Outside the intensive care unit, Zhou Ze was sitting in the aisle leaning against the wall, holding a burning cigarette in his hand, and below it was a pile of cigarette butts.
Lao Zhang was still lying in it, and his condition did not improve, but continued to deteriorate.
It's been a night,
Possibly for Lao Zhang,
His days are one night less, and his life can be counted with his fingers, and the unit is not "days", but "hours".
Even though Zhou Ze didn't want to admit it, but because of his professionalism as a doctor, he knew in his heart that Lao Zhang was really "powerless" in terms of his illness and treatment methods.
Not all diseases can expect miracles. People always like to promote the "optimistic and positive" spirit, which can create miracles and defeat the disease.
But that's just an instinctive way for people to entertain themselves,
Otherwise, there will be no need for doctors in the hospital, and specially invited speakers who give chicken soup and chicken blood classes to the third graders of high school and junior high school will be able to cure the disease by giving non-stop speeches in the hospital.
Press the cigarette butt in his hand on the tiles in the aisle to extinguish it,
Zhou Ze lowered his head,
Close your eyes slightly,
Rather than saying that he is continuing to observe the situation, it is better to say that he is waiting for the soul of Lao Zhang to appear after his real death.
At least,
I can still chat with Lao Zhang for the last time,
say something
Ask Lao Zhang if there is anything he can't let go of,
Ask him if he has the habit of digging holes everywhere or hiding passbooks under the sofa, and you can help him find them out and give them to his son or ex-wife.
Birth, old age, sickness and death,
Yin and Yang cycle,
Even if you become a ghost messenger, you still can't resist this general trend, and you can't really change it.
Boss Zhou hasn't been so powerless for a long time. The last time I felt this way was many years ago. At that time, I had just entered the industry, and I still had ideals, dreams, and that kind of simple desire.
?But the rescue failed again and again, and after seeing the patient finally die,
That kind of powerlessness, that paleness, that sense of failure and decadence,
The most tormenting people.
But later, I got used to it.
Zhou Ze smiled,
?I thought I could change some things after becoming a ghost, but it was nothing more than reexperienced the emotions that I was unwilling to face before.
This feeling,
Really bad.
But it should be looked at, whether you like it or not, you still have to look at it.
"Are you in pain too?"
Lao Zhang in the intensive care unit should also be very painful.
die,
Perhaps for him, it was really a relief.
Just like Zhou Ze wanted to save the old man whose lifespan had expired before, the other party may just want to have a good time.
Lying there with extensive burns, even in a coma, even with anesthesia injections, the pain is unavoidable,
It would take two nights of pain for an ordinary person to have their appendix removed, let alone this situation.
Once I think about it,
Zhou Ze thought about it instead,
When Lao Zhang dies, when he is free from pain,
I took advantage of his soul not going to hell,
Have another cigarette with him,
Let's brag a little more,
like,
It's also very comfortable.
It seems that
The shadow and depression of death have also dissipated a lot at this moment, and it is not so difficult to accept.
Outside, there were hurried footsteps.
It should be Lao Zhang's subordinates or people from the bureau who came to see him,
Since Lao Zhang was sent to the emergency room yesterday afternoon, there has been an endless stream of people who came to visit him. Many of them came immediately after the end of their shift, just to accompany Lao Zhang outside the ward.
Logically speaking, with this guy's character, his popularity shouldn't be so good.
Possibly, it is also because he is about to die. When a person is about to die, the previous grievances are all indifferent. What is left is admiration for his personal character and integrity.
However, the one who came this time seemed a little young.
He was wearing jeans and blue short sleeves. After running over, he faced the window and yelled at Lao Zhang in the intensive care unit:
"Dad!Zhou Ze was a little uncomfortable, because when that person died, he was busy performing surgery on Zhang Yanfeng, and when he went again, his soul would have already gone to hell, and he could not be found.
If I had been on the scene at that time, I would never have let him die so simply and simply. When he was alive, it was inconvenient for Zhou Ze to touch him, but after his death, it was under Zhou Ze's control.
No matter how wronged and unfortunate they are in society and life, those who impose anger and harm on children are not worthy of sympathy at all.
At this time, there was another noise outside.
Turning his head and looking over, it was a group of children, with their parents standing behind them.
Each of the children held a bouquet of flowers in their hands, and some brought their own folded origami cranes and airplanes. They walked over quietly together, while the adults stayed where they were.
These,
They were all children rescued by Zhang Yanfeng from the gangsters.
The children may not know what gratitude is. After all, they are still in kindergarten, and they probably don¡¯t understand the principles. Even most of them may not even remember what happened yesterday because they were too frightened.
But their parents remember that they organized everyone to come together in the parent WeChat group, no matter how busy the parents were, they would also ask for leave to accompany their children.
When these children grow up, their parents will tell him about it. In the future, these children will believe that there are good policemen in this world, because their lives were saved by a police uncle.
The young man watched this scene, and watched the children neatly arrange flowers and paper cranes outside the custody room. He cried again, buried his head deeply, and choked up badly.
Zhou Ze subconsciously took out another cigarette, but took it back after looking at the children around him.
There were two more courageous children lying on the window and looking in. When they saw Zhang Yanfeng lying inside, one was startled and backed away continuously, while the other burst into tears.
It is really,
It's too scary!
"Pfft!"
Zhou Ze laughed.
Laughing, Zhou Ze put his arms around the young man's shoulders, pointed to the crying child and motioned him to look.
The young man raised his head,
Crying and crying, looking at the child, also laughed,