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Chapter 57

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    Cheng Shunuo was shocked by the words "talking about marriage".

    How much did Lin Yan know? Cheng Shunuo was not sure. Her secretiveness in the hospital just now seemed so ridiculous now.

    Cheng Shunuo didn't hide it from Lin Yan on purpose. The reason she didn't want to mention it was because that memory was really embarrassing for her, and she didn't want to experience that despair again.

    She remembered that it was here that Cheng's mother knew she was pregnant and dragged her to the hospital to abort the child. She begged like crazy, but it didn't work at all. Cheng's mother felt that it was a big scandal for her to conceive without marriage. She cried  Pulled by Cheng's mother, and surrounded by grandpas and aunts who gathered to watch the fun, scolding her for being shameless, she seemed to be molested in public. When she was at her worst, Cheng Shunuo even thought about committing suicide

    When she started again with Lin Yan, she had already let go of these old things, and she buried them in her heart, and she didn't want Lin Yan to know.

    Lin Yan looked at her silently, and Cheng Shunuo took a step back unconsciously.

    I don't know if it's because the night is too cold, or because she has ulterior motives, but Cheng Shunuo's hands and feet are cold.

    It took her a long time to find her voice, "What do you know? Who told you?"

    Seeing her retreating, Lin Yan instinctively approached her, but Cheng Shunuo retreated again as he approached.

    Lin Yan paused. He noticed Cheng Shunuo's resistance, so he didn't dare to act rashly for a while, "Just when I was hospitalized last time, Han Chenyu said that you almost got married back then."

    Cheng Shunuo pressed, she stared at him intently, "What else? What else do you know?"

    Lin Yan looked at her without blinking for a moment, he was puzzled: "What else? What else?"

    Cheng Shunuo knew that Lin Yan wasn't lying, and he really didn't know anything deeper. A tight string in her heart loosened a little, and she licked her lower lip anxiously, "Because Han Chenyu and I were going to get married at the beginning.  , so you want to break up with me now, right?"

    Lin Yan was stabbed hard by the word break up, of course he didn't mean that, Lin Yan wanted to hold her hand nervously, "You misunderstood me."

    Cheng Shunuo avoided his hand, forced himself to laugh, and said lightly, "You keep saying that you are not good enough for me, and Han Chenyu and I are more suitable, don't you mean you want to break up with me?  Are you talking so nicely?"

    Lin Yan's arm was hanging in the air, he defended himself, "Xiao Nuo, I don't want to break up with you."

    Cheng Shunuo couldn't help the heat in her eyes, her eyes became misty, but her tone became firm, "Yes, Han Chenyu and I thought about getting married at the beginning, you can blame me for this matter, I have nothing to say.  I really thought about marrying him. We broke up at the time, and I don¡¯t know where you went. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll have the chance to see you again in this life. I¡¯m a stranger to you. I thought about marrying  Give it to him, is it a capital offense to find someone to live a stable life?"

    Lin Yan still overestimated his endurance. He always felt that he was indifferent and hard. He had known about this for a few days, but Cheng Shunuo told him personally, and Han Chenyu told him that the lethality was completely  Not at the same level, his whole heart seemed to be crushed, and then he was trampled under his feet. Not only was his heart broken, but it was also riddled with holes.

    He suddenly had a lump in his throat and couldn't say a word.

    But Cheng Shunuo continued, she admitted everything she could admit, and confessed what should be confessed, "I was not in a good state at that time, my grandma left, and you left too. I seemed to have been abandoned by the whole world.  No one wants me, no one wants me Grandma's old house was demolished, and I have no place to live. He found the house for me. I was tricked by an intermediary, and he entrusted his relationship to help me deal with it, and even"

    Cheng Shunuo suddenly choked up and couldn't continue, but she still forced herself to speak hard, and at the same time, she changed the subject and said truthfully: "I was with him for more than two months, and then we separated. I took the initiative to break up with him.  , I was too selfish. At that time, I regarded him as a life-saving straw. I felt sorry for him. But after we separated, I felt that I had a clear conscience. I never bothered him. I always got along like a friend.  To avoid suspicion, I also clearly rejected him, in order to make him give up on me, I even naively changed boyfriends one after another"

    Lin Yan's eyes suddenly turned sore when he heard this, he felt distressed, so much distressed, he wanted to hug his beloved girl, but Cheng Shunuo avoided it again, "Lin Yan, if you mind my chaotic relationship between men and women, you shouldn't have sex with me.  I start over."

    She wiped away her tears on the back of her hand, Cheng Shunuo was a little unreasonable at this time, "You are really an asshole, you still sleep with me in the morning, and you will break up with me at night, I have no objection, if you want to break up,  Then share! I will do whatever you want, I will not rely on you, and I will not afford to play."

    After she finished speaking, she turned around angrily, and walked quickly to her car, but the door she just opened was pushed back hard.

    &nbsptext message, asking if she is home.

    Cheng Shunuo put the shopping bags in the living room and put the mobile phone on the coffee table. She didn't reply to Lin Yan's text message.

    Cheng Shunuo walked to the bedroom barefoot without turning on the light, walked to the bedside cabinet, sat down cross-legged, slowly opened the bottom drawer, and took out a photo from the thick diary  .

    Can't see clearly in the dark, in fact, it doesn't matter to see clearly, she doesn't know how many times she has seen it, she can imagine every detail in the photo.

    She remembered that day, it was night, she worked overtime in Via very late, and it rained heavily when she got off work. She didn't bring an umbrella, and stood hesitantly at the door of the office building.

    It's not that she's hypocritical, she wasn't alone at that time, she still had a baby in her stomach, after thinking about it, she still called Han Chenyu.

    The phone was not connected, Cheng Shunuo hung up the phone and remembered that Han Chenyu had told her during the day that he would have surgery with his tutor at night.

    In the dark night, Cheng Shunuo's eyes were red, and she also remembered the scene behind.

    The rain is getting heavier and heavier, flustered, numb, desperate

    Cheng Shunuo didn't dare to think about it anymore, she said goodbye to the past cruelly, tore the photo in her hand into half, and threw it randomly into the cabinet.

    She got up from the ground, ran out barefoot, came to the living room, looked at the time, it was getting closer.

    Lin Yan is still busy at the police station.

    Cheng Shunuo suddenly regretted that he had a temper tantrum with Lin Yan at night, obviously he was not wrong at all, obviously he was not in the right state, and he was also depressed, he was already preoccupied, and he added troubles to him.

    Cheng Shunuo took the phone, walked quickly to the door, put on his shoes again, and pushed the door to go out.

    She was a little excited, and when she got out of the elevator, she called Sun Yu and asked straight to the point, "Where are you?"

    Sun Yu confessed honestly: "I work overtime at the police station, what happened in the middle of the night?"

    Cheng Shunuo couldn't wait to sit in the driver's seat, and then started the engine, "Lin Yan is here?"

    Sun Yu on the other end of the phone paused for a while, "Also, he just arrived, what do you need from him?"

    Cheng Shunuo reversed the car and drove the car out of the streets of the community. She looked at the boundless night in front of the front windshield, and suddenly laughed, "Can your police station let the family members warm you?"

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    "If not, you will let me go through the back door later, I want to come and accompany my man."

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