There are only a handful of men in my life with whom I have a decent relationship. Over the years, I have also met many guests who visited Mr. Rong in the bamboo house. They came and went arty and became literary friends after a few times.
But I know in my heart that I have only casual friendship with them after all. It's not that the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, or that it's just dull and boring.
Only Xiao Chunyan is different from me. When he gave me the jade hairpin, he also said that I was not allowed to have a friendship with him as gentle as water, not to mention anything else. But in the past six years, I have not heard from him after all.
At this moment, how I wish Xiao Chunyan would be by my side to help me out of this predicament.
I was pierced by Jingxian, and I couldn't hold on to my face. I only knew that I couldn't mess myself up, but I don't know exactly how to not mess up.
I haven't seen him before, what kind of appearance can't I handle? I don't dare to imagine what he has experienced in the past six years, so that he can speak to me in such a tone uncharacteristically. This look is too strange for me to deal with.
Whether it's a joke or a tease, I have to keep some distance from him. You must know that if you have a clear conscience, you don't need to do anything extra. It can be seen that it is precisely because I have not let go of my heart that I still have ghosts in my heart.
He is so close to me, probably relieved. I have completely forgotten everything that happened the night before I left Yun'an.
So best. I was the ugliest in my life that night. I hope he forgets all about it.
"I didn't." At this moment, I couldn't do anything except look at him without fear and pretend to retort calmly, "it's all over."
Somehow, it seems to be working well. I myself can hear the alienation in my voice that rejects people thousands of miles away.
His eyes suddenly became lonely, and the smile on the corners of his lips also subsided, and he looked at me quietly, as if he was looking at a silver tree that did not want to bloom again. I can't bear the look of being lost and lost.
I felt as if I had inadvertently discredited him. He was just joking with me, but I couldn't even take the joke. But when I calm down and think about it, I don't think there is anything wrong with me.
Mr. Rong taught me how to break the world, but I can't do it with a sword.
No matter how many times his expression haunts me and haunts me, no matter how many times, my heart still throbs for him, I still don't want him to frown, and I still care so damn much about his every move.
"I'm sorry." I apologized softly, hoping that he would feel better because I refuted his face.
"You have nothing to apologize to me." He answered very quickly.
Then he changed the topic and discussed with me about daily food, clothing, housing and transportation.
I was stunned, I was flattered to take care of food and housing, and I was honored to take care of my business, but I also took care of my clothes. I suspected that this trip was not my repayment of his debt, but his repayment of mine.
After thinking about it for a while, I am sure that he did not owe me any debts back then. If it had to be said, he provoked me as a coquettish debt.
I am silent, no longer entangled with so much, it will only increase troubles.
He asked me to rest for a while, and wait for him to tell me about my stay. It was almost noon, it was time to eat, and I couldn't rest for a while, so I simply wandered around the room.
Jin Yuxuan is decorated like a master bedroom, similar to the piano room he lived in back then, all in a noble and elegant style, but today's porcelain ornaments are so expensive, they are really expensive.
The piano by the window and the incense under the curtain are all the same as the piano room back then. Only a bunch of red plum blossoms in the corner of the wall are different, which makes me think about it.
I think of the story of the red plums that the sour scholar told under the flyover in that winter. The heavy snow was flying, and the red plums were beautiful. Sister Minmin was most fascinated when she heard it. That day, Suan Xiucai earned a lot of money by storytelling, and treated Xiao Chunyan and me to a good meal. Sister Minmin also came and stewed a pot of pork rib soup.
It was also that day, sister Minmin drank too much, hugged me, but looked at Brother Lu, and taught me word by word: "When the floating flowers and waves are gone, I will be alone with you."
"Banjun Youdu" I thought to myself, feeling sorry for him.
Sister Minmin said this word means that when the hustle and bustle around is gone, she will be by your side alone.
It's a pity that my sister Minmin and I are on par with each other, neither of us can accompany you alone.
?Since she was sensible, elder sister Minmin has liked Suan Xiucai. She has liked Suan Xiucai for fifteen years, spent her youthful years, and finally married far away. I'm a little better than her, I've only liked Jing Xian for thirteen years. This actually gave me some comfort in my heart. I am not the only idiot in this world.
It's just that I don't understand why she was not able to accompany you, and why she was left alone.
 ?Similar to the old temple, demolition of the old temple may cause chaos. "
"" I think this kind of reason that is immediately known to be alarmist is probably something that Xiao Chunyan can figure out at this level. No, not probably, I'm sure it was him.
But what I don't understand is, "With such a lame reason, the government was persuaded?" This government seems to be not very smart.
"Yeah." Jing Xian pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, and said with a light smile, "As one of the government officials, I think Chun's government made some sense, so I helped them out."
"" I think your brain doesn't seem to be working well either.
I don't understand why he kept this temple for me. It makes sense that Xiao Chunyan wants to keep the temple. He probably wants to leave a souvenir for his trip to the Beggar Clan. But why did Jing Xian do this?
Seeming to see the doubts in my heart, he explained, "One is to facilitate those homeless people to have a place to rest. The other is to"
"My lord, Chun Mansion has arrived."
I really wanted to hear him finish the second point, but after he was interrupted, he seemed not ready to explain clearly to me.
Getting off the carriage, I looked at the big word "Chunfu" on the door plaque, as if I had returned to that winter.
?In the white snow, Xiao Chunyan took my hand and sneaked into the backyard of Chun Mansion, into a large plum blossom forest. In front of my eyes, the sky is bright red. (Remember the site URL: www.hlnovel.com