As the second son of the Chun family, I have been disciplined since I was a child. Some self-awareness starts, and I live a life where I have to do what others teach me.
There is no affection between my parents for a long time, it would be nice to treat each other as guests, they both just have the idea of ??making ends meet in this life. When I saw it, I found it really boring.
When I realized that their respect as guests was caused by my father, I felt chills. I heard that my mother was pregnant with a child before me. Lived in the womb to two months old.
There is a family behind the Chunfu, and the Chunfu in Yun'an is just one of the big families. The old enemy of the family used tricks to bring down the three restaurants under the father's name, and it was rumored that the Chunfu was concentrating on sneaking dragons, which is why the restaurants went bankrupt. The so-called congealing the spirit of sneaking and subduing the dragon alludes to my mother's matter of coagulating the fetus and raising the pregnancy.
The elders in the family worried that this statement would bring disaster to the family, so they attacked my family to show their loyalty.
Daliang is the emperor's world, and the sneaky subduing of the dragon is not only bringing disaster, but also bringing the Chun family to its death.
Of course my father knew that he was framed by the rumors of an adulterer, but the interests of the family came first, and the Chun family came first. He led the guards to take my mother down, and force-fed her with abortion medicine with his own hands. When I saw blood, my brother or sister disappeared. The matter died down.
The father said that he would return a child to the mother. The mother was disheartened by then and did not want to have any more children. But still have me. The people in the house said, I am the product of the inexplicable combination of the master and the wife. This statement is very interesting, and I find it funny when I hear it. Smiling and laughing, I feel a little chest tight and uncomfortable.
This matter, it is said that it is the father's fault, but it seems not to be true. I knew a little bit about the truth that there are no eggs under the cover of the nest. It's the mother's fault, how could it be possible, she was just a woman who grew up carefree from a boudoir and married only after she believed in love. Is it my fault that they have no intention of marrying, but have me?
Other people's children may still be playing in mud when they are seven years old. I need to think about this a lot when I am seven years old. The more I analyze it, the more dirty I feel.
The dirtiest thing in Yun'an is the mud on the ground, it should be the hearts of the people in Chunfu. At that time, I didn't have too high a consciousness, I just felt dirty. So I clearly know that, for me, no matter people or things, I like to be clean and pure.
I took off the cumbersome and hypocritical brocade clothes, and ran out of Chunfu in a fit of anger. The people of Chunfu are looking for me everywhere, I hide in the dilapidated Huashen Temple, I don't want to go out and be discovered by them. When I was so hungry that I couldn't help it, I rolled in the mud and ran out, stealing buns and pastries from a few vendors.
I still feel hungry after eating the buns. While walking, I met Huaguan who was sitting on a small bench and sharing a piece of pancake with a big yellow dog in the alley of Lihua.
That was the first time I saw her. She was only wearing a pair of tattered trousers, and nothing on her upper body. Fortunately, her upper body was so dirty that she didn't need to wear anything at all. Her short, shredded hair drooped by her ears, and covered her face as she lowered her head. She sat obediently on the bench, and gently patted the head of the big yellow dog with her skinny hand like a chick.
When I walked over, she was subconsciously frightened, fell off the bench, and retreated in a daze, "Don't hit me"
Probably because she was scared of being beaten by other homeless people nearby. She thought I was also a homeless person in this neighborhood and wanted to beat her. I nodded, "I won't hit you. Give me some of your pancakes, and I won't hit you."
That's easy. She suddenly laughed, brighter than the sun above my head. She gave me the small bench, patted the big yellow dog on the head, and told me, "This is my friend, and he gave me my pancakes."
These girls are a bit silly. I laughed, "That's a dog, how can you be friends with a dog."
She looked at me in a daze, and asked sincerely, "Is it impossible?" She paused, and then said to me, "Ah, because those big kids don't play with me, they think I'm too young, don't It's fun. I don't want to play with them either because they're going to hit me. You haven't answered me, can't you be friends with a dog?"
Instead, I was taken aback. After thinking for a while, there seemed to be no reason to convince her that it was impossible, "Yes. I just said it wrong."
Immediately afterwards, she introduced the origin of this big yellow dog to me. It is said that it was raised by a family in the alley, and it was raised to watch the door. She often went to steal its food, and when it found out, she had to fight it. Before today, her ambition was to replace it one day, watch the door of this family, and then have food to eat.
The so-called do not know each other without fighting, she and it have become friends under my witness today.
So, when the dog ate pancakes, she could take half of it openly. She divided her own half into two halves, fearing that the division would be unfair.?? Vulnerable. But at that moment, I felt from the bottom of my heart that those interests and honors that had nurtured me for seven or eight years were vulnerable to her sincerity.
It took me a long time to squeeze out a sentence, "Next time they want to eat, just give them I don't get hungry that easily."
"If you give it to them, they will be beaten, and they will be hungry. I gave it" She told me seriously, and was very disappointed. After a pause, she smiled happily, "Fortunately, you ate it. No hunger, no beating."
Therefore, I have always understood the reason why Jing Xian treated her as a light. Some people look dirty, but they are as clean and pure as a piece of white paper. Some people are dressed brightly, but their hearts are so dirty that people can't bear to look directly at them.
Sometimes I think, if Jing Xian doesn't show up halfway, maybe I will live with her forever, and when she is fifteen or sixteen years old and ready to marry, I will marry her into the Chun Mansion and let her live a life without worry. day.
But I also feel in my heart that the days when we have no worries about food and clothing are not as happy and happy as the days when we depended on each other for our lives together. Chunfu is too dirty, so she should not be put in Chunfu.
I have considered this matter for many years. I don't know if I should marry her and bring her into Chunfu. I like her very much, including too many likes. Love is as important as blood relatives, so I claim to live with her in the same life, and if she lives well in this life, I feel good too.
If she is not good, I want her to trust me with peace of mind for the rest of her life, and I will treat her personally. If someone treats her well, she will go.
Therefore, I will also be thankful that Jing Xian appeared in the middle. Her admiration for Jing Xian made the choice for me.
Whether it is those seven years or six years later, as long as she is by my side and close to me, I will be in love with her. However, no matter it is those seven years or six years later, as long as I send her to that person, I have nothing to do with her.
I am willing to keep her innocence in my heart, whether I have a wife or not, I will protect her innocence in my heart for the rest of my life. Because only by protecting her purity can I protect the pure place in my heart.
Chunfu is very dirty. Fortunately, I have stayed in Chunfu for so many years, and I always have a piece of pure land in my heart. That being said, apart from love and blood relatives, I am also very grateful to her.
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