soon as they are discovered. The doctor directly announced the "death notice" to your relatives.
But there are always people who can continue to live, cooperate with treatment, and in a good psychological state, it is not surprising that they can continue to live for half a year, one year, two years, or even longer.
only,
Even Zhou Ze has to admit,You guys, it was a lot of fun.
But without me, you can live well, even better. "
Zhou Ze moved his lips,
He wanted to say,
Without you,
What about the pharmacy next door?
What about a one-day trip to the city in the future?
But these words, speaking out, are too unpleasant.
There is one thing that Zhou Ze has never been able to figure out, that is, if the old Taoist dies and refuses his help, he wants to "return to ashes and return to ashes".
So,
Where will his soul go?
Will it be like ordinary people, go to hell, go to the underworld, live a life, and then go to the next life?
still,
The complete end?
or,
Wearing purple gold on the head, stepping on the blue sky,
Mount Tai in hell roars because of this?
but,
The last one may be a bit ridiculous,
If the old man is really dead,
will be able to open the "Return of the King" mode,
Leaving aside this possibility,
In other words, can you really treat Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva and the Ten Temples of Yama as dry food?
"Boss, actually, I've always felt that I've been a little tired all my life."
The old man turned around,
Facing Zhou Ze who was sitting on the ground,
road:
"I have always felt sorry for many people and failed many people, so I always wanted to do something to make up for it.
But the most inexplicable place is here,
I really didn't find it or find it,
Who am I sorry for"
"Actually, don't think about it so much. It's the most correct way to live a good life, and you can find a way."
Zhou Ze also stood up,
This sentence,
Not consolation,
Instead, he had a bossy tone that belonged to the boss.
The old Taoist's eyeballs "slipped" and turned around,
road:
"Actually, it's nothing, boss, I will go to the hospital to cooperate with the treatment, isn't it just cancer, the doctor said three months, but I really think I can live for more than three months."
"Don't worry, I will bite you the night before you die."
"" the old man said.
Zhou Ze grabbed the old man by the collar,
Put your face closer to the old Taoist:
"If you are hypocritical, I really don't want to say more, but I won't let you die like this."
The old man shrugged. Seeing that Zhou Ze didn't intend to let go, the old man could only say aggrievedly:
"Boss, woo woo woo, you're still nice to me, but I really don't want to become a zombie"
"You have no choice."
"Boss, don't, don't be like this, life is a game, there is a beginning and an end, it's a little rush, and it's boring to play the game if you can continue to live."
"Old Taoist?"
"Um?"
"Tell me, have you been stimulated recently?"
"No, boss, it's just that the quality of sleep is not very good recently, and I keep dreaming."
"oh?"
"I always dream about my father and my grandpa, like my great-grandfather and grandpa. Many old men surrounded me, made me kneel in the middle, and kept scolding me.
As soon as you sleep, you dream, and as soon as you dream, it is this dream. In the dream, they didn't even change their clothes, and I was almost mentally weakened.
I'm thinking now, when I die too, it's just right, I can go down and scold them.
When these unscrupulous elders scolded me in my dream, they tied me up and gagged me with socks!
What kind of enmity, what kind of resentment, my family has no throne for me to inherit;
In the early years, my father was indeed a landlord, but the land was not lost by me, but by the state. Can they scold me? "