If we say that at the beginning, Zhou Ze still had the instinct to deliberately suppress himself to break through the illusion,
Now,
He has really forgotten,
The illusion created by Lawyer An, coupled with the memory of the "leader" army soul on his body, began to continuously merge and echo;
in short,
Just as time goes by, the sense of substitution is getting stronger and stronger, and Zhou Ze gradually begins to be unclear, who is he?
Like watching a movie,
fully get involved,
Every move of the characters in the movie touches your heartstrings,
Along with his joy and anger,
Equal to his mourning,
See what he sees,
Hear what he hears.
The damn rain,
The damn rain,
Zhou Ze has never hated rainy days so much as now,
The mud on the ground, the clammy body,
Every step you take, you have to do your best. If you don't pay attention, you will fall down directly, and it will be even more difficult to stand up again.
It's not like marching,
It's more like being tortured.
Zhou Ze had a messenger who spoke Sichuan dialect and was young, perhaps only sixteen or seventeen years old.
Although Zhou Ze felt that it was a bit early to be a soldier at this age, he also thought that what would he do if he was not a soldier at this age?
He is sometimes contradictory,
I always feel that my thinking is a bit disordered,
And every disorder brings about unbearable pain, blurred vision, and murmurs in the eardrum.
The orderly said that the regimental commander was ill,
Shouting to find a military doctor,
But it has been five days since I entered the mountain, and the team has long been disorganized. Not to mention that the military doctor has never seen it at all.
sick people,
There are simply too many.
Zhou Ze knew that he was the last group of troops to enter the mountain. There were already teams walking in front of him. Along the way, he saw too many corpses lying on the ground.
Malaria and other diseases began to spread rapidly in the army, like a human meat harvester, frantically harvesting the lives of those who passed by.
He told the orderly not to look for him, what if he gets lost again.
But Xiao Sichuan insisted on looking for it,
He went,
Then the torrent came,
Zhou Ze sat leaning against the big tree,
Watching the whole process of the slope below me being hit by the flash flood,
Many soldiers were washed away,
Inside here,
There is Little Sichuan.
Zhou Ze's eyes were wide open, and he beat the muddy ground with his hands angrily, splashing sludge in streaks.
He hates,
He is unwilling,
Even if you die in battle,
Even if he died in a desperate charge with Little Japan,
He won't feel so aggrieved!
Soldiers have the consciousness of a soldier and the preparation of a soldier. The shroud in horse leather is not a good ending, but it is also a destination that everyone can accept.
but now,
Along the way,
He saw the wounded soldier who directly burned himself with gasoline in order not to drag down the troops and was unwilling to be a prisoner.
He saw corpses lying down on the road,
He saw young faces sitting by the side of the road crying from sickness and hunger,
I saw the thick silt left by the sudden torrent crossing just now,
what is this,
Even if it is death,
Why do you have to die here!
Why!
Seems to be infected by anger, everything is completely invested in it, the headache that has been going on, but it started to weaken.
Zhou Ze got up again, found a wooden stick, and continued walking forward.
Full of unwillingness and anger,
But as a soldier, he couldn't allow himself to just sit here and wait to die. Although along the way, he saw many soldiers shoot themselves because of mental breakdown, but he wouldn't do that.
The military order is to cross the Savage Mountain and return home,
Then he,
Just go home!People seem to have seen the difference in Zhou Ze's military uniform,
And gave him a military salute,
Zhou Ze nodded and didn't return the salute.
It's not that I don't want to go back,
It was my left arm that was bitten several times by leeches. I didn't notice it at first, but when I stopped and tapped, several things that were bulging and as thick as two finger knuckles fell out.
The left arm is still sore and numb, and the right hand is holding a wooden stick,
He was afraid that when he raised his hand to salute again, he would fall down, and if he fell, he would not be able to get up.
When he continued to walk forward,
Three shots were heard behind him.
The soldiers who were also marching next to them looked back together,
It was the three soldiers who shot themselves.
Everyone began to speed up subconsciously. Although they still walked very slowly, they were a little faster than before, because the living knew that the gunshots were likely to attract the pursuing Japanese soldiers.
actually,
At first,
The Japanese are really chasing after them,
It's like they are chasing the British ass in Burma,
But Savage Mountain is also fair,
As time passed, as everyone went deeper, fewer and fewer Japanese were chasing them.
I don't know how many days I walked,
I don't know how far I went on,
Human potential can be great,
However, it is not true that man can conquer nature.
Zhou Ze knew that if he had a fever, he probably had malaria.
He lasted another day,
finally,
He really couldn't walk anymore,
Leaning against a big tree,
Sit down.
He knows,
Just sit down,
I can no longer stand up.
He raised his head,
Now he is very calm,
Without facing the fear of death,
Even my heart is still yearning for death to come soon,
End all your sufferings.
Next to him, a soldier with a Hunan accent shouted hoarsely to a soldier who was not moving at all:
"Get upget updon't fool me, we agreed to go home together, go home, go home"
go home¡¡
Go home
Images of Tongcheng, bookstores, South Street, and sofas began to appear in Zhou Ze's mind, but soon, it turned into a rural village with beautiful mountains and rivers, which was familiar but strange.
Which,
Is it home?
"I can not make it."
Zhou Ze was stunned for a moment, and asked in a hoarse and weak voice:
"Who are you?"
"I really can't do it anymore, I can't go out, and many, many people haven't gone out either."
"Who the hell are you? Who's talking to me?"
"We are so cold, so cold"
"My head hurts" Zhou Ze was in pain, his head hurt.